Saturday, March 8, 2008

This morning wake up arnd 7 n set my hp back to general mood due to scare l8r gt ppl call me go work out of e suddenly l8r went back to slp agn
while slpping till 10.07 msg came in n wake me up
n found out tat tp friend which rarely will msg me
then i knew it something mustt happen to her relationship wif her bf
then i msg her for 1 hrs plus to make her mood back to normal n l8r she went to slp as last nite she nv slpt well
i guess wif tear rolling down cuz she had been quarrel wif her bf llike every week once??
then her bf will ignore her msg/call... really bad
okay..then continue to play viwawa during e noon n watch tv during evening
till just nw at 7plus yunhao msg me said tat e orientation camp at tp n ask for some detail

At e 8pm moment i was at dinner table having my soup in peace, my second sister came n took my soup to drink , e youngest 1 take e Rulik's cube ask me solve,my result stress
i was so fk up liao... i said cb la n on e phone dad heard tat.. mummy started her nagging at me...
fk up..... scold n scold n nagging n nagging till i cant tahan
i talk her back loudly as loudly till even at least 3 storey can heard tat
wtf.... talk agn abt JOBS!!!!
all kind of bad word come out of my mouth to her
then my grandmother at e side add oil to fire even tot she dont knw wat we quarrel abt
i said shut up 2 her
my mummy con9 her nagging i fk up liao i hit on e table wif a loud bang
she stop for like 5 sec
then she make a big round talk to my 2 sister abt her jobs place e ppl..abt smoking n said bad word all this n turn back to me....
my sister n my mummy like having opera n turn their target at me
tthis time i work up, fire on my eye liao
yaya all i not gd...
my study sux,my result sux
everything abt me sux happy liao bt at least i did almost all u parent said at least a poly n i get into it
she con9 u knw how hard dad work to support this family ma ??
y dont u go get a job n every stay at hm n use ur c0mputer??
then compare me wif my neighbbour wif his grade n mine??
he working during holiday while i nv
after tat compare mine result wif my sister 1....
everything aso compare
i said fk la...
u think get jobs so easily ar
tat day goo find jobs almost all wan gal la
u think so easy GO WORK URSELF!!!
last time gt work wan to half study half work
then they nagging keep on asking me to quit it
nw lei..i quit liao
dont av job then aso nagging
everything i do aso not prefect......... then y give birth 2 me at e first place
if really like tat
then i move out la... i dont mind go back to old house n slp or go nanny house stay
i dont mind stay at nanny house at jurong there n frm there go tp during sch
at least at there they wont keep on nag at me as long i pass my study...
if for old house i aso wont mind.. give me a rm n a bed i can do it
housework,working,studying,food,clothes all this i can handle it myself

maybe like cheong said ba
get $ frm parent , wan them to support u wif pocket $ is damn hard.. better is go work n earn $ urself...so they will nag lesser...if like tat they still nagg at me
i swear i will leave e house asap!!!!!!..... kk cheong i agree wif ur thinking liao
frm nw onward after working for 1 month*april* i swear i wont even get a single cent frm my parent for pocket $...
gt jobs aso cant tell them orelse they will ask me quit once sch reopen so this time i wont tell them
oresle u think ppl wan to hired u for 1 month nia ar?? no way!!
even tot gt work i aso wont tell them..mouth zipped up
hu big mouth go tell her will suffer i make sure i put chilli into her big mouth
mood nw is in bad shape any1 aso dont wish to chat wif or msg wif


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