Thursday, April 10, 2008

haiz....life really really very very stress up
haiz........dont knw how to face it la
juz stress tilll i really cant take it liao almost to e part i almost can fall into depression soon
i cant take it anymore la..
juz 1 day off frm work nia... keep on kana nagg & nag by my mummy
i juz dont get it la.....she had been nagging at me since early in e morning la...
asking how was my pay? how much i get ?? & hint where is her share all this??
i was like huh ??
my working pay onli juz hit $300 nia
minus my bus fee $60 buck *which i nv even collect a cent frm her la*
minus my kopitiam $30 buck
minus my long pant $30 buck
minus my break (during working time long john combo 1 ) $63++++
minus going out wif friend & pool & movie & clothes & present & etc $100+++
how much i left sia is like onli 20 buck nia
she still asking for her $$$
i was liike wth la... keep on nag & nag
i aso not earning $1000 plus la
if $1000 plus she wan i sure can give la...$100
i will give la
bt nw onli $300 she asking for $50 each for herself n dad
still gt my aunt & grandmum dont forget abt tat la
i was totally lost!!!!
dont knw wat to do sia... keep on kana scolding all this....
bet wif u she wont give up till she gt her $50 buck
she will go complain to e neighbbour all this
making them to stress me further on...stress + stress + friendship stress = madness soon of me
haiz.....really dont knw wat to do
god help me wif a answer
or u soon will c me at mental hospital la.....haiz....life really stress la.............


really as i expected happen liao..juz tat change of ppl came
today wat can i can said suay till dont knw wat to said liao
my dad dont know wat happen la
suddenly woke up n appear outside my rm at 1 am
which i was watching 超级星光大道 wif headset on nv heard him calling
after a few time i heard him
scolding me said tat wat time liao still havent slp
ii was like i cant even slp even tot i in bed la...
he continue to throw his angry at me *due to his working stress*
he continue his unreasonable scolding i trying my best to please him liao...
he given up n went back to his rm bt i bet if i continue to use till like 2 am
he bound to come agn n throw me stuff or cane me like tat
my mummy aso knw tat wen i work at nite i will had a hard time to slp in 1 even tot i nv work today la
tat y she aso nv nag at me liao..given up on me slping early
if juz nw i will to be more rebel trust me wif my dad temper he sure scold me on e top of e voice n throw my laptop on e floor n untill he woke up e whole family
cane me n hit me ba
e lastly throw me out of e house la
nw he is like walking in e kitchen waiting for me to slp la
bt this time i wont give in
e most i be his vent angry punchbag
n leave e house


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