Monday, December 12, 2011

So much thing happen in the past 1 week
went outfield again!
bt i think i too used to last time unit
once can slp just slp dun care abt the surrounding despite noise n chatting
i cant believe tt i actually snoozing away while i was slping
Yea my tummy is growing bigger and bigger as the day go by n i am super lazy to go take ippt again nor atp
haha.. the most surprise thing was xinmei whom i knw since we sec2 till nw
she is finally attached le after 7yrs from her first broke up in sec sch
feel so glad tt she finally walk out of it after such a long time
hope tt her bf will treasure her n dun get her hurt again as the feeling is super painful
Cant admit tt she was once my dream gf bt then we are just friend nw
hope she wont saw this post
finally my long holiday is coming from 16 dec till 2 jan
super long holiday here i come i need more drama to kill time at hm
orelse i will sure die of bored
maybe it is time tt i rent a car n drive been long since i last touch it


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:27 AM


Monday, November 7, 2011



Hahaa hello dead blog
i am back from my own world
yea been arnd 2 month since i get myself posted to chomppang camp
i gt to admit tt e foods at market really will force a ppl t walk out of camp despite bad weather
tt y all my allowance tt army paying us is nt enough at all as i spend almost all e $$ in camp


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:37 AM


Friday, September 23, 2011

i'm back
look like noone is updating their blog anymore
posted to new camp as wish
getting used to e life there
been 2 week le
outfield on monday - tuesday night
it is e first time i ever like outfield
cuz it is in civilian clothes + i get to see airplane landing n taking off from e airport thru out e whole day
the weather was cooling as it starting to rain
just like what e sir said
the right place with e wrong person
i seriously think tt e place is suitable for dating
bt too bad i went with all e army personals
if onlli i have e camera i will snapshot it n post it here
some picture i manage to find online



Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:02 AM


Sunday, September 4, 2011

Finally it is going to be over
yeayea a dead blog as usual as i didnt bother to log in as often as last time
i finally completed my signal training at SI after 2 month
time really pass fast without me knowing it
No longer a trainee le.. been a trainee for 1 yrs 3 month to be exact tt super long le
i had enough of it i guess no more short hair & weekend guard duty
speaking of tt i spend my 21th birthday doing guardduty in SI
what a life i have... 18th birthday in school chiong project like a mad dog
19th birthday with a broken heart 20th birthday in range shooting like no1 business 21th birthday doing guard duty
bt i stil have to thank jason for it as he help me do my guardduty on my birthday weekend xiexie ni

seem like my birthday didnt really celebrate well at all.... 3 yrs had pass i still living in e past havent get myself stand up on my feet be in r.s or hate
i try to let go everything telling tt u are nt worth my love
bt still my hate for SRjc girls is getting more worst i guess
almost offended my SI bunkmate because i scolded srjc girl is a slut/bitch
i am sorry i dun mean to offend u nor ur sister
heng clive wass there to explain it for me as he knw e story
Another 2 more yrs which is on my 23 birthday
will u still rmb tt promise we make to meet up at heartland mall??
i guess nope
i try to get myself to forget u totally bt u seem to appear out of no where despite u are no longer in my fb list no msn list

I seriously wish to get out of singapore this heartbroken place to start fresh ahead
be it taiwan / china



Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
12:45 PM


Saturday, January 8, 2011

Friend are leaving 1 by one as time passes
just like my tenshi jie jan jie and etc
everyone leave me behind alone as they went on their life with a r.s and study
life is really getting more and boring in army
i am really sick and tired le
wonder how wilson went through all this
just like this week went outfield on monday afternoon all e way till thursday morning
i gt to admit tat the sky was clear and how i wish i can lay down on the floor and admire the star on the sky
it is really amazing sia cause the e most star i ever saw in spore sky
it make me forget abbt the pain and let me go into slp more peacefully
haha... bt too bad didnt had a camera hp orelse i confirm will take a picture of the sky


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:31 PM


Sunday, November 28, 2010

it has been really really long since i last blog
i almost forget tat i still have a blog till i heard a old song - 記事本
i seriously dunn knw where to start
yea enlisted to army on 4 june 2010 ptp batch as i didnt clear my ippt tat y went in 2 month early after which the bmt batch came in on 28 july and officially grad from bmt on 1 oct 2010 got into my vocation of boatman and demo man
currently still undergoing the last phrase of boatman before getting into company line
till nw i still very very confuse how come i enter commando unit
yes maybe to other commando unit is those unit they long wish to enter bt for me i just wan to be a common people in the world just like other who enter tekong
instead of being uncommon ppl in uncommon place
somehow i felt glad tat i escape the digging of grave and slp in
i seriously feel the tiredness inside my body nw from head to toe
i felt tat last time in platoon 3 det 1 still e same at least i still gt my buddy derrick to chat with when i in time of trouble and needs
still rmb e date in outfiled after me and derrick pitch up the tent
we lay down and chat with each other till almost 11pm
3 hrs of chats
later he went into leader course and currently in taiwan
bt nw in demo&boatman course there is really noone to chat with (heart to heart talk)
Yes i knw that it may have been 5 month of army bt i still nt used to it totally
everyweekend is like being wasted by me as i didnt spend it meaningful beside slping and sometime a drink from pub with wilson kong
i really wish that there is someone there when i was down someone who is willing to lend me her shoudler to cry on or lay on
bt i knw tat the person dunn realy exist in my life
i guess enough of army stuff and emoing stuff le
During 5month army journey i brought a insurance which i didnt even thinking of buying it at all at this age bt yet i still brought it every month suck my $$ away as usual bt nvm cause who knw what happen the very very next moment i may died off

Thinking back of the past i seriously felt tat i really a fool
Y did i give up my study and gpa for a girl whom is nt worth my love
causing me till i cant even enter local uni
yea alots of my friend said tat i am a fool
nw thinking of it i seriously felt tat i am a fool
yet till today i still holding on
i still dunn have e courage to delete her fb&msn&hp number
i really wish tat wilson or the other will see this blog post and take my hp away to deleted away all her information once and for all
i am really tiredd give me a break & set me freeeeeee & free from tearss & pain
anyone out there to help me??


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:35 PM


Sunday, March 14, 2010

Life is full with up and down
i guess tat my bad luck has gone away le for good le
2010 is definitly a gd yrs :D
i pass my poly meaning i grad finally from poly
u dun knw tat few night cant slp well as my whole mind is thinking away abt my result bt it turn out just to be fine
bt cant believe tat my COCO actually can score A sia
the onli A inside my result slip sia
haha.....
didnt have much time to online at all cause i am busy working on weekday at pansonic factory lo...warehouse
somehow feel tat i gt tricked by e agent sia
but who care after 1 month i am so going to qquit e jobss and do some serious training for nafra le orelse i cant think of being at a small island for 5 months
think of tat will faintss!!


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:44 PM