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2011-12-12T11:27:00.002+08:00

So much thing happen in the past 1 week
went outfield again!
bt i think i too used to last time unit
once can slp just slp dun care abt the surrounding despite noise n chatting
i cant believe tt i actually snoozing away while i was slping
Yea my tummy is growing bigger and bigger as the day go by n i am super lazy to go take ippt again nor atp
haha.. the most surprise thing was xinmei whom i knw since we sec2 till nw
she is finally attached le after 7yrs from her first broke up in sec sch
feel so glad tt she finally walk out of it after such a long time
hope tt her bf will treasure her n dun get her hurt again as the feeling is super painful
Cant admit tt she was once my dream gf bt then we are just friend nw
hope she wont saw this post
finally my long holiday is coming from 16 dec till 2 jan
super long holiday here i come i need more drama to kill time at hm
orelse i will sure die of bored
maybe it is time tt i rent a car n drive been long since i last touch it

2011-11-07T10:37:00.003+08:00

Hahaa hello dead blog
i am back from my own world
yea been arnd 2 month since i get myself posted to chomppang camp
i gt to admit tt e foods at market really will force a ppl t walk out of camp despite bad weather
tt y all my allowance tt army paying us is nt enough at all as i spend almost all e $$ in camp

2011-09-23T10:02:00.003+08:00

i'm back
look like noone is updating their blog anymore
posted to new camp as wish
getting used to e life there
been 2 week le
outfield on monday - tuesday night
it is e first time i ever like outfield
cuz it is in civilian clothes + i get to see airplane landing n taking off from e airport thru out e whole day
the weather was cooling as it starting to rain
just like what e sir said
the right place with e wrong person
i seriously think tt e place is suitable for dating
bt too bad i went with all e army personals
if onlli i have e camera i will snapshot it n post it here
some picture i manage to find online

2011-09-04T12:45:00.001+08:00

Finally it is going to be over
yeayea a dead blog as usual as i didnt bother to log in as often as last time
i finally completed my signal training at SI after 2 month
time really pass fast without me knowing it
No longer a trainee le.. been a trainee for 1 yrs 3 month to be exact tt super long le
i had enough of it i guess no more short hair & weekend guard duty
speaking of tt i spend my 21th birthday doing guardduty in SI
what a life i have... 18th birthday in school chiong project like a mad dog
19th birthday with a broken heart 20th birthday in range shooting like no1 business 21th birthday doing guard duty
bt i stil have to thank jason for it as he help me do my guardduty on my birthday weekend xiexie ni

seem like my birthday didnt really celebrate well at all.... 3 yrs had pass i still living in e past havent get myself stand up on my feet be in r.s or hate
i try to let go everything telling tt u are nt worth my love
bt still my hate for SRjc girls is getting more worst i guess
almost offended my SI bunkmate because i scolded srjc girl is a slut/bitch
i am sorry i dun mean to offend u nor ur sister
heng clive wass there to explain it for me as he knw e story
Another 2 more yrs which is on my 23 birthday
will u still rmb tt promise we make to meet up at heartland mall??
i guess nope
i try to get myself to forget u totally bt u seem to appear out of no where despite u are no longer in my fb list no msn list

I seriously wish to get out of singapore this heartbroken place to start fresh ahead
be it taiwan / china

2011-01-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

Friend are leaving 1 by one as time passes
just like my tenshi jie jan jie and etc
everyone leave me behind alone as they went on their life with a r.s and study
life is really getting more and boring in army
i am really sick and tired le
wonder how wilson went through all this
just like this week went outfield on monday afternoon all e way till thursday morning
i gt to admit tat the sky was clear and how i wish i can lay down on the floor and admire the star on the sky
it is really amazing sia cause the e most star i ever saw in spore sky
it make me forget abbt the pain and let me go into slp more peacefully
haha... bt too bad didnt had a camera hp orelse i confirm will take a picture of the sky

2010-11-28T13:35:00.003+08:00

it has been really really long since i last blog
i almost forget tat i still have a blog till i heard a old song - 記事本
i seriously dunn knw where to start
yea enlisted to army on 4 june 2010 ptp batch as i didnt clear my ippt tat y went in 2 month early after which the bmt batch came in on 28 july and officially grad from bmt on 1 oct 2010 got into my vocation of boatman and demo man
currently still undergoing the last phrase of boatman before getting into company line
till nw i still very very confuse how come i enter commando unit
yes maybe to other commando unit is those unit they long wish to enter bt for me i just wan to be a common people in the world just like other who enter tekong
instead of being uncommon ppl in uncommon place
somehow i felt glad tat i escape the digging of grave and slp in
i seriously feel the tiredness inside my body nw from head to toe
i felt tat last time in platoon 3 det 1 still e same at least i still gt my buddy derrick to chat with when i in time of trouble and needs
still rmb e date in outfiled after me and derrick pitch up the tent
we lay down and chat with each other till almost 11pm
3 hrs of chats
later he went into leader course and currently in taiwan
bt nw in demo&boatman course there is really noone to chat with (heart to heart talk)
Yes i knw that it may have been 5 month of army bt i still nt used to it totally
everyweekend is like being wasted by me as i didnt spend it meaningful beside slping and sometime a drink from pub with wilson kong
i really wish that there is someone there when i was down someone who is willing to lend me her shoudler to cry on or lay on
bt i knw tat the person dunn realy exist in my life
i guess enough of army stuff and emoing stuff le
During 5month army journey i brought a insurance which i didnt even thinking of buying it at all at this age bt yet i still brought it every month suck my $$ away as usual bt nvm cause who knw what happen the very very next moment i may died off

Thinking back of the past i seriously felt tat i really a fool
Y did i give up my study and gpa for a girl whom is nt worth my love
causing me till i cant even enter local uni
yea alots of my friend said tat i am a fool
nw thinking of it i seriously felt tat i am a fool
yet till today i still holding on
i still dunn have e courage to delete her fb&msn&hp number
i really wish tat wilson or the other will see this blog post and take my hp away to deleted away all her information once and for all
i am really tiredd give me a break & set me freeeeeee & free from tearss & pain
anyone out there to help me??

2010-03-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

Life is full with up and down
i guess tat my bad luck has gone away le for good le
2010 is definitly a gd yrs :D
i pass my poly meaning i grad finally from poly
u dun knw tat few night cant slp well as my whole mind is thinking away abt my result bt it turn out just to be fine
bt cant believe tat my COCO actually can score A sia
the onli A inside my result slip sia
haha.....
didnt have much time to online at all cause i am busy working on weekday at pansonic factory lo...warehouse
somehow feel tat i gt tricked by e agent sia
but who care after 1 month i am so going to qquit e jobss and do some serious training for nafra le orelse i cant think of being at a small island for 5 months
think of tat will faintss!!

2010-02-11T20:41:00.001+08:00

HOHOH
finally all the project come to a end :D
feel tat my weight on my shouder is lighter le
nw left with nafra and main examination
cant wait to be grad from tp lo
hope this yrs nice nice pass every subject cause i knw tat i already pass my CDS with at least B??

2010-02-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Finally left with 3 more project for next week and i could finally put a stop to PROJECT
cant wait for project to end and enjoy the mood of CNY even tot this yrs is at 14 feb which just happen to be valentine days
wat a nice days sia
how i wish tat this yrs i will take out all my courage to ask tat purple gal her hp number lo

2010-02-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

Man
god damn shit
this morning was supposed to report to hendon camp at 7.45 which is located at old pier road
i woke up late first so gt no choice had to flag a cab to there
when i board tat cab
ME : Hendon Camp 9 Old Pier Camp
taxi : Ah di u sure wan to go there??
me : Yea wat wrong with tat??
taxi : there is a commando campp lei??
me : WAT!@!#! uncle dunn joke i dun have the mood to joke in the early morning
taxi : i didnt joke i am serious abt it
taxi : GDluck
me : oh my god Y didnt i check the camp first before going for the second round of check up ?? Sian

reached there with my jaws drop cause i still thinking tat uncle was joking :O
had a series of check up
firstly when another 3 hrs of Q&A
bomB!!!!!
after which we had ur test like napfa which dun include 2.4
bt include push up & horse stand & u shape body in 1 min
this is worst thab napfa lo
ltr we had e 1 to 1 interview with those commando captain :%
just happen tat e commando captain live at henderson cresent and he saw me before on the road...lol!!!
[pray hard tat i wont get into there even tot redcap is better looking than e green cap]

2010-01-29T01:32:00.002+08:00

haha... went online at 9.30 ppm at 28 jan
just happen to chat with eugenia online
she felt em as her bf went back to his country to settle some business stuff
so we met up at east coast park
and u knw e time we decide to meet up was 10pm and at 9.40pm
i still online chatting with my friends
haha... i threw myself right into the bathroom and head off into east coast park
heng i manage to reach there by 10pm
went to smoke, drink and chat at east coast...
left at about 1am... took cab home
nights :D

2010-01-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

haha had been a dead blog for almost 2 months
firstly a happy new yrs to all of u all
haha..finally can start to countdown le
another 1 month 2 days i will going graduating out from tp
yea!!! finally freedom is on the way and the smell of earning $$$
haha...
not to mention tat friday had my nafra test
haiss.... failed my pull up as not standard so onli manage to do onli 3 nia....
gt to train hard le... orelse sure can get silver e for the sake of 2 month lesser
jia you :D

2009-12-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas to all of u whom is reading this blog :D

2009-11-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

Yes finally the mp/sip is over once n for all
let go put some firework!!
bt wonder spore where can buy firework sia

2009-11-09T20:36:00.001+08:00

Countdown of 11 more days to Judging
i wish tat i can get over with it asap
i dunn wan to continue MP/SIP anymore
siick and tired of it

2009-10-25T16:59:00.003+08:00

Feeling freaking moody nw
friday just went to cut my hair for today wedding dinner yet today in the morning was force to go cut hair again
nw my hair is freaking short
like pri school kids nw
all the happiness and anxious mood was all gone
haiss......
but gt to said tat the foods there was great and i manage to saw her again (:
tat purple colours shirt at CNY e
omg!! she was gorgeous today i almost cant recognise her at all
well...after all she is a uni student le
time flyesssss.....
when i reach home my maid how come ur hair nw like this friday tat hair style more nice
my heart went sinking....moodddyy day
somemore today wake up at 6am
is like a weekend yet i cant slp longer

2009-10-24T14:17:00.003+08:00

Finally 1 week of school is over
it's really tiring in school
as i almost everyday stay in school till 9 plus going 10pm
therefore i didnt even online in msn
just for routing the PCB board kills man cell
i need a nice weekend to slp in (:
just met huixin to collect the psy tb for my friend
chat a while before i board the bus
well..huixin
(my answer is tat my heart is died for tat jc gal(gwynna) pic at jan2008)
she hurted me badly and nw i need a badly rest to heal back my heart
still mending in process
as for tp tat gal is just normal friends
yea nothing speccial
follow by going to tiong to collect art piece from jessime
brought some necceasary art stuff for my CDS (coco)
last semester le
jy (:

2009-10-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

BGR
after knowing someone i have feelings for,
i got to ask myself is she suitable for me?
can i live my life with this person for the rest of my life?
because at the end of the day,
it's myself who face the consequences, right?

The first break up will always be very painful.
cry everyday, cry like hell..
but after a while, it will all be over.
i learnt that its not the end of the world.
though i was the one who ask for not to be friend anymore
but i once love her truely,
so she is not the only one hurting.
there are some reasons that two person cant be tgt.
and for that same reason, there is no second chance.

hanging on to a love(of all kinds) that doesnt
belong to you will give you nothing but pain.
its really not worth it right?
i'd learnt to let go, learn not to let the person
be the one who controls my emotional completely and easily.
i was told that, i get hurt not because the person hurt me,
but because i LET the person hurt me.
yup, now i have to keep the key of happiness
to myself and not somoeone else.
this may sound like a loner, but in fact,
its just a way to protect oneself,
as no one really owe you your happiness.
we are the owner of our own happiness, right?
幸福是要靠自己的 right?
i've the rights to not let anyone hurt me...

though i been through a few relationships,
online and offline..
but i think i am not that of a failure.
at least not my defination.
because i think not those who fail are failure,
but those who DARE NOT to fail are true failure.
everyone makes mistakes,
and its best we learn from it!
not the first time, then try again the next time.

i am happpy to be single (:
dare to face up to failure now

2009-10-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

A joke of e day
well...i just heard this from my mummy just nw in e noon
and i keptt laughting away since tat wen i think of it
my youngest sister help a stranger guy to help 11 bottle of "wei ge"
weh think of tat i will burst out of laughter and tear

2009-10-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

i know tat i didnt manage to blog as often as the past
due to the blogger keep having problem esp wen i was using laptop at home
bt wat to said i almost give up my blogging habit le
so much thing had happen this few week till i didnt knw where to start

Yea nt wanting to admit tat my heart still had u inside
even tot i try very badly nt to remind of u
bt just tat everything u came into my mind and my heart wen i was down
i knw tat i didnt msg nor chat with u in msn
even tot my first birthday wish was from u
hais... but i knw tat i nt fit to be ur bf nor a friend
so i chose a route tat both of us cant get hurt
i decide to stay far away from ur life w/o disturbing ur currently J2 life
jia you

2009-10-02T23:25:00.001+08:00

days by days passes
finally my mooncake job is over
once n for all
u knw tat having to do 8 day of bill for imm
and 12 day bill in yeetew really can make the day unforgetable
it's really a pain in my ass
my eye went red puffy after doing them
i feel like my holiday is almost gone
i onli left with 2 week and i guess i shhd head back for school for my major project
siann.... i really dunn wish to c my timetable for next semester
once saw confirm my head will burst
full slot e....

2009-09-23T12:49:00.002+08:00

Weee... finally holiday started but i'm struck in the middle of the job till 3 oct
hais...i seriouslly dunn like to do accounting jobs
still gt to seek help from tasha
but luckily she know how to use excel
really thanks alots

2009-09-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

Wat a day to go
i watched 3 movie in a row
final desttination 4 , the proposal and G force
it really a nice afternoon to sleep in
so welll.... let get some rest now
for movie link www.freefullmovies.net
u can watch the latest movie u wan and save ur $$ for other uses

2009-08-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

i guess tat i'm down on luck today
sneak out during school hour to go for my driving license
reach there arnd 12.30pm for practice with my instructor
practice for 1 hour everything went on smoothly
finally the time has come 1.45
my tester came
i think i was well pprepare bt turn out to be a messy as e first place was a slope and e car went rolling down e hill
nt my fault is just tat e gear 1 jump itself to netural gear which cause e car rolling down
immediate fail
hais...... wat can i said sia :(
emoing away

2009-08-18T22:17:00.005+08:00

A happy birthday to myself
finally 19 yrs old bt didnt really gt e mood to celebrate my birthday as my partner was down with illness
hope she get well soon
thanks those who wishes me happy birthday in fb n msg
(tasha,xt,jack,shasha,joel,zhangle,cuiyue,tingting,huangyan,qilei,liting,michelle,eugenia,mandy,wilson,jessime,meihui,jiahui,huixian,peiying,chui kiang,caterinne,ivy,eileen,sam,yantono,santi && etc) adding on meiqi and regan and ivy lok
sorry if i didnt mention ur name here
kind of shock as she(gwynna) was e first to wish me happy birthday on e dot
today was a super emo day cause my project e acceleration spoilt :(
hais...i guess tat my stress lvl is getting higher n higher
Went for a tea break with yantono,santi,joel,shasha in canteen 2
so mention abt her birthday wish to me
wonder wat to reply her msg
they actually dial her n msg her to ask her out as i didnt have any plan for today
bt just like wat i know she will reject me as usually
(even tot she gt e time to go out to celebrate her friend birthdya bt nt mine) :(
give me a little hope n bring me down into misery
i actually went to toilet n my tear fall
i know tat it is no worth it bt i just cant control it
i tot my birthday will end it this way with a emo looks
bt to my surprise(santi,joel,shasha,yantono) actually knw tat my mood was nt gd n asked me out for e movie after lesson ends at 5.30
went to catch e movie orphan at centuary square
wat can i said..tat movie should nt be nc16 la
more like m18 movie gt killing n sex inbetween
sat beside shasha and gt shock twice because of her
afer which i took a cab home
e cab driver drove at 140 km at pie
oh my gosh e car is like flying e
so freaking scare tat i will fly out of e cab
anw nights

why u always chose e gd time to let my heart bleed where by i trying my very best to forget abt u
i tot u will forget my birthday yet u first to msg me and tell me tat u gotten a stead right on my birthday

2009-08-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning gt waken up by my mummy as today is my granny birthday
I just wan to catch a few more hour of sleep to make it up for my weekday
My panda eye is getting darker n darker as the day passes just like what shasha said
Mainly due to my sister
She is freaking me up
Everyday wake up at 4.30-5.00am
Start her life of bang bang bing bing
Follow by the lighting
As I slept on the upper deck of the bed so just the on of the light I will wake up and she can left the room light on while she go for her bath (30min)
I know tat I’m a light sleeper
I told my parent yet kana scolding from them
Said I dun wan to sleep early at night n etc
E worst is not only tat she can takes those gal stuff use thing n leaving e wrapping plastic paper on the floor of e the room
Enough of tat
cause i knw tat my dad wont re-design e study room into a bedroom as he cant bear to throw away his old textbook since his sec sch till nw
and i had been asking him to do tat since i was sec 3 till now
almost 5 yrs le yet nothing is done to it
cant think of tat i really cant stay with my sister inside e same room anymore
i already to my max le plus next yrs onward my younger sister is joining e room
So my room will have 2 sister + 1 aunt + me
totally cant think of tat
Head to granny house for birthday celebration
Went to Westmall to collect kfc for free due to my cousin gt e Singtel top up card offer
After lunch went for a game of basketball but turn out to a challenge with others ppl
After which my uncle n his wife come, rmb tat uncle who getting his wedding on oct e ma?? Tat them
Totally spoilt my mood as I call his wife (X3) and she actually ignore me
I feel like slapping her face le
Sang granny birthday song n ate the cake n went home
Really sleepy cause I actually slept inside a cab
Oh ya received a red packet from granny for my birthday gift :D XD
Countdown to my birthday day – 2 more days
Cant wait for tat

2009-08-15T21:10:00.001+08:00

An early birthday celebration for myself
Met up with Wilson n Jackson even tot jack only can come after his work at 5pm
Wilson n me met up first n cab our way to plaza sings
After which we head for arcade for some wild racing spent about 20++
Before we went into ps to walk but we both like lost inside a maze
Ps is totally not a place for us
Meanwhile we saw Leanna
At first I tot tat jack was lying about working n went out with Leanna but turn out tat I was wrong
Sorry Jackson
After which Wilson n me head for cathay for his mouse n ear piece but turn out tat they didn’t sell so got no choice got to accompany him by walking to Sim Lim
Freaking hot weather
He manage to get his item
After which we head to Alexandra market for my favourite fried rice (: while waiting for jack to end his work
Time flies n Jackson ended his job
We head for Wilson house to place his stuff that cost him $205
Slack around at his house till almost 6 before we head to Tiong for movie
Actually was planning to watch Orphan but we will late so we catch e movie “where gt ghost”
The movie really make us laugh and cheer my mood up abit
So guys if uu are emo go watch this movie ba

haha..if u guys still rmb my birthday
hope to receive ur call/msg at tue(18 aug) at 7.30am
due to it is a long n lonely road to sch time

2009-08-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

This week was freaking bad
Well... just a few shocking news already make me almost fainted after I heard them
1 - my partner admitted to hospital due to swollen face n the cause of it was a tumour was found at her chest
Can’t think of tat ba?? She only 19 yrs old sia
So now I’m super worry about my major project and PR2, which is on Monday 17aug
2- I tot my birthday(tue 18 aug) will be a good day to go
But guess watt??? My supervisor actually plan my impt day to meet up with the project collaboration partner which u know how bad can it be
I bet they will said change this n there n what they do was just speak out from their mouth and the person who is suffering will be me cause I got to do them
Who still got the mood to celebrate birthday sia
Haiss…haiss………
3- my driving test is closing up yet my freaking instructor still dun wan to give me extra lesson
the main problem is tat I onli had 2 time inside a circuit and 3 lesson on parking
how could it be possible tat I can pass the test
it is freaking slim chance la

2009-08-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy national day to singapore
finally 44th birthday le
well.. today was a boring day
went out arcade n catch e movie UP
bt it wasnt up to e expection as wat others told me
i almost can doze off inside e movie threate
sian!!!!
countodown to my birthday
9 more days

2009-08-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

wat happen to blogger ar??
how come cant load picture le ar?
virus attack ma
watever!!!
i think it is time to switch to livejournal le
well... this weekend was tiring
sat went to meet up with tasha,fran,grace,xt,tf,edward at 6pm at chinatown
guess wat?? they all late like always..
wasted my cab fee to chinatown
due to they are late so cant join them for dinner n rush off to tiong to meet up with wilson,jack as we had asked to meet up 9 days before
well... just like xt said "huichen ran off later for arcade !@#$%^&* 不讲义气""
bt brother more impt than friends
ask any guys friends
1) gf
2) brother/jie
3) friends/close friend/arcade
after all when i was in trouble or need a helping ear first willl be brother/jie + some exteme close friends
went to arcade n play maximum tune till 8++ wen jack come
saw leyi,michelle leong
all turn so chio till i almost cant recognise them le
after which we catch a movie at 9.40pm
G.I joe the rise of cobra
then home swt home

2009-08-01T22:51:00.001+08:00

Meet up with wilson kong again
he finally camp out
went to watch e movie overhead
after e movie was kind of bored so call hy,jack,nick
bt all of them seem to be busy with project n etc...
we head for safra for pool
on the way there we saw arron n his gf
so jio they all for a game in safra as we didnt challenge each other before
bt we lost badly in dual single vs
all 3 round lost
haiss.... my hand is nt longer stable as e past le
will shake uncontrol due to using too much electrcity stuff
well.. after they leave we continue playing till 7pm
when jack suddenly call n wanting to join us as he was at tiong
so we headed to tiong for ur dinner
cant beileve tat wilson actually ate western food
sure gain weight e
after which we head to the arcade for racing n basketball trainning
wat a tiring nights

2009-07-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

For the very first time i wear formal to school since e start of ppoly
i know i look weird in formal
so unlike myself
i felt weird too
bt not choice still gt to wear due to enginnering project road show
those picture is taken due to being force by senior

2009-07-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

i know it has been long since i last blog bt life was super busy with driving n project life
i seriously starting to hate project
i still miss e pass where i can sleep innside lec hall when e lecture is teaching
bt it wont happen this semster n even e holiday is ruined
finaly get to meet up with wilson kong even since he went into army
he look more cutter nw than last time as he had damn short hair
hah... meet up at tiogn with him 10am
had breadfast at mac n follow by ice age 3 movie at tiong
after e movie we actually plan to walk ur way to safra bt i give up due to the heat
in e end still take bus
play almost 2hrs++ of pool and seriosuly i did a shot which was unforgettable shot as the table was left with 1 strip ball n 1 black ball with just 1 shot i manage to hit in both ball n the a postion was wide apart at each opp end
i was shock myself
after which we both head home as he still gt plans for his night
just arnd 6pm i went into the kitchen n take a look of wat foods i having for dinner??
wat i saw was 2 differnt type of vegetable n 1 fried prawn
my tastebud went tasteless so i changed n head out to alexander road there to buy my favourite fried rice
guess wat?? wen i was reaching my block downstair i suddenly had e crazy wild ideal to run up the stair till 13 foor with timer on
i manage to reach my floor at 84 sec
which make me into great disappointment as my aim was 60 sec :(
i shall train harder
after which my dad actually said tat u go all e way till there to buy a packet of fried rice for urself n didnt ask e rest wan to eat ant??
i was like stunned as just before i went out of e house to take away food he still scolded me for nt eating e homecook dinner
yet nw he ask me tat qnss
ZZzzzz...
haiss.. arnd 10 i was drunked as i went to drink at my block downstair arnd 9 plus
wen i was drunk e onli who flash by my mind was jessica aw
which make me think of tat time when just i grad from sec sch
working at ntuc n e first gal whom i know in there was her
i dunn knw wat make me think of her maybe is her act??
i still rmb tat first day i knw her
she is like those kind of ah lian??
bt after a few days of chatting i can felt tat we both belong to the same race
as she can understand how my mood was w/o me talking her
miss those days where me n her n ah boi
sitting at e staircase stalking away in ur working time
i could still rmb tat during tat time i broken up with a gal
noone know it bt she knew it
i still rmb tat she was e first gal shoulder whom i cried on it and told her e story
even tot we are just friend
during tat time i wasnt in contact with any sec friend beside her
i still rmb tat everytime she will tried her best nt to make me think of my ex
from wat i could rmb tat week was a horrbile week for me
gt once i was climbiing up those stalk of boxes to get my items
i actually sliped n fall backward , i tot tat it is e end of my life
bt she appeared again she was there with her hand holding onto my legs bt still i fall onto her n causing her to get hurt too
tat postion was very awful as my body was onto her body
even tot nw we nt in contact anymore bt i still feel tat she is my soulmate whom knw me better than any other friends
gt once when we both are almost late for work as i woke up late
we ran on each other outside ntuc n headed into e clock in machine just nice 9am
after which we went into e staff room to get change for work
she actually changed infront of me
i was shocked n stunned at e momment cause e room was just me n her
bt dunn think too much nothing happen
how i wish she is at my side nw :S
bt i knw tat i was dreaming away

2009-07-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

well..
happy birthday shasha 22 yrs le
old le..wahaha
during lunch break head for a hair cut oppside of school as i lazy to go cut hair during weekend
tat y in e pic my hair look so un-normal as i normally dunn style my hair wen go school e

just hope tat tasha,fran,xt dunn see this post here
orelse they bound to kill me for sure
as i always didnt take picture with them

2009-07-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today was a super rush day
i wake up at almost 11pm
luckily my sister went down to get my lunch for me
i start my connection on my motion sensor again
after which i receive a msg from peifen tat she gt another ticket for ndp
asking whether i wan to go ma? haha gt ticket who dun wan to go
plus i last been in ndp stadium was in pri 5 hao bu hao
arnd 1pm i left my house to meet up with my poly friend at ps
bt i was early as e meeting was at 2pm
to my surprise those guy n lady from poly was extreme late
GT ppl reach at 3pm la!!!
walk to the cathay
on e way there saw srjc t shirt gal n guys
spoilt my mood totally which make me remind of her
hais...
actually planned to watch ice age 3
bt i ps them n head for redhill mrt station to meet up with peifen n tasha as e meet up time was at 3.30
travel till city hall
it was crowded with ppl in red n white
saw dust again my sec1 friend
super fit nw!!!
e ndp didnt disappoint me esp the fireworks :D
after which we took cab n went to find xt at her work place at jp
had my dinner at Din Tai Fung with tasha n peifen leaving xt at work
sound bad i knw
e foods was yummy bt pf found out tat her stuff was lost n went emo
as it was brought by her bf
cheer up :D
can also can get another 1

2009-07-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Finally here come friday again
so happy tat weekend is coming bt it dunn turn out as gd as i thought
Sch ended at 5.30pm bt i had to stay till 6pm to get my component from RS company as it is super urgently stuff for my mp/sip
after which i ruush my way down to chinatown for kbox as it start at 7pm
bt turn out tat start at 8pm
so i thinking of heading home first n get a nice bath
bt tasha NAGGED n angrily put down e phone
i left with no choice
bt to went to chinatown mac for dinner
so sian of fastfood :(
after which tasha n peifen went to find me n we walk ur way to crystalbelle ktv lounge which is somewhere near the outram mrt there
there is my worst nightmare
i was being raped by 2 guys
somemore is 2 guy whom i dunn knw well

2009-06-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

well.today was a rush day
cause school ended at 5.30
i gt to rush my way tiong to meet up with tasha n fran n tat fung
wat can i said
e movie(Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen) was great shall go watch 2 time for sure
let c when i m free to watch again

2009-06-21T12:36:00.007+08:00

Today wake up at 7.30am
last day of holiday still wake up so early
sian!!! bt due to wan to celebrate father day's
so must wake up
went all e way to blk 181 lorong 4 toa payoh by bus tat shop name fortunate restaurant
slept all e way in bus with the ear piece on
luckily tat restaurant didnt disappointed me
below was picture taken :

love e scallop porridge e taste was super nice :D
i will go back to eat again

2009-06-17T15:43:00.003+08:00

Been watching this show since early in the morning
and i finally finishing watching
e ending was kind of touching n my tear lose control and roll down my check
bt i guess this kind of bf is hard to find in this world
even can find bt he maybe long taken up by another gal le
shd go watch e final esp
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=3360198&iid=19578200&cid=22
where by tat guy left his last part of memory tgt with his gf
why they onli create Absolute Boyfriend
shd also create Absolute Girlfriend ma
they onli think abt gal been hurt??
how abt guys been hurt too??

2009-06-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

nothng much to post today
went to SGH for check up on the neck
bt went in e room within 5 min i was out of the room
due to my neck is back to normal le
cant wait to go learn driving again
been at least 3 week since i last touch car bound to make lots of mistake this coming friday :x

2009-06-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

finally met up with wilson kong
1 last day before he enter ns
after today i dunn knw how long before we can meet up agn
so we meet up at tiong bt i was slightly late
went to watch e movie drag me to hell
it really freak me&wilson out
kind of regretted to go watch tat movie
bt e ending was nt really wat i expected cause e letter with e button inside was nt given away back to e old lady :S
anw confusing ending
if u gt e guts feel free to go watch

2009-06-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

well.. i dunn knw wat really happent to me reccently
i guess tat i back to emo life
haha... i aso wish tat i can go back to normal bt seem hard
hmm.. today seem to ba an unlucky day for ning wei as she was knock down by a car when she was heading for e bus stop after tat up the service course ended at 5pm
guess wat?? so many ppl at e bus stop
noone else willing to help her?? beside e reckless driver and 1 of passer by waiting for bus to go work
while i walking toward e bus stop with joel i saw ningwei on the floor
i told joel bt he suspected my words as i crap too much in class le till i force him to wear his spec then he knw tat i was nt joking at all
we went over n see wat we can help her
me n joel were asked to go to inform the security guard
n guess wat?? e security guard was taking their own swt time to the scene
after which me n joel diverted all e vehicle going tat way to another exit
After 5min ambulance arrive at e scene help her up the ambulance with her neck protect with e ring leg wrap up and she was complaining abt her backbone in pain
due to the ambulance onli can take 1 passager so me n joel decide to take cab to changi hospital with ambulance infront
waited outside meanwhile we call her best friend in tp example tingting,shasha.yatono
bt none believe my words as they tot tat i was joking with them :(
hais....bt glad to heard tat she was fine nw and resting at home le

2009-06-10T20:34:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 finally
after waiting for at least 2 week
leonardine is ffree to watch
bt kind of regretting watching with her
cause e location she chose was ps
where by all those watching movie are couple
weird feeling lohh...
cause there is onli me n her??
anw...time for me to emo le

2009-06-09T17:34:00.006+08:00

HELP ME!!!
i just cant get her off my head
some1 pls help me wash away memory of her inside my mind
i really cant take it anymore
by this rate i think i will go crazy before mp/sip end
maybe i think abt her first instead of myself
even since last friday meetin grace on the bus
i had been thinking deep inside my mind those words she said
before i go slp n almost every moment wen i was free
M i tat stupid or i kana love poison too much??
grace was right maybe she dunn deserves my help at all
because of her i give in almost all my heart n soul
for her sake i wiling to go to borrow jc notes from pri sch friend , neightbour n etc to photocopy n study all those paper by doing them
normally i wont even touch those books of mine
i even go tilll the extend of asking my ex NTUC working colleague
she just dunn understand how important she was inside my heart
bt everytime she just using a heavy&strong hammer hit onto my heart n letting it to scatter into pieces
should i really give up on her mA?? can 1 tell me?? teach me how to give up??
i cant stand it anymore
my heart nt tat strong to take another blow
still rmb back into the past wen she receive her o lvl result she was emoing away and crying in her room in secret w/o her friend n family member knwing
i helped her through those hard time
bt this time she rejected all my help n treat my advice as CRAPS
she changes totally
maybe it is really time for me to give up on her totally
cause her aim for mye was just 15/90
i was like stunned
how could she make it to uni by this grade she having??
even nw she start her studying aso too late le
bt yet she gt time to go out shopping with friend n movie n etc
bt not studying
i really cant expect anything from her
just pray tat god will take care of her n hope wen she get her a lvl result wont go do stupid stuff n jump off e buliding

grace n yingying said tat to me

but who can she blame?
no one but herself
for shopping and not studying
she jumps her own life
her own choice
don't need to bother
despise such person hate her

2009-06-07T11:05:00.003+08:00

菲比 - 记号

流过泪不重要终于停止寻找
从猜测推敲从眼神拥抱
你的答案再微弱都听到

不需要作比较过得比谁都好
爱从来没有讯号征兆
为你发烧抱紧昨夜的梦撒娇

我们都知道爱情在围绕
与生俱来的熟悉的味道
如果争吵也都是为了对方好
却不要轻易地失去了微笑

我们都感觉强烈的心跳
不要去理会不被谁看好
当我听见你说的天荒和地老
泪在飙那就是爱过的记号

流过泪不重要终于停止寻找
从猜测推敲从眼神拥抱
你的答案再微弱都听到

不需要作比较过得比谁都好
爱从来没有讯号征兆
为你发烧抱紧昨夜的梦撒娇

我们都知道爱情在围绕
与生俱来的熟悉的味道
如果争吵也都是为了对方好
却不要轻易地失去了微笑

我们都感觉强烈的心跳
不要去理会不被谁看好
当我听见你说的天荒和地老
泪在飙那就是爱过的记号

不害怕不再逃所有勇气一次全燃烧
爱不是很重要过去的全忘掉
跟着感觉的信号

我们都知道爱情在围绕
与生俱来的熟悉的味道
如果争吵也都是为了对方好
却不要轻易地失去了微笑

我们都感觉强烈的心跳
不要去理会不被谁看好
当我听见你说的天荒和地老
泪在飙那就是爱过的记号
泪在飙那就是你给的记号

youtube url for e soong http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeUPddagd6U&feature=related
somehow i feel tat this song had alot of meaning inside
true feeling can be heard inside and i'm sure tat e writer had been hurt in relationship before

2009-06-06T14:58:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning 9am gt to wake up
as i gt to go to sim lim towwer to get the holder
super tired :(
i took cab to there as i cant tahan e sun above my head
went to get e stuff n it costs me $45
this account of $$ i gt to wait for another 2 month before i could gt e balance back
hais... went back home with packed lunch
planning to chiong games le
then my dad suddenly ask me
wan to get a credit card??
i was like :S
is he crazyy or mad or i hearing stuff inside my ear
i was haha...dunn joke n head back into my room
meanwhile he came into my room n ask me to follow him to tiong to do tat credit card
till nw then i realised tat he wasnt jokin with me bt serious abt it
i immediate rush out despite the hot weather & gotten tat card on my hand nw :D
yeapppp!!!!

2009-06-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

went to watch e movie blood: the last vampire
M18 movie
for e first time i didnt kana check ic
wahaha... due to ur lesson finish at 5.30pm and tat show start at at 5.30 at century cineplex as it was all last min plans
we(i,jennifer,joel) rush ur way from school till there
bt due to i had to go find teacher to get back the fee for the component i brought
so i make my way up to lvl 6 office n run all e way to the e bus stop
before i could reach e bus stop i saw jennifer n joel at e bridge while i was about to stop & they started to run as they saw bus 23
i was out of breathe totally half dead
they boarded e bus w/o me causing me had to take a cab there
at first i tot tat e show was some romantic movie bt it turn out to be some killing movie
lol....bt e movie was nice to watch :D
u guys should go watch
after which i was on the way back home
i saw grace on bus
haha...beeen long since we last meet
we chat up till she get down the bus
nice meeting :D

2009-06-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Went to cut hair today during the lunch break
my hair nw is like super weird if i dunn style and it onli cost 10 buck
yea... today santi aso went to cut hair n it cost her 14 buck
i dunn seem much different before she cut n after she cut
so nt worth it for her

2009-05-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

So much things happen this week
i really dunn knw wat to write n where to start from
this week i really down on luck cause many unlucky things happens to me
really having a spinning headaches now
i shall write it in short as i didnt update alot this month
well...thursday morning hp break down as ppl call my hp i cant heard wat they talking abt as my hp speaker spoilt so i hang up a number of call even my teacher call aso hang up
so after school i rush my way to tiong as i brought tat hp on 10 may
i took bus 23 to somewhere after which i switch to cab
then e cab gt into accident with another vehicle while on e way to tiong
then neck gt hurted having problem turning to e left side as there is a pain when turning
hais.. really suay
then when reaching tiong, they said tat gt to bring to sony ericsson shop to repair it where it is aat simei mall
friday morning sneak out to tat mall during mp/sip
n found out tat e repair need 2 week
RAORR!!! freakingg long la
how i going to survive la...

2009-05-23T13:10:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!
i passed my final theory for driving le :D
mood was super high n happy cause i didnt except to pass e
cause i finish tat paper in 10 min
plus kind of sleepy n wan to go home so just press end test n e result was to my surprise
haha.. oh ya saw 3 tp student inside e same test room bt i douth they knw me
when test ended i call/msg instructor he didnt pick up nor reply e msg?
lol..pranked on eugenia tat i fail my test :P
well.. as for mp/sip
i was playing all e way inside
onli like e period which is call e lunch break
where by we went to eat in big grp
then play dare stuff like go ask gal hp number
wahaha... joel is e best la
he went to get number from 2 gal in a goal bt turn out to be a fake email address they give
joel is really a gd eater loh
he can really eat alots much more than a normal person
i nw abit scare le cause soon by e rate of eating i will be fat le

2009-05-15T09:48:00.005+08:00

56 words

Typing Test

2009-05-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

Been really long since i last blog
Can said tat i m lazy to update my blog cause i dunn wish to face computer wen i back from sch
as i been facing computer since morning 9am till 5.30pm
i dunn wan to affect my eyesight
well.. i guess tat i super suay this week
3 time in a row kana reject by different gal whom was born in 1991
i really thinking tat m i curse nt to have relationship with gals whom are born in 1991
well.. i guess tat it really marks the end this time
i shall get back to e past
playing arnd & dunn struck inside a relationship again
wont let a gal into my heartt
ii really dunn have confidence nor courage to move on anymore
all drained out
mp/sip
i guess tat jen is having a big time headache nw
thinking whether to chose 1.mp/sip
2. citibank project
3.both
i guess tat i shall nt stress her anymore cause i been disturbing her since today morning
hmm... if she chose citibank
i gt to do e whole mp/sip alone bt i will stay strong i guess
i wan to score well aso
jia you to my self :)

8 may 2009
DRiving lesson today
guess tat i too tired to drive on friday night as i will tend to be very sleepy
made lots of mistake throughout e whole 1 hrs
well..after tat driving lesson i took mrt back to tiong
to my surprise tatt i saw my sec sch friend
gues who was tat??
dust?? kuma??
rmb ma??? our sec 1 classmate :)
well...he was super fit nw as he already in army
haha... we chat throughout mrt till he went off
to my surprise tat he told me tat he went to stead with karen n elieen before
i was like huh??? gt 43 ex gf
OMG!!!! haha... he still wan to break his brother record of 67 ex gf
haha... strong loh.....
after which i head to liang court to find last time working friends
then took a cab n head to east coast
saw lots of couple there and it really feeling gd to enjoy the breeze there to relaxx
saw lot of star on the sky
haha.....wat a memory to kept inside my mind

OH ya almost forget tat
today while on e way back home on bus 147
there was this couple age arnd 17
they board n sat infront of me
i was y couple sat infront of me
during e bus ride from where they board at THE CENTRAL till oppside sgh
total arnd 10 stop like tat
the guy kiss tat gal more than 10 time on check,face,forehead,neck
then u knw tat chinatown gt hotel81 rite?
tat guy said tat "wwen i reached 18 yrs old we go there n have sex"
i guess tat i nt supossed to heard tat bt i accidently saw his lips n knw tat sentence
haha... tat gal reply "okay"
during tat bus journey tat guy hand was inside tat gal miniskirt
e length of miniskirt was arnd 15cm nia according to how my classmate taught me to measure using eye
gal really dunn knw how to treasure theirself
so wat for help them keep their first night
u dun get it other guys aso will get their first night
tat was confirm before marriage e
Wat my friend was right
i totally agree nw

2009-04-29T21:02:00.004+08:00

A few updates just before i go slp
i really slppy
this is e whole week in my life
insufficient slp and i had been slping in bed once i board the bus from tp
yawning away and i suddenly dunn like to face laptop at hm cause i had been facing computer since morning e start of sch
this really getting bad as it will soon affect my eye sight and i seriously dunn wan to wear spec
i wan more slpiing time
okay
27/4
well today i took almost 3.5 hrs of lunch break today instead of 1 hrs break
as i went for lunch break arnd 12 with zhangle n cuiyue
well..after lunch i actually head back to lab
bt after i receive a msg from debbie(pri sch friend)
i took off my leg n went all e way to ghim moh by cab 15 buck
it has been 7 yrs since i last saw debbie le
haha.... she change alot le
more pretty le :D
should have taken a picture with her bt forgotten
haha...well i went to borrow all her notes for h2 math n h1 chem
totally spend time printing which cost me 44 buck
after which i aso didnt forget to buy her chocolate as she spend 1 week rearrnage her note n lend me to photoocpy her notess
haha... Really a big thanks you :D
lastly my grp mate was having her 1 week of LOA so happiily enjoys at home

28/4

haha.... i finally manage to get my grp mate back to lab even tot she was on LOA
bt she seem seriously sick
down with heavy flu
hope she can get well soon :D tk care
went for e singtel trip and i slept through e whole bus journey :P

2009-04-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

i almost late for mp/sip
oh my god!!!! thank god tat i manage to flag a cab just in time

to tasha
well... dunt have contact even chat with her in msn aso no reply msg aso no reply
haha...well...dunn need to use jueen network in sch to find her
let her have her freedom (:
to xt
well.... ftt is really hard :(

2009-04-23T22:16:00.005+08:00

Almost 1 week of school
well.. wat can i sae abt mp/sip life
it simply just sux
everyday 8.30 till 5.30pm
meaning i gt to wake up at 6.30 even tot was as werent as bad as i tot first place 8am till 6pm daily from every weekday
almost everyday wen i board e bus i fall sleep i was simply too tired tot didnt do much stuff at the lab online everyday in ebuddy bt didnt seem tat any1 to chat with as every1 seem busy with their own stuff
well...this few day just after sch reopen my wei kou had been very gd
been eating lots of foods in sch bt i jus dunn seem to gain weight dunn knw where all those food i ate went to?? :x
lastly before i end this blog
i gt to thank tasha for passing me all her yrs 1 file which include projects n presentation
i knw tat im stupid
i knw tat i had been really a trouble to u begging for ur yrs 1 project n ppt
i m sorry
i knw tat wat u sae to me tat day was gd for me
as those were are ur caring word from a angle of my friends
is she really worth to have all those ppt n presentation ??
is she really someone hu will stead with u or just use finish n leave me aside and hurt me agn??
bt seriously i dun knw this cause i already giving in everything i could do for her
just for gwynna i helping her to get all her jc notes
bt this time this gal dun knw abt all this abt me begging u for those ppt days n nights
she is innocent even tot i dunn stand any chance to be her mr right
bt tat is least i can do as a friend to help her
i knw tat i been too much
i knw tat i owe u a big time to u n jueen
THANK YOU TASHA N JUEEN

2009-04-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

today was my fft
well...i failed cause e answer was too alike to each other till very hard to chose from
hais....guess tat i cant get my license soon
well... meet up eugenia at enous driving centre there
saw 1 familiar face my friend whom i knw during bbt
tat guy sat opposite me
well.. we actually book e same day n same time for fft without planning
was shock to saw him there
chat a while n went inside
both me n him failed while eugenia passed
after which we head to tampines for e shop
omg!! really must queue to enter
and e time was like 11.30
super crowded!!!
after an 1 hrs 30 min shopping
we head to lvl 5 for lunch
e foods werent tat nice compare to hk cafe
maybe i set too high expection of tat shop ba
e feeling was a bit weird cause just me n her onli
haha... maybe nt used to having lunch tgt with just a gal alone
well.......after which we each head home (:

2009-04-16T18:36:00.004+08:00

My mood was super bad nw
totally fk up
just gt a freaking scolding from my dad as he didnt work today
i hate this wen he is at hm cause wen he in bad mood he will tend to throw his temper at any1
if i gt e chance i will take this chance to go out with friend or hang out alone till 11 plus then go back home just to aviod scolding
i super suay
kana his scolding
fucker!!!
i really pised off already
he still dare to said tat i dunn have e heart to give those allowance from those pay i earn from this holiday
i was like wth.... give allowance??
from just those $800 buck i earn aso nt enough for my own use
CB!!! he claim tat giving $$100 for mother $100 buck for himself n lastly 50 each for aunt n grandmum total $300
i was like FUCK UP!!!
then he said tat i dunn have e heart to do tat
i was like running back to e room to cry out as i really dunn wan to quarrel with him at all
he dunn even give a damn abt me n continue his nagging for 30 min n head out of house
cant he even think in my shoe ma??
my bank left arnd 1k onli
and that amount i gt to go through driving lesson
he respond to me learning driving is my own business plus he already given 200 buck
he think his 200 buck like wat big fk !!!
last time still dare to talk big will pay half of my driving
if nt i wont have learn driving bt motor bike
his 200 buck onli enough for bbt,ftt,creating a account in sch of driving, PDL & 50 buck for tat instructor tat it lei
e rest i get to carry it alone without saiding anything
well... he think tat he knw me well bt actually he knw nothing abt me
tat small amount in bank is for those driving lesson during semster 3.1 which i estimated will drain out till it reach 0
e last sentence hurts e most
he actually said tat u wan to use those $$ to have a gf
must be gt gf then dunn have family member like this y i bother to raise u as my son
i been having nagging from my mummy since wen i gotten my first pay
i really cant take it anymore
my mood is really unstable nw
just let me bang e wall n died off better
really cant stand anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-16T10:31:00.003+08:00

wow a nice morning i had
wake up as i receive a msg frm my yrs 3 grp mate jen

she told me tat timetable already out

i was like shock wen i saw it

8am till 6pm daily from monday till friday

i was hais...

meaning i gt to wake up daily at 5.30 n leave my house at 6.30

omg!! tat really a torture to me

i will be zombie soon after e semester 3.1

爱情就像空气一样重要

但是我已感觉不到它的存在

2009-04-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

love is like lock and key
onli the right key to right lock will enables us to open the lock of happiness
wow.. e best sentence i ever heard today
well... head to ps to meet with tasha,fran,nick,r2,jack,hy at 5.30pm
i left house arnd 5.20pm
cause i knw tat they will be late for sure e
arnd 5.30 tasha msg me with e msg tat she is otw there le in mrt le
well.. by e time i reach there jack,tasha,fran was there le
at tat time fran giving present she brought from china
condom hp string
lol...she giving out in e public i should be omg!!!goshh!! maybe we just too use to it n didnt have tat kind of expresion
kept it inside e jean keep on worry tat it will drop out wen i taking my hp out
after which arnd 6.30 every1 reached we head to hk cafe for dinner
yummyy!!!
after which we head to watch the movie "the sniper" n ltr went to arcade to play basketball
picture are with fran will upload if i manage to get those picture from her

2009-04-12T11:47:00.004+08:00

Amara hotel job is finally done
3 days job was done earn arnd 100 buck i guess due to e timing i working was short
i spend my 3 day watching vcd while working
i guess tat it was really bored till i didnt rmb go entertain with those customer bt stick to my video player
then after working for last day, went to facebk to look for them cause dint have chance to get their number
so i went online to look for them depsite didnt knw their name n etc onli knw their sch
heng god was on my side
i manage to find 1 of them from facebk within 30 min
after which i add them in msn n facebk le :D
sometime i rmb dun understand y my mummy act this way
due to i been working this holiday rite
my mummy been there nagging at me for e whole past 2 month since e first day of work
she had been nagging me for $$
which i didnt really earn much?? onli arnd 700 in total
she yet asked for $100 from me
i was like wth......
i really dunn have tat much la
$300 for daily use since e start of holiday like foods n ezlink card
$100 for movie,pool,drinks
wat i really left is for my driving which arnd took up 5 lesson $130+$50
wat i left is really little
which i still have to survive the whole driving stuff which i estimated tat will still use arnd $800
this whole amount will be suckin from my bank account plus once sch start i dunn have e income ffrom work...i dunn even knw how to live le

2009-04-07T23:54:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning kana a big bomb in msn le
feel not really gd for e whole day cause those things keep on flashing through my mind
arnd 8.30 i wake up due to e stupid bird at my room window chipping away
so i tot my mood will be better if i go online to look for friend bt i didnt turn out e way i wan
make my mood even worst wen i came online
haisss....i was humiliated by a gal totally
i tot it was my gd intention to remind her abt guys
bt yet get this kind of reward from her
i told her to beware of guys wen she met next time yet she reply me no need
like real man!! this kind of time can happen in a flash within 5 min
u get wat i mean
i dunn knw heard/saw of how many young gal in sec sch lose their first time to guys at e age of 14/15 nowadays
there is a phrase tat gal is stupid once they inside a relationship where they place their whole heart inside no matter wat e guys said they will agree in a moment of time onli
told her
My working experience n outside world experience confirm knw more than her
for someone(she) whom didnt work before
i been working in restaurant which is all gay inside??
they like to touch e butt n squeeze it wen they walk past me
stand behind u closely hug u n kiss on e check
i saw before drugs like ecstasy pills n etc.. shall nt name them here
saw number of gals being drugged by guy before n taken to somewhere else to do the part in e dark alleys
today already in 20 century le
how many ppl still really care about keeping their first time??
nowaday even (bf/gf) aso gt their term n condition before they stead??
example term : have sex
condition : once dun have sex then equal to break up
In the modern Singapore
nw almost 80% of guy said this before they stead
guys really love e gals ma??
in the point of guy view
nope they love to have sex more than e girl they stead with
after all i still a guy how can i dunn knw all this things ma
u wont expected this answer from her " since u knw so much how come u didnt ask for it"
" dunn dare to do it "
i was like pised off totally cause this really hurt a guy pride
shattered totally
dunn wan to talk abt it or mention this to me at all
supposed to meet natasha at 2pm at orchard bt she change e time till 4pm as she supposed to meet up with her friend to get things from her first
so waited n waited till 4.30
we took a cab down to far east plaza to buy hy n jack birthday present
bt very hard to get present for them cause i aso dunn knw wat to get for them
so she went to have her desert while waiting for her friend jueen to come n bring her stuff
finally she came bt cant find us so i went to look for her
was shock by her appearance cause dunn look like 18 this yrs
then after which we head to cinel to get jueen clothes as a gift from tasha as tasha gpa is in her hand
after which we took mrt to jurong pt to look for present n go find xt as she is workig at there
went for dinner n brought my old fried rice omelet's with fried fillet :D
yummmyy
then walk arnd in e shpping mall till 9.30
then went to eat xiao long bao n waited for xt to get off from her work at 10.20
we went to slack outside e stamford tuition centre
xt dunn seem like e blur blur gal wen she is working
hehe..meanwhile me,tasha,jueen was outside disscuss how to judge a gal whether she have sex before
seem like jueen can be my teacher le
we both teach tasha
stil rmb my first 5 month in poly
my guy classmate taught me all this for e whole semster till i learn up this skill
then after which xt knock off from her work
so we wan to knw whose more gd at guesing so take xt working friend as a bet cause xt sure knw e answer e ma
then jueen,, tasha guess she gt do before & i guess tat she having mense
due to wen gal come mense they will tend to walk with their leg slightly wide apart n gal who had sex before aso walk with their leg wide apart
hmm... finally e answer was out
she having mense
took mrt back home arnd 10.30 like tat
while on mrt saw fiona then after her friend leave e mrt she came and join us
can u think of tat 4 gal n 1 guy
really seem weird rite?? plus all e ppl in mrt was looking at me
so paiseiii.......... after which xt get off first follow vy tasha then me,fiona n lastly jueen as she live at kovan
walk home tgt with fiona
picture will be upload wen tasha get e picture

2009-03-31T20:34:00.003+08:00

I'm fking bored w
face computer till sian le
wan to go out yet dunn knw hu to ask
sian!!!!!!
ROAR!!!
i need some breathing air
how i wish tat i could drink wine/beer till i drank nw n remain at tat state n sleep in peace
nw wat i dunn wish to c is my timetable from next semster cause it gt to be long
from 8.30am till 6pm everyday from monday till friday
heard le as sian!!!

2009-03-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

Have u ever of heard of this phrase " selflessness kill "
have u ever wonder wat this phrase means??
wat it mean by e word "kill" ??
it means by killing another person heart by using feelings

A few days ago 1 of my ggan sister ask me abt it
i was shock abt she asking this qns to me as she knw me well i dunn like to know their love problem as it getting more n more out of my thinking box
example gt gan stead, gan hubby , gan dear & etc
meaning 1 gal can have lot of BF's
well.. she was trying her best to make a big round bt not entering e topic on relationship
bt i knw her so i just make a short cut n asked her wat her problem
she still dare to emmm.. to me n nt replying to me back
then i just make a wild guess she was dumped by her stead a few days ago and i hit e bulleye right on her heart
she was having e mood swing n started nt to trust love
bt then problem arise gt a gan-kor
asked her for stead bt was rejected by her
tat so called gan kor was emo away n she asked me how to solve e problem
dunn need to guess i knw tat she aso like tat gan-kor bt just dun dare to trust & believe him
i told her tat it was simple is either she cut of her contact with tat kor or both of u get tgt
she was huh?huh??huh??
i was pissed off
give her a damn bad scolding in msn
iif dunn like just break it off n remain as friend
dunn keep on dragging on
if 1 day u found tat u dunn like him n gotten a new stead u onli hurting him n wasting his time on u
she replyed me selfishness
dunn bear to do so
i was like damn it!!! y do this?
because of ur so call selfishness u kill a gd guy heart totallly
e worst of it if tat guy love for u turned into hate
tat will be the worst thing happening even the god aso cant help u out
once hate was formed it is really hard to make it gone
trust me sometime it is better to be mean to him nw then to drag on cause u nt helping him to ease the pain bt making tat pain even more worst
tat y there is a phrase said sometimes it is better to give up then hanging on to it
if u continue to let tat guy hangs onto it
the pure n gd heart of his will be gone forever wont ever return back to him & even he turns back into Angel
he wasnt e same as the past as scars had form on his heart
maybe u dunn knw abt this as i didnt tell u before
i had been through this route once
i hated gals from srjc n plmgss
everytime i saw them in their school uniform
my mind become uncontrolled & think tat all gals from tat school were all bitches&slutes
wan to go up to them n give them a tigh slap righ on their face n etcc
if u really dunn wan tat to happpen to him
make up ur mind nw
it's time for u to make a tough decisions

stop everything wen they is still time to do so orelse wen he turned into a devil it is too late

dunn let him suffer

2009-03-23T19:35:00.005+08:00

Been a week since i last blogged here
life was kind of busy last week as i had been working
from 16 of march till 18 march was working at hougang mall
tat place wat can i said
was a mad place ppl there really make a mess out of e magazine zone
just like mixing up the junk food tgt make me had a sever headaches for wat those neighbour auntiess had make
almost 1000 per day w/o minus e rent n etc
after 3 days my boss send me back to simei mall :D
those days at siimei life was much better than hougang even tot hougang mall gt more pretty gal
bt i prefer those peaceful life at simei

19/3/09
today knew a gal from the stall beside us
her name was yiling age same as me
she was really a nice gal bt just tat i dunn have the chance to ask her for her hp number
as i dunn really have the guts nor courage to do so on the first day
if last time before knowing jiamin tat time
i still dare to get number from gals despite knowing them less than 1 hrs
bt nw my heart was stummed taken a step back tot i know her for 1 whole day
after tat day she didnt come back as she quit tat jobs tat wat i heard from other staff
guess tat if we gt the fact we will meet again 1 day at street
for those who dun knw hu is jiamin
she was tat gal hu spike salt onto my wounded heart with e same word *wait* & *study*
despite i ask her for 3 time for stead
still rmb e first time i ask her was after i know her for just 1 week i was too fast i knw tat
2 time i ask her was after term test she given me with a reply i want to cope with my study first wen after main examintion then we get tgt
3 time i ask her was after main examination tat following week, 1 week before her birthday
guess wat her answer??
" i think we are not suitable for each other
u can find a better gal than me
all the best " after which didnt c her msg nor online anymore
till nw those word said by gwynna n her were graved into my heart n mind
once a wounds forever a wounds
even since those incident happen to me
my trust for gals had been decreasing as the days goes by

22/3/09
To my surprise was tat young lady boss hu came to open e stall next to me
i was stunned
after we spoke to each other from 1 pm till closing arnd 10pm with pauses inbetween
she taught me alots of new working stuff n experiences in relationship n etc
she even offer me a work/try out at her stall at tiongbahru
she was right abt relationship
relationship dunn get into it orelse once u fall into it u will onli gets hurtss n wounds
first thing was to get a degree in study follow by earning $$$
with $$ no scare no gal wan to be with u
wat she said was fact n i was in deep thoughtss n repeating wat she told me inside my mind
can u think of tat??
tat young lady boss was onli 27 n she lives at private housing drive a sport car n earn abt 20k-30k per months
wow!!!!!
oh ya lastly i saw xinmei on sat morning
she was yawning away at simei mrt waiting for friends as her friend was late :p

23/3/09
today is the second lesson of driving
went to the empty field once again
drive a few rounds at there w/o making any mistake till the instructor said let take it into the main road
i was like huh??? he must be joking with me man
bt he was serious abt it
i turned n went onto the road
change gears from gear 1 to gear 2 to gear 3 then gear 4 then gear 5
omg!! 70 km/h
tat fast sia
tat instructor stil said it okay
i was freaking scare till nw
still rmb tat during e last 5 min of lesson tat instructor still wan me to learn how to park e car
i make a mess out of it as it happen too fast le
bt with e help of the instructor i manage to park the car in 5 min time (:

2009-03-16T23:53:00.003+08:00

Had my first lesson of driving today bt due to in e rush back to work
my head was full of working stuff while driving make a few mistake n let the engine died 3 time as i keep on forgetting to step on the clutch despite the car had stop
kana knocks by the instructor on my head
my leg went cramp after stepping on clutch for 1 hrs of lesson (26 per hrs)
walk to mrt station(bukit gombak) with a limping leg
after which i rush all the way back to hougang mall as jessime take over my place for work from 12 pm till 7pm
i was kind of worry for e amount of $$ inside as cash machine
at the end of work i calculate out tat it was short of 50 cent i top it up for her as i aso last minute ask her for help e
very grateful to her for helping me out
thank a lotss

2009-03-13T21:24:00.004+08:00

OMG!!
Second post of e day
guess wat i saw wen i just nw went down to withdraw cash for personal use like driving next monday n going
i saw a gal which look exactly like my 1 of my close gal friend
tat close friend i will alway msg her wen examination came n she will accompany me msg throughout e nite and gt once even go mac study tgt tot she was younger than me by 3 yrs
just like my sister bt better than my real sister
and her body size increase alot n further to think abt it
from e stomach size she was pregnant
i was totally stun as in i didnt c her for e past 6 month++ msg her aso didnt reply
i been too kpo i call n msg her n ask her
she replyed asap
tat was nt her bt her jiejie
scare me out of wits siaaa..... thinking if she was pregnant then who else can msg i throughout the nightsss during examination..thinking of tat
if w/o her accompany me throught-out e nights i guess i wont be in poly nw n getting to yrs3 poly
after all i alway last min study e those hu knw me well will knw thiss..
oh ya just nw while taking afternoon nap
my boss called to work again next weeek n i booked my driving le
so i call up my friend luckily someone can help me to work
heng!! cant wait to drive on monday

2009-03-13T14:57:00.001+08:00

A Few gd news to update here
I clear my semster 2.2 n my gpa increase back to 2.17 liao
heng sia even tot i didnt have high expection of my gpa
i hope tat my gpa will be raise to 2.8 after 3yrs of poly
i receive e msg at 2.20pm at 11 march from 74688
at first i tot tat was starhub promotion i was abt to delete it bt saw exam results and i was pray hard tat i didnt obtain any F inside e result msg
heng heng god answer my pprayer i PASSED!!
NO SUB PAPER!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!

i PASS my basic theory test on 10 march 09 10.30am and obtained PDL
for ppl hu dun knw wat tat --->> PDL stand for provisional driving licence
I can finally start to learn how to drive
next Monday!!! woo.....
cant waittt for tat to happen..... wahahaha... saw xinmei at east point mall from some distance :P
as i was working at east point mall at 2pm
she disappear as she just came to buy bubble tea

12 march today was a great day at working at east point mall as today lots of chio bu at e mall
hehe...still can rmb tat arnd 6.40pm
i saw a miss and she came over to e stall to buy princess magazines
she went away to withdrawn cash
i saw her bag with the sticker arnd the bag e word cabin crew
then i realised tat she was a 空中小姐 dun wonder my eye sight was with her all e time till e she left e mall
her height was arnd 175cm
e way she dress herself was very simple bt yet so outstanding and elegant
she was in light make-up with a black singlet and black pant and high heel of 7cm~9cm i guess
she look just like my dream gal
i wish tat she was my stead
*******************dreamng away************************

Today woke up at 8am
arnd 8.30 headed down to bukit batok driving centre by taxi to meet up with my driving instructor which fiona intro him to me
thanks you (:
pay amount of $$ to him *heartpain*
well...he told me tat make me very happy if fast enough by end of june i shd get my driving license provided i pass my final theory at April
I shd work double hard to pass it in 1 shot
jia you to myself
after which took mrt to enous to meet up with eugenia to go enous driving centre to book a date for e final theory and she apply for her PDL
well...she can start to learn how to drive by tml as her instructor free lohhh !!!
jealous sia!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!
hehe.. gd luck
anw after tat we took cab to enous mrt station as it was rainning heavily she went off to buy stuff to bake while i went to take mrt back
hope tat her kitchen wont be in a mess after she bake
wahaha... she wont c this part of my blog e

2009-03-09T20:16:00.013+08:00

I know tat i dint blog for sometime as so much things had happen this few days
i aso dunn really rmb them in detail as for which day it happen
firstly my hp spoilt as it cant be switch on anymore n i didnt send it for repair as i really give up on tat nokia hp which i just brought it for like arnd 1 yrrs nah
i lost some of my friend contact inside
anw i worked for e past few day at jelita shopping mall from last friday till ytd
i douth ppl knw where is it located unless u always go holland road
well... tat place really sux
there dunn have food court nor mac
wen u hungry really gt no place to buy foods to eat beside 7-11
so i starve myself on friday didnt eat breakfastt lunch onli ate my dinner at niight
Working there really knw how this working world really nt as easy as wat i think it was
it totally different and friendship really can be seen as no1 bother to buy me foods for e first day after i contacted 5 friends
i given up
as for e second day i take away foods from home to work at 7.30
after work i headed for jackson house to ask him to store song inside my itouch
chat at his room for nearlly 2 hrs+++
arnd 9 plus someone call n was crying on e phone n i didnt have e contact inside my hp
at first i tot it was ghosst or prank call bt ltr found out tat it was michelle
omg!! she was warded to hospital
i was shock n worry as it was first time i heard her cries out of 4 yrs i knw her
so i went to hospital to visit her e next day right after my work at 7.30
accompany her for anrd 1 hrs n left my itouch for her to listen to song so tat she wont be tat boring
for friend hu saw this maybe thinking me n her is tat relationship
bt nope i treat her as little sister or i can said tat i can trust her more than others gal out there
i knw tat i ever been said by jan & tenshi jie before
y i dunn open my heart n share out e secret inside my heart
in e fact i didnt really open out my heart out to my friends esp gals
cause i dun trust n believe in them
if u really wan me to rank them out from e most trust till e least trust
1.tat gal whom i dun knw her name yet bt i see her from my house everyday
2tenshi,xinmei,yiwen,caterine,eugenia,cuimin
3.jan,meiqi,bugis,michelle,jennifer
4.tat grp of sec sch grp which i hang out with
5. the rests of e gals

There was once i opened my heart fully to a girl. we did not have any secrets between each other but sadly in the end i got hurt as things dont always happen the way we want.
despite having a wounded heart, i still tried my very best to trust another girl again. but similarly i am still hurt.
i just want to have a simple and plain love but it seems so hard to achieve.
now, my heart is feeling worse as salt has been added to my wounds. and it really hurts alot..
why every girl i met are the same? - they would always use the word 'wait' as an excuse. dont they know it hurts?

2009-02-27T23:44:00.005+08:00

Went to cut my hair today early in e morning

nw my hair is short like a sec sch student

yea i'm young again :D

Arnd 4pm headed for vivo city to meet up with my god sister to pass her things

flagged a cab to lucky plaza in orchard

ran all e way up to lvl 6 to find fran n jack

bt saw leanna n 2 other friends there aso

1 name nick which is from e same pri sch as me and ZhengHeng

roam arnd in far east plaza went to grab a bite

had a curry puff from Old ChangKee

fran,tahsa said tat i slim down really ma???

ya i admit tat from 56 kg back to 51kg

after which waited n waited at Hyatt hotel outside for natasha fan edison chen

really tiring n hungry for food

waited till arnd 8++

oh ya saw grace bf "kevin finally

ya admited tat he look alike to hengyi in someway

anw he was given a gd remark by tasha,fran,leanna,jack,me

85 sia given by tasha

wow really high mark lohh...wow

they are so loving n swt wen they walk tgt holding handss

admire them

some pic taken by fran w/o my notice

2009-02-26T21:00:00.004+08:00

yea finally e exam is over :D
bt i really dunn pin much hope on today paper cause wen i went inside my mind was blank
e whole paper i was writing crap inside n guess e answer there
really hope tat i can pass all e subject as i really dunn wan to take sub paper
mention of sub paper my body dunn feel right
anw i found my job liao
startin from this coming sat till 8 of march
bt e boss will confirm with me tml abt e working
tat fast.. i havent start to enjoy myelf nw gt to work liao
hais.....
anw till nw then i found out tat my area here gt a number of gals studying at srjc
i was totally shock wen i saw them today while on e way back from the bus stop
anw i shall go play my game nw
cya :D

2009-02-25T18:38:00.003+08:00

Really was a horrible night ytd
was planning to reformate my whole laptop as too many thiing inside spware viruse brought from sch computer into my laptop
wen reformating half way through the laptop hangeedd
kept on restart n restart of laptop
i really cant take it anymore so i decide to bring it to acer company to repair the laptop
i woke up at 7.45 loh... i guess e most early i ever wake up since e start of this month i guess
took cab off to international business park n reached there at 8.30 sharp
send for repair
waited n waited till 2.30 finally it is done (:
saw leanna n 1 guy there aso before i left
due the tireness i took cab home
wen i board up the cab
e driver didnt start his enginne
he repled ur gf there havent get up
i was like huh?? hu he talking abt?? after a thought i knw wat he was deriving at liao
cause at the bus stop there is aso another gal n he tot tat was my gf
lol!! do i seem like so evil to him ma ?? will left my gf behind n took off in a cab??
i was like if onli i had e luck to knw a gf like she
well.. e fact tat gal is really a babe in a glance just before cab move off
i didnt notice her till e driver mention
nw i'm back home n starting up the laptop
the speed is so fast i totally love it
wahaha... tml last paper n u can heard from me really soon

2009-02-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my selfishness for thinking for myself always and didn’t think for you
Sorry for my immaturity for picking up quarrels with you for the past few months
Sorry for my stubbornness and always wanting to have my own ways
Sorry for hurting your feelings with those words that I ever said
Sorry for letting you wait for me always
Sorry for neglecting your feelings
Sorry for not understanding how much you care for your studies
Sorry for my foolishness thinking that you love me yet treating me as a normal friend
Sorry for thinking too much
Sorry for my impulsive acts which cause us to change from close friends to strangers
Sorry for saying out our problems to the 3 parties without your consent
Sorry for letting you be lonely when I was pretending to be care less
Sorry for probing you on for stead yet didn’t care much for you
Sorry for not being a God but a human who makes mistake all the time
Besides repeating the word “sorry” continuingly, I really don’t know what other words to say to you
Sorry for these are all my fault
Sorry for the reason being that I truly love you ………….. I love u too deeply…
I know that no matter how much sorry I have said, you still won’t forgive me.

Thank you for being there when I need a listening ear
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for helping me to edit my English for my projects
Thank you for giving me advice on my studies and life
Thank you for the encouragement that you had given
Thank you for being with me till now
Thank you for not leaving me
Thank you for your understanding
Thank you for bringing me back to life when I was about to give up on my studies
Thank you for giving me a chance always after hurting you every time…

對不起謝謝你我愛你
wont a gal heart be touched after see this ????

2009-02-13T21:01:00.005+08:00

Nw onli 1 song suit my mood
The song title is kiss because i'm a girl
It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that i was special
I believed you and it was my happiness
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
Please dont break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love
i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything

today we broke up
you told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy
you're just like all the other guys
what happened to when you told me that you loved me?
honestly, i don't want yout to be happy
what am i going to do if you really forget about me?
I'm in so much pan, more pain than i can bare
Because i'm still in love with you

Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love
i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything

although i cant be with her now
i'm still in love with her

url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhlhsB0VkkA&feature=related

tml is valentine day bt just like what peiying told me
it is just another normal day for those guys/gal there hu is still single
i will alway rmb tat and strive hard for my examination
anw i will edit this song a bit into pieces n bits of my memory for her n post it once i'm done with

2009-02-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!
wanted to slp since 8pm till nw i still can manage to get to slp
bt i feeling very very tired
examination coming soon
first paper watertech 16 feb
mct 20 feb
netinfra 24 feb
telprn 26 feb
everybody in school is with e sulky looks stress abt e coming examination
yet i self declare study week starting from today
as really tired of studying
i tried my best to study at hm bt didnt work out at all
This coming sat is valentine day liao yet my mind is totally blank abt it
gt no plans abt it no even asking my brother out for drinks as i guess they will be busy with their stead
A few day back i was watching a old movie rated R21 which i found at home
i found tat some sentence inside the movie are really e fact of real life
everybody first time is important as it will affect ur whole life
normally gal first time of sex is kana conned away by guys
it is better for another party to get hurt than urself to get hurt esp in relationship
this sentence has been inside my mind even since tat day i saw e movie
know i totally uunderstand this feeling suck to forget a person
it is harder than expected
still rmb wilson incident which i asked him to forget his stead
nw i understand how he feel tat time
i aso found out tat i cant make myself said i love u and i miss u anymore
totally so hard to sae it out again
i dunn even have e courage at all to sae it
i guess tat bad times for me
please ladies
dunn use study as a excuse anymore for nt to stead
my heart really cant take it anymore
any moment it will declare died if this excuess come out again
Caterinne was right if a gal really love u she wont use study as a excuse

2009-02-06T03:27:00.001+08:00

tonite was really a unforgetable nitemare even since from young till now i woken up with a whole hand fingerprint on my face i went to toilet n check it out n found out tat print on my face was cause by my own hands but normally when i woken up i wont rmb wat nitemare i had bt this time i rmb every details of it the dream began like this i was in bugis street hanging arnd suddenly a hand tapped on my shoulder i turned n look bt i didnt c any familiar face after which i continue walking bt then i saw charissa infornt of me i was shock n trying to sneak away w/o her notice bt she caught me n asking me tat whether i can spare her 10 min
okay follow which we went to the e lvl 3 food court n sat down she then showed me her hp msg i looked at e msg n found tat it is unbelieveable the msg content was *it had been sometime since we last chat with each other i hope tat i didnt cause much harms/hurts to u, i know tat even a thousand time of apologize wont heal back the wound i had cause for once let me have the chance to be with u n treasure u* from ...... this msg sound like so fake even i aso dunn believe it myself so i turned n walked away n there she appear rite infornt of me when i was abt to go n hugged me i tot tat it is so real
so i decided to give myself a tigh slap n here i'm awake to blog

2009-01-30T20:10:00.001+08:00

hmm.. busy friday stay back in school to edit e video for watertech tiill 5++
arnd 4 like tat caterinne call me n inform me tat she enter rp
i was shock bt didnt chat much with her as i gt to be more serious abt my water tech project
at nite arnd 7 plus going 8 plus she msg me again
askig me to meet her up
i was huh?? okay loh since we live close to each other i guess
we met up at 9pm at red hill mrt bt she was there early then me
so we went to the playgrnd n chat lohh
craps n listen to song till 11 plus send her home n took cab home (:
tiring day

2009-01-28T11:06:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Yrs update
been visiting relative n gambling like no1 busines bt my mind was full of examination coming so this yrs the mood really not really nice at all
still rmb my first day went to popo house first started to gamble with my cousins
all my mind was so stress sia.. as their bet increase from 10 cent per bet to 1 dollar to 2 dollar and lastly i was alway force to be a banker
well.. arnd 1 plus headed off to another place by van drove by my uncle
first stop was shu gong shu po house
my heart was alway not really on e dot wen at their house as i alway rmb tat a gal there
still rmb wen after i gotten my O lvl result tat yrs
it was taken to compare with tat gal there
as she score just 7 marks which is l1r5
after minus cca n higher mother tongue which she score was just 4
her mark was need to times afew time before my mark
so see her my face dunn knw where to place at all
bt still need to go visit
bt this yrs she was so pretty :D
she was in a red tube dress look so differently from e past
my eye was capture by her looks totally

DAY2
Today was a early day for me woke up at 8am
as my cousin they are coming over to my house for lunch
my mummy early in e morning prepare a feast for their coming
e foods amount was uncounted sia
they came arnd 11.30 n started eating till 1 plus before we head for granny house
we reach there n finally for 1 time i saw my uncle first gf
omg!! he arnd 45 liao and hiis gf was like 36 mnia
hehe finally next yrs gt another red packet to receive liao as they going to register their marriage at this coming april n they already been staying tgt :D
u knw R21 stuff!!!
RAWR!!!
we headed their house as it is a route to do so every new yrs to storm his house
his house was really neat n clean with lots of drinks inside his fridge
stored milo packet beer n etcccccc cant rmb
we went back to popo house at 3
guess wat wen we reached
tat gal with her parent n other gu po was abt to go home liao :(
bt she was in purple dress today
i guess tat cant get her number liao
kind of disappointment so head for room to gamble
bt 1 of my cousin shouted out e window
tat gal in purple this guy wan ur number n pointed to me
she actually went into e car liao bt came out again
make me so paisei sia
dunn knw how to face her next yrs
hope tat she dunn rmb liao
as she will be a uni student while i still a poly student
anw i enjoy myself through this Chinese new yrs
really unforgettable :)

2009-01-24T09:41:00.001+08:00

Friday are meant to to be a happy moment for me cause weekend is coming
bt things dunn go as wat i wanted
gt to meet up with my water tech grp mate at 12 at mushroom bt my lesson end at 9.30
waited in sch for them
time really passes very slowww
finally 12 come n we meet up for project
came up with a disscuss n seek option for teacher abt the video clip we going to flim
n decided to go airport for e fliming at nite n we are meeting at 9.30 at tm mrt station
the meetin ended at 2.20pm
headed for e bus stop to go hm to slp
msg came in from leonardine n ask me to go to bugis for shopping for her new yrs clothes
i went there with a cab as i knw tat i cant reach bugis on time by 3pm
went arnd e shops in bugis for her clothes
bt e unusual thing happen she ask for my options which to buy??
i was like huh?? shouldnt tat i shd be e 1 hu is asking for option from her on which clothes to buy?
while shopping arnd at bugis
saw gwynna she walk pass me n i walked pass her
yea. my heart stumped wen i saw her bt she didnt recognise me at all
jus like wat peiying said
if she said tat she dunn have time to go out with me n wanted to spend her time on studys
tat was all craps n lies
iif she dunn have e time
she wont be going out at bugis shopping with her friends i guess
bt at hm mugging hard on her studys
i just dunn understand y she lied to me n yet i heard this words of console from someone hu is 3 yrs younger than me
i tried to be strong n didnt drop my tear infornt of leonardine as she didnt knw abt it
bt e moment i reach home wen to bath n slp as tonite wont be slpping
when i went to bed tear rolled down my check w/o knwing
i really breakdown from 6 till 7.30pm
get up from my bed n set off to tampine mrt station
reached airport at 10.20pm
as 1 of e grp mate was late
we went arnd airport terminal 1,2,3 to look for quiet place to take e video
finally decided to flim at terminal 2 and e time waas already 12.30 am iin e morning
soon wen off to eat at burger king as we will hungry n start our project
after i edited e video will post it here if i gt e time
we do i till 8am n head back to tampine n took a cab back hm to slp
totally tired n i'm breaking down emotions
ya i had been hiding my true self from others just like wat jan said
some1 with a shield tat u can heard n c e true self of myself
lastly tasha headed to south korean for shopping with her cousin
Enjoys

2009-01-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

Today was a freaking long day in school
Totally tiring as lesson start at 8am till 6pm and all of it was lab
mood was totally bad
i tot i finish my mct project bt i was wrong
let teacher check my programming and found out there is some mistake as we misunderstand the problem
i editted for arnd 1 hrs and tot that is was over FINALLY
bt i'm truely wrong
she came n checked it
how about u all add addition compound inside the board since u all had finish it
i was thinking since i'm done with it then can dunn go for lessoon from 8am till 12pm
i wan more slpp!!!! bt her cold water pour over my wish
i was wth..... still wan to add up my loadss
i was totally trouble totally liao
i gt another 4 more project on hand
ITGPROT , NETINFRA , WATERTECH & FDMP
all gt to complete them after CNY tat week
omg!! i'm so died
i'm tired i wan to have a shoulder to lend on n let me slp
breaking apart my body n soul
just had a big quarrel with my sister
as she sneeze right on my face n didnt even Apologize
she was trying her best to make me fall sick when exam coming
ALWAYS as she dunn wan me to do well for my study
i had been giving ways to her bt she is going overlimited n trying to climb onto my head
After a big quarrel i was left with scratches on my hand nw

2009-01-01T04:22:00.001+08:00

Ytd nite went to countdown
actually was meeting up with tasha,xt,nick,jk,jack
bt in end alll suddenly gt thing up
so end up with me n jk
we went to marine square first
to meet up with jiamin n her friend (my polyfriend)
as they wanted to buy drink bt yet 18
so helped them somehow
get a bottle of it aso
bt jk finish it off
time flyesss.... 2009 comingg
We waited for jk poly friend to come
we went to chat n had ur dinner aso
ice mocha & fish n chip & blackberry drinkk
we didnt wait for e firework n went off to bugis for shisha at 11.30
jk tried bt i didnt
so arnd 2am jk friend left
me n jk went to tiong mac n slack till anrd 3am
after which home swt home n i m here to update
so tired... yawning away

2008-12-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Went off to ps today with peiying(godsister)
i think it is e first time we went out tgt even tot we knw each other for 3 yrs liao
i reach there slightly early so i was inside e arcade trying out e game while waiting for her
so after which she came n went arnd e mall to look for her slipper
bt she was abit undecision so didnt buy
we both will hungry n went off to heartland mall in hougang to eat ur lunch
i can said tat e foods there were great =D
soon time fly we went to bugis as she was meeting her other friend which i aso knw them i guess ks & lynn
bt then due to she was determine to buy her slipper by today we went to tiong
after which she gt pised off due to lynn gt e new hp which me n her just nw at bugis hp shop saw it n she was wantting to buy it
A storm appeared u all can guess wat happen nextt..

2008-12-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

A short update of today
headed down to enous mrt station to meet up with eugenia
we wil suppose to meet up arnd 11.30
bt she missed her bus so reach arnd 12
we flagged a cab to kg ubi driving test centre to apple for a baise theory
after which we went our way
she went to her bf house while i went to west mall for shoppingg of clothess =D
well.. i spend alot of $$
hope i can cut down on my shopping soon

2008-12-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

有一种幸福，叫知足常乐。
有一种感情，叫远远关心。
学会放手，学会看开，学会自爱。
明天会跟好！copy from jan blog
i just had a bad quarell with my mummy
i just dunn knw wat happen she suddenly said tat i use rubberband shot her
which i didnnt , i was like watching tv show
i just replyed her tat i didnt bt she insisted tat was me
so i replyed her is there another rubberband near her she cant even find 1
& said tat i being ridiculous pushing away e blame
i shouted back & my dad bang e dinning table telling me to shut up
i was like w.t.h
no matter wat i do it is all my fault :(
i really tired of this house from e bottom of my heart
holiday cant slp in peace in e morning 8am kana wake up by e stupid maid daily
i really going Crazyyy!!!!!
any1 gt a spare room for me to go there stay or planting to move out contact me

2008-12-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday michelle tan
hehe :D
today is my god sister 15yrs old birthday
well...went out celebrate with her tgt with liting my sister n 3 of her cousin
which mean all gal beside me 1 onli n onli guy :s
feel so wierd loh
went to marine square
she treat all of us seoul garden
total bill was $120++++
so exp
after which we head for ps to watch e movie twilight
e m0vie was great
bt not really realitly
love wont happen between a vampine n human being
e chance is 0.00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001%
bt both actor was great
a gd movie to catch
sat at first rrow which make my neck in stiff
well..both liting n michelle grow up liao started with makeup
no longer tat xiao mei mei i used to disturb liao
almost cant recognise them after 2 yrs
picture will be uploaded wen they send me

2008-12-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

有人说, 爱一个人就应该懂得放手, 让他飞往更幸福的地方…终于..我学会了放手…虽然舍不得你 ,但是 …原谅我,为了保护我的心不再受伤…我选择了放你走,决定了让你安静的离开…你的倩影,已渐渐走出了我的世界…你可以说我自私,但…你知吗?曾经我真的真的想好好爱你,用我的一切一切，呵护着你，照顾着你，多么想轻轻的，温柔的爱着你。。。。但。。。不知你是故意还是无心，总是对我的爱表现得不理不睬。。我的爱就好象投入了茫茫的海洋中，音讯全无，得不到回音。。你漠视了我的爱。。。。我的心，被狠狠的刺痛了。。好疼。。好痛。。好冷。。。我真的累了，只想找个巷口好好休息。。。也许时间能冲淡我对你的爱。。。。请原谅我的自私，脆弱。。。因为不想再受伤。。。。。一个受了伤的心，就算伤口愈合了，还是会留下疤痕。。。就让这个疤痕印在我心里，永远。。。永远。。。。或许，以后我们都会遇到更好的。。。或许，如果有缘，你我还是会相遇的。。。又或许。。。或许已不在属于我们的或许。。。。
the moon seem so rouund n bright
hope it brighten up my days

2008-12-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

i think i shd blog as i didnt really blog for some time
well... confidence level for my term test
watertech :S
telprn :)
netfund ^o)
mct :l

Some event tat happen throughtout e whole month of last monh n this month
i pon my onli telprn tuit on 5 dec first time as i slpping at hm (:
still rmb tat 1 of e day i went to school
i saw a smailar gal twin poly student
they look exactly e same n wear e same clothes even makeup aso same
Watertech term test
i study well bt e moment i went inside my mind went blank
hais..wish me luck bt luckily was inside lec hall
n lastly my best primary sch best math buddy mummy pass away
so treasure ur loved 1 while u still can
All e paper finally endded i could have a gd rest to heal all my pimplessss!!
faster go away...G0 go go
holiday= no holiday like tat:(
lots of project
hais...

2008-12-02T22:28:00.005+08:00

i know tat i didnt update as freq as the past as u knw term test is coming
gt to strive hard for e sake of result
well..today itgpro
i guess tat i'm going crazy over it
first is do e board bt u knw well my teammate didnt do them
bt i said chose between programm or board
bt he said tat he will take e programm part
so i tk the board i do them while he sat there like my boss like tat
so after i done with my board i ask him abt e program
guess wat he reply me
hey u knw tat i'm sick so we as a team shd do e program tgt
u shd c my expression i was really on fire liao
bt i cool it down myself bt drinking a bottle of ice mineral water
so i take it all myself
i do e program through e nites bt guess tat teacher had e bad impression of me
n tot all this was done by him n not me
tat y i was super pised off bt i gt to bear with it as he will be my teacher in charge from 2.2 till 3.2
bear with it hope this will be over sooN
hm.. as for today
after e lab session of 2 hrs i contact wilson n asked him out for movie at tiong
as i definity need a break from study stress
well..took bus 23 first n 2 gals sat infornt
i didnt notice them till i saw e baby rite infornt of e gals
she was so cute kawaii
well.. i really love baby
e 2 gal are playing with e gal baby n tat baby make fun face n keep on sucking on her hand n point to those student hu are slping at bus
well i tot gal hate baby??
despite tat baby hand was full of kou shui she still dare to hold her hand n play with her
maybe ii think wrongly ba they not said hate baby bt just dun wan to give birth
wrong concept
soon i reach tiong after changing bus from 23 to 65
bt i get wet by rain
meet up with wilson n decide to watch e movie body of lies at 6.45pm
so went to kopitiam had ur dinner n went to ntuc n put snack into e wilson bags
n sneak into e cinema n saw bobby on e way back to cinema
well...we joke a lot inside e cinema
my fav lines of e movie
"If they aren't thinking about pussy, they aren't concentrating hard enough."
well.. after e movie ended
we came out n saw 0ur junior at e checking ticket there n follow by wenlin aso sec junior at e counter selling ticket too bad dunn have R21 show orelse i will sure buy n go into watch
as no1 can catch me :P
me n wilson was laughting away
i guess tat he is e only 1 tat can understand me well
as tenshi jie lost inside her lovve world n drift away from me
then jan jie lei well..she understand part of it
so brother is more impt than gals
lastly i discover tat wen single e things n worrys u is just urself wen u in relationship gt to held 2 share of worrys n trouble
so it is better to be single (:(:

2008-12-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

MY TERM-TEST

6 Dec Water tech 9am till10am
hehe..inside lect hall sure gd thing for me :P

9 Dec Netinfra 9.30 till 10.30am

11 Dec MCT 9.30 till 10.30am

12 Dec telprn 15.30 till 16.30pm
well wish me all e best for my paper hope i can pass them well :D

2008-11-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

First time watch movie with zhangle despited being classmate since yrs 1++++
well watch e movie Beverly Hills Chihuahua with zhangle n cuiyue
well..u can c tat i being a lightbulb between them
guess tat they already become couple le
after 1 yrs ++ of classmate
hehe... a great effort & definitly a gd jobs
i wont need to be lightbulb le
yes!! it really being bored liao
the movie really make me more sleepy
ZZzzzzz i shd go slp soon n get ready for tmr class test
jia you :D

2008-11-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

yea i woke up le
after being said by jan jie
it had been long since we last msg each other like this afternoon
e number of msg we sent
maybe by her word
bt wat she said aso true
i very gu zhi in all sense
once i make up my mind it is hard for me to change my answer
bt tat is a fact
i admit it here
yea falling out of love is no big deal
tat e route tat every1 has to go through in life
lastly escaping wont help at all bt making it more worst
as long as we accept the fact and we somehow will find a solution to it
bt if we alway escape we wont gain any courage at all
if we fall we just gt to stand up and continue
i aso admit tat i always hie n cover myself out and not even my close friend knw wat happen to me exactly
welll.. from nw on i shd change myself into a brand new person (:

2008-11-15T16:27:00.005+08:00

Suddenly tot of bloggin while i was watching tv show i knw tat i didnt blog as often as last time
life been busy for me with project n hw
wan to blog yet dunn have topic
well gotten a sentence from a show
"u once went came into my world without my notice
if tat really happen
y will i let u go off sliently my side
if dun habb
y is my heart tat painful wen u left without looking back"
i wish tat this world gt e medicine tat can help me forget abt e past
bt i douth u will think of me i triyyng my best to forget abt u bt e more i wan to forget abt u i seem harder than expected
since we cant return back to the past bt at least we shd look into e future
1 sentence " if u really like /love a ppl must have e courage to tell her/him, if the party dunn like u just be remind dun give any fak hope just reply i wish to be friend wwith u tat will be a clear answer
bt definitly nt answer like "dun knw?? in e future no1 will knw it maybe we could be tgt"
a fake hope can really kills a guy heart totally
well....i dunn seem to have e courage to ask another gal
cuz wat if her reply was e same answer "dun knw?? in e future no1 will knw it maybe we could be tgt"
as l0ng was said by her
i will immediate turn away n keep her in thousand mile away nt where near my life
it will onli endanger my life
现在的痛苦是当初的心动 copy frm someone nick
super emo nw try nt to get near me

2008-11-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

I APOLOGISE FOR MY IRRESPONSIBLE BLOGGING DUTIES
due to i didnt manage to fork out time to blog
let me recall back into past

10/22 went to bugis with darrell
had a few gaming of bbasketball with him n ltr headed for shopping n brought a bottle of perfumes which cost $108 & he had a bad quarrel with his gf
& found out tat my pay was deposit inside XD

10/24 school ended at 10 today
headed to funan it mall for my sister laptop as my dad asked me to help her buy
costed me $1600
after which at nite went to watch movie" tropic thunder" with wilson kong

10/27 went to celebrate kh belate birthday at opp ikea tat shopping mall
had ur lunch there arnd 12 plus as fran was late
after which i cabbed to orchard as i need to collect my red alert 3 cds which cost me $108

11/2 went to grandparent house today as was gong gong birthday celebration & they having buffet there
after which arnd 12 ++ head for westmall for shpping n watched e coffin with my cousin arnd 2.10pm & brought them each per shirt n i aso brought some t shirt which total up to $92.80

11/5 Was a great day as today going out with ben&jiamin for movie
my lesson ended arnd 10+ waited n waited for them to finish their lesson at 2pm
arnd 2 i received a call from ben n he told me tat they gt to stay back after school for a project meeting
yep... so i went to looking for them at IT school
meanwhile saw hx outside 1 of e lect hall n told her ........... she went n took a look n smile
well secret :-# between us
waited n waited till arnd 2.40pm
after which went off to com lab to check timing for movie n decided to watch high sch musical as e timing was more closer
yay..watched e movie n went hm after which (:
reach hm arnd 8.45 like tat if i didnt rmb wrongly

11/8 Went to work today as my mum found me this jobss
as my sec friend junior was working there
at first i tot it will be a gd jobs bt turned out tiringgggg n i quit e jobs was they asked me to cut my hair more shorter n still must buy another black leather shoe
at nite accompany my dad n sister to tiong as my 2 yrs plan are over n can change into another plan into unlimited msg n frree incoming call whole day
well.. history repeated agn my sister used my plan to change her model of her
as she dead aso dunn wan to get a plan for her number n used up my $100 voucher to get e hp name *secret*
so i guess fated i had to change my hp model myself agn n pay myself
it is damn fking biased
meanwhile my dad aso change his hp into e G900 as his plan aso over can renew
i guess nt my day at all
like hell :@

During 1 day in e bus heading for school i saw a orange LAMBORGHINI on e road
as i forgetten wen liao

2008-10-23T20:19:00.003+08:00

Tenshi jie was right about it thiis time
well... i really lose to her
as in compare with her love experience n lifes
just like wat my blog had written
if u love something let it go
if it come back to u, it will alway be yours
if it doesnt then it was nv meant to be
okay. maybe some of my friend didnt knw tat i used to hate a particular sch gals due to some reason bt i tot i was in great shit bt look like nw e sea had become clam
back to normal
i dont hate tat sch gals liao (: glad tat i escaped from e illustration world of myself
seem tat e feeling of hate had gone away tgt with e feeling i once had for her
bt wat had happen had happen
myself was in deep shit as tat time i was arrange my feeling n it somehow affecct my mood
as i facing problems in my study as well as dunn really have a person by my side wen i need help
where had my escape rope gone to ?
maybe it is time for me to learn to be independent myself
once fall down gt to stand bacck on feet on himself
still rmb those day wen i was in sec 1 i failed my english cant promote to sec 2 express
in great sh!t as my batch dunn have normal stress
so tat time e princpail(Dr loh) give me a way out let me take sub paper during dec holiday
n i get to promote to sec 2 express in a piece
i wont forget tat piece of advice he gavee me inside his office
ur words had been with me since tat day i wont turn myself into e bad path i will continue walking down e path no matter how tough this road will be
i knew tat i let u down by my result
bt i swear tat i will strive hard i promise u
a promise is a promise tat i will kept it till e very last min of my life
no a broken promise

2008-10-22T22:10:00.006+08:00

Headed for bugis by cab since today dunn have cds
meet up with darrell at arcade
played bb with him at e dunking machine
onli went to section 2 :( cant make it to section 3
guess tat i seriously need a bb training soon liao
after which he was planning to buy his stead a bracelet
so xin fu ho??
bt this dunn last long
after which quarrel sparkle out
her gf actually went out 1 of e online gaming guy friend alone for dinner & movie
how could a bf tahan sia?? even go where watch movie aso dunn tell
darrell was burst into flames & ratted her on e phone at e public place
she hang out e call
after which went to buy prefumes which cost me $108
bt darrel pay e price as i dunn have so much $$ with me
then we headed to atm to withdrawn $$ frm my posb card
found out tat my working pays was deposit inside XD XD
due to my angry asked darrell to head for ps to look for his gf follow by tm
at last arnd 7.45 we took cab from tm back hm (:(:
supper tired tml still gt a long day ahead 8am till 6pm
omg!! shall go slp soon liao

tell me y everytime i was about to trust tat love really exist bt within 1 week this thought was wipe out frm my mind

2008-10-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

Went out today despite it is rainning rain cats n dog
went to bmc to meet jian hao as he had his lunch there with his parent
wen i reach there, went to 7-11 for chocolate
rite inside there i saw hong pu kor
my old neightbour 2 yrs old than me
haha...didnt knw tat he was in tp IT till ytd
i ask him for his gpa
he reply very low
guess wat?? 3.69 for average of 3 yrs
army life for him nw bt he was admission to NUS wen his army was over
still rmb tat wen he was young his mummy always bring a cane along with her
e most famous in my block for scolding n discipline her son bt her effort is paid off finally her son is going for U
wth... like tat aso counted low ar
then my gpa can wash floor liao :S
Zzzzz... wordlesss
after which head to queentown cc for basketball game with my ex juniior for bmss
played in e rain.... e feeling was like so shiok!!!
been long since i last was in e rain
arnd 4pm wilson msg me abt e movie (max payne)
catch a movie with him at tiong at 7.10
after e movie we haed home as he having his o lvl tml
all e best brother
really wish to c u inside poly e next yrss

2008-10-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

i shall make a fast post abt ytd

well.. my old neighbour lai yu jie jie went to visit me at work

she brought me alot of snackss

like Muffin & drinks n piess

then she show me her son n daugther picture

haha they are cute rite?? heard tat after they drank their milk at nights at 10pm then they could slp all e way till e next morning..super guai siiaa. how i wish tat my son n daugther are like tat too so tat i could at least slp at nites..shalll go watch tv nw :D

2008-10-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

well.. today was definity a great day for me
left my house at 10.30 i tot i was going to be late for sure
bt i reach there at 10.49am
wat a bless sia
as i ran for e bus wen i saw e bus aso to leave e bus stop
started my boring day at there
luckily gt a boi to play with
at least we get along well depite e age gap of 10 yrs old
lol..played lots of game which i long didnt play
chopstick n etc
after which arnd 3pm i was abt to doze off to sleep
uncle came with a great surprise a china gal
gosh!! really a chio bu
welll she is a full timer n going to take over me from next wweek as my school start
teach her everything include e stupid cashier machine
hehe...life with her tgt at work frm tmr onward really gd
at least gt some1 accompanying me
wat can i said god is so gd to me
held her hand today as we playing games with tat little kids & alots of more thing XD
after work at 8pm took a cab off to tiong
as i meeting wilson for movies
we went to eat at kopitiam first
follow by movie at 9.20 all e way till midnite
it is best movie ever watch
should go watch "20th Century Boys"
after e movie ended wilson accompany me home by walking
dont be mistaken we are striaght nt gayss
it had been long since we both watch movie tgt
after which wilson took cab home
oh yea nt to forgetting i saw my timetable today
i shall get some rest nw as tml still had a long day ahead

2008-10-13T20:52:00.001+08:00

First day of work at amara hotel there
omg!! u wont believe it
my mummy accompany me go there as i forget my way there liao
as for work,
wen it is peace it is really peace
bt wen lunch break
u can c a bunch of working adult rush here to get their children books all pay 50 buck which me kind of headaches as i dunn have 10 change for them
which make cant even had my lunch in peace at all
almost get chock sia by e chili wantan noodless
oh well.... went to buy my favourite korean foods at tanjong pagar
still rmb wen i first fall for it was my aunt brought me there
bt nw i seem nt to like eating tat
as e owner had change which mean tat it wasnt e orginal taste i want
so i guess wont go back there to eat
nw i shall go bath n sleep (:

2008-10-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

Just 1 more week n my school is going to start
hais.. had to bear with it just another 1 yrs 6 month
i definity can pass e poly n get e paper
well.. today went out in the noon to tiong to buy things
yea...brought a small dvd player n nw i can watch vcd inside my rm
as my sister are having exam so cant watch tv outside e rm
aso brought a mp3 player n e lu di ji showing on air every sat n sun night at 7.30
i watched until ep 40
my eye are really red cloted liao
i shall get some rest soon
tml had to start my 1 week of work at amara hotel :D
to earn $$
as today i used arnd 400 buck on those dvd player n vcd..
bt really just like e uncle told me
money earn shd be spend bt definity nt on gal cuz wen broke up they take everything with them n leave u nothing bt broken memory & sometime gt to spend $$ to make urself mood better :D
i really dunn wish to c my timetable.....ROAR!!!!

i knew it nothing gd will happen wen out with franx

picture will be taken bt look good i guess not those kind of unglam picture

2008-10-11T04:48:00.003+08:00

Well it is 4.48am in e morning i just came back from town by cab
went to watch e movie "painted skin"
it was a great movie just like e newspaper&magazine said
wen to watch with fran n kh
even tot it was organise last min & i receive e msg at 9.35pm 10/10/08
i turn up and e onli guy there
crack some jokes n u knw gossips
i hope tat no pictures of me were taken by fran
really gt phobia of her hp wen she holding it n facing toward u
ya a great trip today (:

i really wan to thank a person tat is my god-jie
tenshi jie
she was there to heard my problems n consult me through e nite since 12am till 3am(10/10/08)
i knw tat she will always be there for me even tot she already gt a stead
thanks :D
even tot i was in great depression n thinking of going to beach at e mid of nite to shout it out & watch sunrises
she offer to go with me despite she was having chicken pox bt half recover onli
really very touch from e bottom of my heart XD
if onli all e gal are like her
well i guess she was rite
y bother so much?? just let it go w/o hates in heart
e tighter u hold on to it e more pain it will be
is tat she dont knw how to treasure
treat it as a lesson to learn
yea i will try my very best
wont let u down will forget totally n start fresh
those words u mention i will alway rmb it deep inside my mind
arnd 4am i went off to sleep n woke up at 9am
as i gt to head back to office to learn e new cashier machine
waited for 1 hrs ++ as they will busy
after which went for swimming arnd 11am
swam for 90 min n went off to find my aunt n get her to treat me to eat at market :D
i'm tired i shall go get a gd rest nw n start a brand new day

happy birthday yuying