Thursday, November 29, 2007
IS AGE GAP REALLY A BIG PROBLEM MA???
hmm... i had a group member of 3 including me for psps and e other 2 is both 20 yrs old
i can said tat normal chat stilll can chat but wen come to project kind of having problem
they tend to overthrown wat i said n almost all i said was denied by them totally
then they both sure gt a bad habit
alway late!!!!1
said tat 8pm will send me e project file but till nw 8.30pm still not yet online yet?? even call aso nv pick up
feel like being ps by ppl
hate this kind of feeling
then guess wat today while i was walking back from mrt station back home
then i saw a gang of boi n gal mixed together n walking toward me
then 1 of e guy spiilt his silvar rite infront of me n almost hit on me
those guy was like wif ear hole n act like gangster infront me
wtH!! i juz stare at them n they walk away
u knw my look can really turn wen it reach angry state
hehe :)
1 whole week of test
really sian can kill ppl sia
but i can said tat i confirm fail most of e subject le
cuz like my lec teacher beside e dfun teacher e rest almost all mono tone to teach then almost all e lec can slp e aftering listening to their story
Zzzzzz... like from e start of e 1.2 i had not been listening to their lesson more like slping in lec
haha... nw trouble come le
10 dec gt a math 2 exam
11 dec gt e device exam
12 dec gt dfun2
sian!!!!!!.......... all in mind is fail fail fail fail
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:28 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
i m sick n tired of living in this house
I WAN TO MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE ASAP
i reallly cant stand it anymore :'(
my mentally state is really going mad le
how to stand it sia
every school day i was like waking up in e morning abt 6 plus or 7 till abt late evening 6 plus or 7 even 8 plus then come back home then my mother go on nagging n nagging me y nv go 2 hospital to visit my grandmum
it really not tat i dont wan to go to go up
it is really freaking tired le after a whole day of lesson in sch
then they will said gt strength to use computer n chat no time to go up
i use computer is to listen to music n disstress myself frm study
somemore go up hospital still wan walk to there n gt to walk home
then they will start to said wat a bunch of excuess u giving
if they onli said abt me
my younger sis(sec2) gt to work then can dont need to go up said tired then can dont go
then i study not tired ar??
BIAS CRAP!!!
then when i nv go up they will start to throw their angry at me
i also not really nv go up
once week i at least go up twice or even more
then all they will do is nagging at me
then somemore common test lab test all this coming last week n this week
i use my time go study n meanwhile listening to song
then wen i fail or nv do tat well aso get nagg
i really sick n tired of nagging
nw i even thinking of submitting apply paper to go boi home to stay
at least wont heard them nagging
then lei
my mum llei juz nw walk into my rm said her nagging stuff again
said wat u better listen to ur dad orelse ltr u gt to get it
then she by ur sch fee so high then still living in their house and u nv work all this and so listen to wat she said n dad said
i really had enought le!!!!!!!!!
u said sch fee high then dont give birth to me la
y make me out n born me out
u can juz abort me while u find out wen u gt me
I M REALLY SICK N TIRED OF MY LIFE!
1 DAY i MAY JUZ GIVE UP ON MY STUDY N EVERYTHING
I DONT BELIEVE TAT I CAN LIVE W/O U
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:24 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
i knw tat it has been long since i last blogreally not time to blog cuz study study n common test n project really make my head spinning like hell.. all i can said is stress so stress up le..haiz...life really suxstil rmb wen i first get my first hp is 6610i after my dad used for 2 plus then pass it to me n tat was like wen i was in sec 1 then my sister leii her first hp was brand new 6610i then ltr change to n73while mine is second hp was a second hand hp 7610 n somewhere i use my own $$ to buy it but after sometime tat hp spoilt so i change to k750i aso a second hand hp i paid myselfthen worst havent come yetwhen my 2 yrs plan ended my dad use tat plan to resign a new hp for him and use his plan to resign for my sister to her currently n73all my plan of getting a new hp is gone(dream crashed)all i gt to do is to wait another 2 more yrs..haiz... really unnfair siahow come ppl alway said tat oldest wil get e bestbut i douth so...still rmb wat i said last time in my blogabt my psp tat my dad wil pay for himbut nv he onli give me 300which brought it for 480 buckhaiiz... no first time broke promise le(U)last time still rmb those ppl hu alway said my result all from young all e way till nw???guess wat their son onli get 160+ till 170+ somemore still fail 1 of e subject they change their mouth really fast siasaid as long can go sec sch can le dont nid to care whether is express or normalWTF..last time said me get so low juz able to go express nww lei their son onli able to go normal...tat y nw i dont like to go to my grandparent house alway get suan by them no matter result or watthey juz will find something to suan me i wish i could find some1 which i really can chat withbut i juz cant find any1 which i can open my heart n chat withthose hu i trust not online :(cuz i think i not longer trust any1 totallythen u knw my life from monday till friday ma everyday was like frm house go sch then from sch go back homenv even stay back longer in sch beside project work then i will stay backreally boring life then when i out wif my friend riteu can c my hp will keep on going ringing n ringing
my sister will call then ltr my parent will call
like hp is a tracking device
they use to track me n ask where i m ???wif hu?? doing wat????
i no longer a small kids le
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:58 PM
Friday, November 9, 2007
hmm... ytd meet up wif hengyi.renrui,grace,natasha,nick,jack at tiong bahru at 3 but i leave my house at 3 cuz i knw tat they will be late for sure n tat movie start at 3.30 nia
wen i reach i went to look for natasha n grace at burger king then we went to lvl 3 to look for hengyi n renrui n we had a small chat n went up to lvl 4 to catch a movie
meanwhile on e way there to lvl 4 i saw a familiar face
oh ya pri sch friend from 6/6 renrui classmate n yet he dont rmb n i rmb
haha... i wonder how come i rmb all this crap n not my study i juz dont understand how my mind cell go around then renrui get her hp number n we went off to watch movie "stardust"
after movie then we took cab to tivya house to celebrate deepavali
then we had ur dinner there n chat n elizabeth n da feng aso knw as "ah gong"come
hmm... then elizabeth was like asking hu this n hu tat
even we beeen classmate for 2 yrs she aso cant recongise
haha....gd... maybe ur hairstyle all change le tat y dont recongise
then ltr we went back to tiong n watch e 2 movie "the bee" till 11 pm
haha...without a gf is e better can go out late
unllike some1 kana sms n call frm gf ...haha
single life rox!!!then today at class..keep on like falling asleep ploy life really hard
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
4:28 PM
Monday, November 5, 2007
hmm... monday blue today
haiz... really sian sia
they ytd nite said meet at tp at 10 am in e end i reach sch at 9.30am n then zhangle reach around 10.30 and darrell reach at 11.15
at first i tot i will be e lastest to reach but i m wrong they more late then me
make me wait at e library like a fool..ZZZzzzz
do some short disscuss n we went for lesson le at 12
on e way there went to buy burger to eat
hungry..haha
then meet a gal frm psy class but i forget her name n i asked her whether she going for psy lec ltr n she replied tat her on friday n okay :) bye
then get my burger n eat duuring lec n after e burger e mouth like shit smell
gt to eat sweet 2 take down e fish smell
then lessoon go on...
boring............... then at 4pm saw her again at e staircase but she nv saw me
then psy lec at 6 till 7 n lpf sms me said tat douglas same lec hall n same cds as me
how she knw so much where by douglas said tat he nv told her all this ???
@_@
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:21 PM
Sunday, November 4, 2007
haiz.... how come every1 in poly alway said poly life very gd not stress nothing le chicken feetall crap of liesnw i truely understand poly liferealy not fun as wat u all thinkproject project projectreally can make 1 person go bonker next time rmb when chose a poly or jc or schrmb to chose it near to ur house e nv chose 1 tat is fking far from ur houseu will sure regret like me nwtmr sch start at 12 so i normally will leave house at 10.30but then zhangle said meet at sch at 10.30wtf.... plus tmr lesson till 7pm lei meaning i gt to wake up around 7.45amfking early...sure in bad mood nw n tmr lehu pised me off will get e hell out of me MONDAY BLUE!!!
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:58 PM
hmm... today i went to tell my dad tat my sister open my locker n guess wat he said
he asked my sister to come n juz talk to her n then ask her said sorry then off she go away
really unfair sia
last time if it was me i will like get canning for sure n other puishment
then my other sister more pro last time pri 4 after exam i was like allow to plya computer game for 1 hrs onli then nw lei she can use up to 3 hrs+++
totally unfair sia
haiz... dont knw wat to said
i can tell for sure
i wont be e first 1 to turn bad more like my sister will turn bad b4 i do so i guess
let c day,month ,yrs down e road the answer will be out
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
12:37 AM
Thursday, November 1, 2007
i hate thrusday e most cuz lesson from 8 till 5 pm lei
damn tiring day of e sch day
haiz...but at least gt 1 hrs of break from 11 till 12
then today went to e canteen somewhere near e bussines sch then meet peifen n her friend there and we chat a while n she told me tat durin nov gt kbox session n ask me to go but
zzzzz my singing not tat gd so wont go
after tat she said go pool n i ate my lunch n went to join her for 3 games of pool n i won 2 n 1 round is default cuz i hit in e black ball...ZZzzzz
playing wif her really unnsafe cuz if lose to her e blog will get suan by alot of ppl
but i won her
then ltr had a game wif another guy douglas and i won him
he really a pro sia but he onli lose to me by 1 ball and his ball are well plan to block mine but i won by tyco
haha.... then lesson... almost fall asleep... tring day
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
7:17 PM
