Tuesday, February 12, 2008

first day of school after chinese new yrs
kind of tiring in sch i almost fallen aslp in e lect hall
e weather & air con & teacher talking really can make ppl slp within a min & in juz another 1 week plus examination coming le
reallly sian lo.. so scare tat i will fail n nid to take sub paper cuz like i had not been studying all this while
haiz...
still rmb on 5 feb i went out wif jack,xt,tasha,yt tat day
tat day we will talking abt valentive day we all was like joking away wif it
but we went away for some more basketball game at e arcade
then i was like talking to jack tat on 14 feb tat we& wilson shd meet up cuz for like e past 5 yrs in sec sch we almost every yrs celebrate it together as friendship day as all 3 of single hood life
haiz... maybe like wat parent said i not fit or suit to fall in love & i shd use my time more on my study
maybe they r rite afterall & i m wrong
sorry i shd av seeking for their advice to keep out of love life
how i wish tat person was w/o emotional feeling toward gal
like a monk... they had no worry abt relationship n wont get hurt frm relationship at all
after like almost 17 yrs n half yrs i think through le i m not suitable to be in love wif a gal at all
i m a failure
i given up totally *shi xin *
tat y wen i m shi xin i will onli listen to 1 song
一个人生活
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjjV_jjUXZg
(must go listen to it) it is really nice
i douth so man it is not true at all
if u continue to presevere harder n onli thing then u will get is to get hurt deeper if after along time e gal still wont agree
e onli true is tat e more early u give up e lesser u will get hurtt
wen a guy give up dont mean tat he dont really love u / like u
he is getting tired of playing a relationship wif u but he was truly in love wif u n wont forget abt it
cuz he knw tat toward e end they will onli be as friend in ur heart n worst thing he wont wish to c is tat u gotten a bf n saw u together wif him
it will hurt him even more badly in his heart
but alway rmb tat *e day he leave u alone n u ever go back to him e chance of him getting away frm u is higher cuz e trust n believe n faith is long gone since e day u hurt him n feeling wont be find back even it is back he/she may not wan to start e relationship wif u anymore cuz e phobia of getting hurt is still there*
she wont find me missing in her life cuz she has too much caring friend around untill she saw this post which i dont think she will saw it unless some1 told her i juz a part of her sensory memory


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:40 PM

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