Thursday, July 31, 2008

i feel kind of helpless in modani cuz i doing e whole project solo totally
e sick feeling of doing it so ma fan esp e step to do them 1 by 1
i gt e feeling tat this subject i gt to take sub paper cuz i douth e teacher will give me a pass for this subject...hopeless n helpless
alot of thing i dunn knw how to do them bt i gt no1 to ask help from not even my classmate as they busy with their own project
nvm... hope tat i still can pass tthis subject
i will work hard for it
checked my examination timetable
22 aug ---mct
25 aug- emath 3
27 aug --netfund
28 aug--telprn
after which freedom!!!! cant wait for tat
i hope tat after this weekend chiong finish all project so tat i gt time to prepare for my examintion i really dont wish to take subb-paper la n get kick arnd like football in school
meanwhile just nw i went to look clearly at mirror i found out tat my face complexion
was totally sux..pimple i certain need a gd facial care before it get any worsen
shd go buy them tmr after school
nw i feeling slppy shall go get a gd nite rest


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:35 PM


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

oh yea!!
today is my chinese birthday yet myself dun even knew it till my mummy cook mee sia for me in e morning
haha today was a great day as i dont have lesson in morning till afternoon 4 till 6
i was dooing my project modani as e deadline was next week monday
i still struck doing e charcter of my project halfway done
i havent even done my camera n etc
i m gonna soon
went school n came back hm arnd 7.30pm
get my hao bao frm my aunty n grandmother n father total of 50 buck
gd enough i guess
bt i think my dad was really a 48-48 ggd son sia
wen my grandmother ask him whther gt buy 4D of door number
e fact tat he didnt even buy it he reply yes gt buy
n took out 60 buck frm his wallet n gave it to grandmother
i really wonder whether i will be able to do tat in future
seem kind of hard bt his white lies make my grandmother very very happy for e whole nite


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:24 PM


Saturday, July 26, 2008

Finally it was friday agn
i alway love n like friday alots sia
cuz my school end at 1pm
haha...i will go hm immediate
wen i reach hm i found out tat e mood at hm was not rite
after which i found out tat my younger sister gt cane by my mummy
as she hide frm my mummy about e coming class test n score onli 7/25
i was like WTH...
i guess tat her fate as everyday she was like watching tv after school till nite n went off to sleep
getting more n more lazy as day passes
i ate my lunch in no peace as my mummy change her target to me
making my lunch hard to digest down
bt nvm...after i had my lunch i found out tat my anti-virus was neeeded badly so i change n went to tiong despite it was raining i was walking in e rain with e song 你没想像中爱我----石欣卉 being play in my hp
really nw i understand y walkin in e rain is e best as no1 knw tat u are crying
i wen to there n brought it n aso brought my sister her fav food @ 2.50 n i went home after which
i reformate my whole lappy once agn
n nw it is in gd shape it toook me 3 hrs for me to get it done n i was like dozing off as e weather was so gd to slp in
after which i went to watch tv show at 7 till 8pm
then i came back to install back my modani cinema4D
found out tat my tumbdrive wwas spoilt
i was like wtf.... my project n etc all inside somemore i onli brought it less than 10days nia
i was like in panic i called n msg my tp friend for help to borrow e software so tat i can do my stuff as e deadline was coming soon
i changed n took my laptop off to zhangle house at bedok south b cab which cost me $18.50 as there are accident at road
i reach zl house arnd 9.30
he helped me to install cinema4D n chat awhile i went house arnd 11pm
he help me upgrade my ram inside my lappy frm 1 GB to 1.5 GB
as for e additional 0.5 GB ram was free
then i aso ask him to help me get a 2GB ram tmr wwen he go work meaning by next week my lappy will be perform at e 3GB ram..wow!! haha...love e lappy at high speed
which mean tat i miss 一切完美 finally esp
hais.. bt nvm i should go online to find it n watch it :D
while i go off frm e lift
i saw a taxi waiting for me at downstair
i went up e uncle told me tat if u dunn mind i smoke u can board e cab
i juz went up as i was kind of sleepy liao after sometime i found out tat e driver uncle was like my last time e gaint tat supervisor dickson
i guess hy will rmb him well as he treaated us very well
his way of holding a ciggrette butt & his hair style & his hand hair & e unqiue of talking sound
i was very comfirm tat was him bt nv said it out
e examination time table was out n knw wat e study was once agn on my birthday agn which going to mark my 2 yrs of nt celebrating my birthday liao
hais..18 yrs old birthday was once agn over


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
2:24 PM


Monday, July 21, 2008

Today was a great day for me
as i finally found some1 to accompany me to buy clothes
haha....thx alot caterinne :)
we met up at tiong at 3pm i reach there on e dots
haha...went inside mrt station to look for her n found out tat she was already there waiting for me liao...psps
we went to raffles place first to buy bag
i brought myself a crumpler brown colour n i saw suyee
still rmb her ?? seconday school classmate i douth she saw me
anw after which we went to marine sq n buy more & more clothes n pants
after 3 hrs of intesive shopping i brought 5 new t shirt & 2 short pant & a bag
which i spend arnd $300 liao
haha.... after which we went to eat at marine sq n went hm after which
as she still to study for next day paper
haha...i brought a lots of clothes which caterinne was shock & expected me dont dare to wear them..i will wear them n show them to u
haha...next time i shd ask fiona to accompany me go buying as she had more fashiion sense
everytime i buy clothes & bag my mummy will act along n wont return me back e $$
as she will give 1 reason u gt work so use ur own $$
while my sister leii..she will alway return them e $$ as they everytime buy 1 or 2 clothes unlike me 1 time clear..even myself find tat i was horrible..


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:41 AM


Sunday, July 20, 2008

yea!! went to vivo city today
supposed to meet at 1.30 bt i was super late as i was watching tv
so i leave my house at arnd 1.25pm wif jackson calling n rushing me
i took cab to vivo city n ran all e way up to king gary bt wen i reach there
i found out tat they havent reach there yet as they will walking slowly
make me run like so mad guy like tat
i waited for a while b4 they reach
we went to e shop outside n waiting for ur seat bt to my surprise we manage to get ur seat within 5 min... plus we had 6 ppl there... kh,fran,hx,jack,leanna & me
haha...i keep on looking at e back of e shop as i use to work at e opp shop
at first i wanted to order spicy pork cube noodle bt dont have so no choice to order fried rice
sian...
after which we left e shop to accompany fran to buy grace present n me,jack,fran at mini toon saw a very daring dice
example lick e butt & etc
i douth any1 of us dare to play in real life
haha..after which accompany fran to harbur front to withdrawn $$ as l8r at nite they still had acitiviy k box 0_O which i dunn like so nv go
meanwhile i play e song 我知道我变漂亮了------石欣卉
jackson raped me n snatch over hp for tat song
i was like like calling for SOS no1 help :(
wat a friend sia
l8r send them e song n went home...anw happy birthday to fran


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:32 PM


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

你没想像中爱我 - 《一切完美》
片尾曲词:石欣卉
曲:So Million
制作:曾偉祺
演唱:石欣卉
你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候原来
你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候原来
你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

love this song sia...sang with feelings touch myheart everytime wen i heard e song i almost cried it out...
happy birthday liting :D


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:25 PM


Thursday, July 10, 2008

haha... guess tat nw no1 will be able to view my blog liao as i change my url totally beside myself
hmm..some update of wat happen today
went to sch kind of early bt not as early as lq
haha...took bus to little india there n change to bus 23
after which e bus tend to be crowded than normal due to raining student wake up late n lesser buses
i was at 2 deck of e bus alone sitting down n listening to some music inside my hp
happen after some stop
a lady sat beside those working gal wearing those like working in bank 1
haha..she sat down n immediate fall aslp sia
a fast sleeper??? i guess
after which she started to lean on my shoulder n slept throughout e whole jorney until i reach tp bus stop
gt no choice bt to wake her up frm her swt dream...
e feeling is kind of weird bt those feeling which i nv felt before
haha..as my break of 4 hrs went to library to slp for firs 2 hrs l8r which went to free access lab for viwawa gaming wahjong...wahaha.....chiong ar


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
12:33 PM


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

i had a sense of guilty since morning till nw
everytime i c her in lec hall i dont even dare to look at her
today went school for law lec
as e door was lock so me n jasper went down to lvl 3 to open e door at lvl 4 as e lec is lvl 3 n lvl 4 aso can enter bt mostly all student will enter by lvl 4
so i went to open 1 side of e door wif huge force without knowing tat there is a gal rite behind e door
together wif my force of opening e door, the door bang rite on her shoulder n eldow
i saw e expression on her face turn sulky
she was strong, i immediate applogise to her on e spot
feel so bad after tat as me n her gt some lec same lec hall...
hais... wat i can do???
i msg some friend asking for their advise on wat to do n gotten some reply
hope tat she could she today as i guess she should be having blue black nww as tat time wen i open e door was really a hard push
god bless u
hope u get well sooon even tot i dont knw ur name u dont knw mine
i really sorry abt it....
how i wish tat time can turn back n i wont open tat door with so much force
wen i came online at 11 after watching csi i saw xt msn " ignorance is bliss"
it is kind of true
haha...gtg (:


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:40 AM