Monday, October 29, 2007
haha i m here to blog againbeen a few days since i last blogcuz really kind of busy sat i went to pplay basketball till abt 7 wif philip n jian hao in a group n challenge another 3 guys n we won them then 3 guys lost le n went off wif an qi then we continue to play 2 vs 1 turn by turnand firstly philip start e ball rolling n challenge us n he lost 5 to 7 then jiaohao play n he won by 7 to 4 and lastly i played n i won 7-2really nv expected tat yo happen cuz i supposed to be e weakness in 3 of them maybe philip went to swim till no strength tat y i can win :)then went home n went out of house at 8 again to play pool wif yt,xt,jackson and meet sharmine there wif her hair dyed wif golden almost cant recongise her and my old pri friend regan OMG he change alot sia more n more handsome le bet alot of gal will be kill by him haha.. n me n him will like chatting wif each other on friday nite n we meet at safra on sat is it fate even we nv plan 2 meet up?? *really miss e pri 6 time we will together as gd friend n buddy*i reach there abt 8.15 n i not e last to reach there even we supposed to meet at 8 then we play all e wat till 12 .15 like tat then went to xt house to play mahjong till abt 4 plus and meanwhile around 3 plus my aunt call me n asked me y i not home n i told her tat i play mahrong n she said okay n hung up then ltr we play poker card till abt 6 and went to mac to eat ur breakfast after eaten ur breakfast, we will like siting down n chatting away abt ur past n those old
memories of ur n ur childhood lifermb those days we will in OBS still rmb my group was called "cook" wif e group member of renrui,jimmy,fareezal,dk,wiilson tan ,jordan,nahendran,wenjing yurica,weibei,yt,hema,kaihong,pearlyn,elizabeth in OBS tat time was e mot unforgetten days i had still rmb how we pitch up e tents and how we do rock climbing n help those gals up e rock climbing n let them down... some r really heavy then still rmb gt once ur campsite was at e seaside and while we guys will pitch up the tents and e gal will cookingeven all cans food instant noodle but we will like eating like hungry ghost like tat even those e food was burn n uncook after ur dinner we will like going to other ppl tent to av ur poker nitestill rmb e time we had no toilet n we gt to go to e wild to pee and tat time hector n kaili was steading wif each other n they will holding hand and like going toward to e wild while we av ur toilet there so i asked them to go another side so tat we can av ur toilet and they walk away n was like back in another 2 hrs time dont knw where they beenthen we had ur poker game n ltr went off to sleep as i was sleeping at e nearer to e tent and tat stupid dk leave e tent unzip and my hand was laying outside feeding e sandfly n e whole stupid hand was bitten :( e next day was like building e raft using barrier n at first we will like very very slack around doing nthing cuz those gal n guy was aguring abt how to build ittill e very very last moment like 15 min i cant tahan le cuz they onli like tied onli 3 barrier then i went on rage n tied a rest 5 barrer together wif fareezal and we pull e raft to e sea then 1 barrier drop out e barrier tied by jordan i think and leave e raft unbalance but still floated as e rest very well tied up then all ur group member mange to get onto e raft we buliding tat time was e most happy stuff :)toward e last day of e camp tat nite alot of stuff happen we will supposed to walk in dark wif some distance back to e campsite 1 by 1 by urself n i still rmb clearly tat day was like when we will supposed to walk e leader was like talking ghost thing abt e island which make alot of gal scaredstill rmb tat time le you was infront of me n wenjing is infront of him and i was suppose to set off i juz make a u turn into e wood i heard ppl crying le i was very scare at e moment thought i was tat unlucky to meet ghost then i turn on my torchlight and i saw wenjing n le you and i was like how come they still there which they sure be fur away from me as they leave abt 10 min b4 me ??when i walk there i saw wenjing crying n tear will like rolling down and her hand holding on to le you hand tightly when i reach i asked them y u all still here ??le you reply tat wenjinng gt no strength to move a sstep then follow on wenjing holded on me n le you n we make ur way back to e campsite n after tat i nv saw jee kiat which he suppose to reach but we nv saw him n 20 min ltr he was found by e rest at e back talking japp...but i knw tat on e way back 2 e campsite i heard tat some1 was speaking jap n tat voice was jee kiat but he nv learn jap b4...OMG rite his body was enter by ghost as he so call stare at e tomb n turn when ppl call him..haha.. scaring stuffa long blog today n all abt e pastrmb miss sec sch life n pri sch life but not poly life at alli love e psychology lec e mosthe can crack joke n make e class alive even his lesson at 7 which every1 shd be damn tired
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:09 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
haiz really bad mood nw
totallly shattered and full of ROAR
i gt no word to said.....
my freaking sister went to open my locked drawer n open it n take my report bk to read e result n criticise my sec sch result wif her.. ya i admit tat i not as clever as her but dont av to said tat to her friend how bad my result was rite
n somemore she open e LOCKED drawer without my
permission and this not her first time of opening it as i keep my keys at my study table she take them n open it
not onli tat she also read my msg / incoming n outgoing calls e person name
it is like totally no privacy at this house
she haiz wat can i said... my dad told her not to do tat but she do it once again n not to mention she dont even wan to apology at all this time cuz my dad oversea
lliving at this home really not privacy
still rmb last time when i was in sec 2 tat time i open my parent locker drawer to take my health booklet without them agree in e end i was found out by my dad he went to my bed n i was like sleeping he uses e stuff tat we use 2 handle clothes n cane it rite at my angle at e leg i was like awake crying on my bed and he shouted get out of e bed n go to e living rm i was trying to get out but my angle was like in great pain i cant get out, tear was still rolling down my check n my dad though i wan to go sleep n cane me on my leg tight i was like wanting to explain but he nv listen n cane went down my legs tight.. i said i cant move my leg it is in great pain n my dad then ask my aunt to c my angle was broken a not but i rmb clearly my leg is swollen
then my sis lei when she ever since pri 6 till nw sec 2 still opening my locker and my dad had nv cane her and she like kana those nagging n get away wif it
hello....UNFAIR !!!!
nw she still open my locker as her wish n my mummy was like siding her even she nv said sorry this time n i kana sccolding from mum
said ur dad not in sg u wan to rebel ar
WTH.... PRIVACY PLS!!!
IT IS BASIC MANNER
then beside this still gt pri 6 tat time she stole $ from my locked drawer too and she was found out n guilty but onli scolding
then when i was sec 3 tat time i was like saving up $$ for a new hp cuz my model very old le
and i manage to save it to 300 plus going 400 and then i use to keep them in my winnie e pooh/locker and then after 2 day e $$ was found missing i turn over e whole rm yet i cant them
i suspect my sis was e 1 hu stole it but i juz cant find e $$ but my parent scolded me for misput e $$ till nw i still suspected her cuz she has been buying comic all this while n can fill up 2 drawer le going 3 le
how could she able to save up so much $$$ as her allowance onli $4 per day really hard to believe and she gt $$ to buy friend present , go out wif them
really cant believe
my mummy still believe her all this said she save 1
all CRAP
haiz then my mum said not happy then move out la
i really wan to moved out of this house really not freedom at this house
when i go out my parent will ask go out wif hu, go where do wat,name n etc
then when at nite 8 plus going 9 plus they will call faster go home
if dont believe can ask all my friend i go out wif like jackson,jk,wilson,nick
really no freedom
i already 17 le no longer e small kids le
i knw wat is wrong n wat is gd
ppl c tis sure will laugh how could tat be possible but is damn true i swear ya u knw my route ma everyday go sch then go home no other thing else slightly late hm my mummy will call me till i pick uphp is a trackng device i rather i dont av hp then to get track by my parenthaiz... wan to chat wif a close friend n i found i dont really have any1 which i can really chat wif
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
6:56 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
ytd wan to slp early so forget to post something ytd rite when i was on mrt going home i n my friend saw 1 gal wif 2 guy then i was asking my friend whether i m seeig things ma ??guy wif makeup?? then 1 guy borrow those maekup stuff from e gal n apply it n help each otherOMG!!! first time in my life i saw GAYS somemore chinese GAY....as for les c until cant c le still rmb 1 of my pri sch friend which is a gal become les n tat time we went back to pri sch n she show us her gf...omg then went to eat at shopping mall then raining those little droplet n my friend n her gf was like hand on each other waist n kissing..ZZZzzzzz somemore still walk infront of me.....then today i was rotting like shittoday first day of psychology class tut then i was looking high n low for tat stupid class room n i cant find it at first but found it ltr cant believe tat is a classrm more like office to me if i nv walk toward it somemore dont av e word blk 8!!! when went into e class i was like stun how come like no table e all those computer lab chair n e class is in a circle i still thinking of bored till sleep there but cant n all those student there are like older than me for sure from their look then do some intro wif e guy beside me n then teacher ask questiion we answer them n every answer gt their own meaniing ZZzzzz.... no friend there really SIAN so shd i drop psychology n take other CDS ma ???
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:26 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
life is really very very bad w/o spicy stuff n cold drink
really cant stand it when friend drink it infornt of me
GOD
let me able to eat spicy n drink cold drink again :)
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:33 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
today was e first day of schoolreally sian sian feel nw i prefer holiday n stay at home n rottedtoday wake up then went bath eat then went to school meet up wif *bugis* at mrt train first then ltr fangee then darrell then zhanglewhen meet zhangle(shi fu) he is like giving stuff he give almost all e classmate chewing gum and dry beef meet(packet) haha really gd of himi here said a big thank you to u XIEXIE then went for lesson n almost fall asleep halfway throught bored cuz no textbk all thisthen after lesson sneak to buy harshbrown to eat n buy bks total of 3 bk cost 32 le still gt e psychology bk n workbk to buy total of $ 40.10really expensive sia speaking of tat psychology lecc teacher he is really a funny n interesting teacher he joke around n make e lesson very lively haha... tat CDS guess will be very hard.. gd luck to myselfit is really weird to be in lec who ppl hu u dont knw how come parent alway nv happy wif e result we get??nw my dad nagging to my sister n i shut my rm door up n listen to songsgod bless her
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:18 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
hmm.. today wake up then go check my hp
then saw jk sms n replyed him then aa miss call at 2.50am which freak is tat who call me
i sure....
then reply him n meet up at tiong at 3 wif jackson then went to bugis to buy t shirt n then went to buy bag too then jk was like copying jackson he buying rings n "gou pai"
then after tat went back tiong to eat then went to safra to play pool and later yt join us
we play pair game n me n jack while jk n yt 1 game
we play a total of 8 game we like onli win 2/3 game
unluckily days for me n jackson :(
tmr school starting at 12pm le
nw go to eat my supper then go ZZZzzzzzz
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:03 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
today early morning juz wake up i wen to watch tv half way then saw lpf sms abt e timetable is out i went n check it
OMG!!! e timetable c le will faint sia
as for e CDS i n my friend chose e same CDS juz wan to get into e same class but nv get into same class :(
haiz a class of CDS wif no friend again
haiz..... nw i finally understand how come ppl can knw so many friend in poly le
hope tat can make some more friend from there ba
then monday lei gt lesson till 7 sia
sian... confirm monday blue le
then stilll gt lesson at 8am on thurs
tat is like i gt to wake up at 5 plus
haiz.. confirm not enough sleep e
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:20 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
had a big quarrel wif my mummy
she so fk up.. said wat i faint is because i llack of nutrient in my body n i chose food to eat
WTF!! ALL CRAP SIA
go n listen to 8 po e word if there 8 po so pro go be a doctor la
doctor said i faint because i upset my stomach which eat too much chilli n cold drink
LISTEN UP THOSE 8 po ur son/daughter even psle aso havent go throug so SHUT UR BIG FKING MOUTH UP!!!!
alway said me i cant go express sure go normal said i sure go ite
but i prove u all wrong le i go express n poly
so wat e big fk u all wan ur son is nothing gd even psle prelim get onli ave 140 plus
fk off man
i not tat clever i admit tat but at least i go into express n poly rite
so 8 po if u ever let me heard u speak rot of me again
i swear i wont give u face i will give u a harsh scolding
parent are really fk up
who they think they r gt e rite to scold as they like
ltr go cry to my dad ask my dad to come n scold me n cane me and ask me to said sorry to her again
which child dont get allowance form their parent
plus i aso nv ask for a big sum for all this yrs u(mum) alway compare our allowance wif e neightbour n we get e same amount as them
said all those crap
u aso dont earn $$$
ya i admit i nv earn $ during this poly holiday n wat wrong of staying at home n sometime go out wif friend... nothing wrong ma
i aso nv ask for extra $$ from u!!!!!
why other ppl child could stay at hm n enjoy their holiday while i cant
all i heard is nagging n scolding
i almost everything listen to them but all they do is find fault in me
after o lvl i go work n earn $ said go work go work
then work till mid nite go home u all kpkb said work OT for wat
then i work for at least gt 6 month then poly start is u(parent) all hu ask me to QUIT MY JOB!!!
then nw said alll crap said u can dont listen ma n continue working
bull shit if i continue to work u all will naggg n scold till i quit ur job for sure
Y CANT I ENJOY MY HOLIDAY IN PEACE !@#!@#@
then army plan come n navy n air force plan all come said jo join e force at least every month u can get $600
WTH... i said tat i dont wan to join them !!!!!!!
i dont wish to spend 5 yrs in those force!!!!!! plus all ppl said u will regert
i gt my right not to join them..ARGH!!!!
then my sis come ask again when ur sch start AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
i knw u all cant wish to c me go sch/go work asap
i really wish tat i can go out n live alone or wif friend than to stay at this house
*from nw on i wont listen to them anymore!!!*
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:10 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
firstly today was suppose to meet guo xu at 7.30 am but cant wake up sleep till 10 then take a bite n go off to expo when i reach there i was still early as they havent finish singing song away .... sian... all there is like i dont knw them well but guo xu receive present from them n his face is like smiling away n blessing from those church friend then when it end they went off to changi to eat their lunch while i run home
really bored there...ZZZzzzzzz
BTW HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY GUO XU
*next yrs not more celebrating birthday at chruch pls orlese i wont join u anymore
for 2 yrs u celebrate at chruch le*
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
2:37 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
today is a tiring days ytd nite sleep around 2 plus cuz watching tv then today wake up at 8.45 am cuz gt to meet sec 4 friend at vivo there at 10 and i make it juz in time nv late then went to sentosa take e train there and went to e bench n start to pour then some go eat their breadfast while me,jack,hy,r2 play poker card game
then ltr we went to play bench volleyball and ltr go inside e sea to play true or dare then bath n went to eat dinner then home sweet home :)
so tired n sun-tan finaly it has been a long time since i last sun-tan ot swimming :)
very tired i shd go n get some sleep nw tmr stilll gt to wake up at 6 plus cuz gt to celebrate my buddy birthday
ZZZzzzzzzzz.... sleeping time
bye :)
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:03 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Juz nw went out to fetch my sister from school then we go posb teach her how to deposit $ using e machine instead of Qing up n deposit $ meanwhile a guy went past n knock into a malay cleaner and n said sorry n went off n they had some small disput in malay so dont knw wat they talking abt ??
then e guy wen to update hs book and walk toward to exit i accidently peek into his bank book guess wat i saw
I saw his bank account gt 100k
OMG!!!! shock how i wish i had tat much too *building castle in e air*
haha... then went to buy some stuff n went home le while my mother go fetch my sister
on e way back home guess hu i saw
joel with two gal
once i c those gal can knw tat they r like juz 14 or 15 onli
then i said joel ar wif young mei again ar
he like not happy and those 2 bitch said wat young gal
anw u aso not any v gal le
then joel hit me on my chest
i wan to fight back but c those 2 bitch there give him face orelse he sure to lose me
u can guess he bring those 2 bitch to his house for *fun*
gal really dont knw how to treasure theirself n dont wonder so many ppl getting aids nwaday
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:45 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
ytd nite about 12 plus or going 1, i was abt to go sleep i went to e bed n lay down turn here n turn there but juz cant sleep then i lay there like a zoombie but i juz cant sleepthen my stomach was like having big war inside but i dont knw wat happen cant possible i m hungry cuz i juz eaten my dinner then i start to have a bad feeling abt e pain then i start roll n crouch like a snail in my bed i crouch there till i cant tahan i went to toilet but juz cant shit i went out of e toilet then i blackout K.O n falll back n hit my head n shoulder nw all blueblackafter my blackout n hit onn e floor guess e impact very big n wake up my parent at e moment i was K.O all e past went into e head 1 shd treasure e life and live to e fullest so tat u wont regert nw my head freaking pain and hurt i shd go rest le
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:10 AM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
today wake up at 8 plus kind of early in all this while holiday
i think 2 time so early wake up ba first time was go cut hair then today
i wake then take my breakfast then my mum said something to me i was kind of shock
she said go watch e vcd 黑糖瑪奇朵 then i took out n watch ep 4 n ep 5
cuz me n she watch 1 till 3 le
then she said if e vcd frm 8-13 come out she will paid $$ ^.^
then call wilson around 1 plus n his dad pick up and he said tat wilson is still sleeping
ZZZZzzzzzz
then around 3 went to wilson house then i go market eat my lunch then reach there around 4 pm went up his house n get him down to e subway there to study
we like onli study onli like 2 hrs then we half chatting n half help him revise his chem
chat n chat then we went back to past history
till sec 2 tat time
till nw i still can rmb it clearly
tat time was after exam me n wilson was like playing like little child throwing rubber at each other n we get more n more wild in e end play tissue paper
in e end e tissue paper shot out from wilson mouth wif his saliva landed somewhere near a gal novia sitting place
and tat gal though is i shoot it n and asked me to pick up
i denied n she stand up n give me a tigh slap on my face wif hand print on my face
i was stun n tears rolled down n tat wilson was like keeping quiet n i was send to counsel in sch... first time kana a slap even my parent aso nv slap me!!!!
haiz.. bad memory!!!!
then after tat we saw a women pregnant n was swimming n from e tummy like around 5 month or 6 month
OMG ! i thought pregnant women shd not touch water unneccessary ????
then ltr we went to safra n played pool ^.^ we take 97 to vivo first then take 131 to safrawe wait like for 30 min or son e bus finally come e bus stopped n we walk throught e door as a lot ppl meanwhile i saw a gal she was like so familar but i juz cant rmb where i saw her b4there come e trouble i hit e stone thing at e bus stop and e spot was so nice bulleye on my brotherhood PAINon e bus i keep on take a glance at e gal n she aso take glance backbut i juz cant recalled hu is she?? how i wish e bus was not tat crowded so i can ask her
wilson claim tat he is a noob in pool n yet he owned me n jackson
but finally first time he is willing to play pool
anw nice game :)
hehe ... next time challenge again :)tat uncle tat is a great joker n a gd player :) which can make wilson tat scare..haha
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:38 PM
Friday, October 5, 2007
hhmmm.. juz nw watching tv halfway some1 call me which i was kind of surprise tat she will call me la
my ex nutc worker she was e same age as me but not schooling le
she call me n we like chat for 5 min plus on the phone
last time ask help her help me buy bubble tea while working is like out of 10 time she will help u once when her mood was gd
nw lei help her new bf(21) go buy wax for hair so gd lo
still rmb tat time while i started working for a few week and she came in at first i thought she still schooling but found out tat she finish schooling le at working stage le
while working me ,her ,shawn will always sneak out n buy bubble tea n drink meanwhile they will be like smoking at e old place n i like taking in 2 handsmoke but nvm
that time was e best at least we r really true friend we dont share secret between each other all kind of thing aso share and i learn from there past experience
time fly had been like 6 month plus since i last saw them both of them went to jurong there work 1 as a cook and tat gal at bread shop
last time while working still rmb gt 1 time tat gal gt some problem wif her bf n me lei
kana her pitch on her n hit on e back and she was like said all kind of bad stuff abt guys
but nw lei gt new bf more caring then her past bf and stay together le
fast lei but dont mention abt my love life
Guess tat love can change 1 person her temper n e way she talk aso change le
hope we can meet up soon n shawn will be there to cook for us to eat
wahaha.... miss those days when we r together :)
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:03 PM
Thursday, October 4, 2007
hmm... wan to blog but dont know wat to blog abt
like dont have any content to blog abt..sianZ
staring into e space n listen to song
O lvl coming le
so wish every1 of them taking O lvl gd luck n wish them can get gd result
hmm... i really wonder how those ppl hu nv worked n spend their day at home during e abt 5 month break after O lvl
i juz stay at homme not even 2 month i already bored till wan to died le
home realy Sian
hmm... i really dont know wat gal nowaday was thinking abt
esp there mood was like up n down can change face n colour very fast and wat they thinking abt
really damn hard to guess n they really like to find guy fault even when they r wrong they aso can sound till they r rite
juz like today i wake up n my mum went to check up n said tat she will buy me lunch
i wake up nv eat anything juz drink water
i waited n waited till 11 plus i called her n her hp was off
i continued to wait till 12 and she came home
wif FOOD but i cant eat them cuz wif chilli which i having runs this few days even house aso dont dare to go out n she knw tat yet she buy wif chilli
i was so pised off i took $ n went to buy myself lunch n my stomach was groaning all e way n she sound like so was so rite n said buy food 4 u still dont wan when by she knw tat i having runs this few day
haiz... i guess dont know la
there arent a thing as friends forever
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:20 PM
Monday, October 1, 2007
today had the worst day of this yrs for sureytd nite was watching 黑糖瑪奇朵 ep 12 till 2 plus cuz e loading like shit!! too many pplcant wait to c ep 12 ya so watch finish n go ZZZzzzzzzzthis morning "children day" n happy birthday to xtwen to meet wilson at 12.30 n he is really on time then went to eat long john sliver for lunch anad take mrt to woodlands to meet his glp meanwhile we saaw shalani and yasotha in blue most likely jc t shirt but no sureand i wan 2 shout out their name but forgotten 1 name.. sry we barely chat wif them or so call lost contact lei still rmb me n shalani cheated for spelling n she gt caught but nv tell e teacher tat i cheated together wif her but anyway thx anyway then thei last sentence was e most hurtful ethey both said wilson u change alot ...(u) but tat prove tat my makeover wilson is succefuland reached le then his glp change location to yew teeWTF!! while we looking high n low at causeway point...FKKKnvm ... wen to yew tee and she said at lvl 5 OMG!! at carpark.. shock!! there they are smoking again n .... u knwthey walk n walk under e hot sun and i was like scolding all kind of bad word in my heart finally jackson come n save e me from bored n heat!!! we are freaking out n we leave themthey are really b!Tch man when guy ask thme for their no. they give n go e quiet car park wif guys ..... u dont wish to knw aRGH this kind of b!tchsswilson forget itthere is plenty of other gal in this world much more better than them anw they r not longer v leafter tat we went to watch movie wif jackson n wilson balls of fury againhehe :)
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:07 PM