Thursday, August 28, 2008

oh yea!!!!!!!
finally a last paper is over bt :l
e paper was so freaking hard more worst than past yrs paper
i was like blank out when i enter e examination classrm as i was down with fever 38.5 + flu
omg!! somemore i didnt take medicine in e morning
hais... bt i did my best i onli slept for 3 or 4 hrs per night
nw my eye shadow & eye bag is like panda
during e examination the air con was like blowing directly at me
just like frozen fridge to kept those dead pork to prevent them to rot after e paper i came out all my friend said wat hapen to me??
i was like blur blur
went to toilet n found out tat my lips turn purple colour just like my blogskin
omg!! i went house asap
shall get a gd rest nw so tat tmr can go loook for jobss
any jobs to intro?? any kind soull??


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:24 PM


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Finally i did it
spend 1 whole nite looking for blogskin bt still not able to find a skin tat suit my blog
bt i found it
haha.... PLS TAG N GIVE COMMENT ABOUT THIS BLOGSKIN
i did all this by myself guess tat programming really helps me out in blog
i will be able to spot the errors myself instead of asking ppl fo help
took me 3 hrs to completed this myself
hope ur guys will like it : )
some update to blog here
had my math examination ytd found out tat i had done lots of careless mistake all over the paper still able to pass i guess bt not tat perfect as i wish i could score bt at least i tried my best
haha.... another 2 more paper to go n here come my holiday
cant wait for Thursday to come
haha...i should start to look for jobs nw to spend my holiday n earn some $$$


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:33 PM


Saturday, August 23, 2008

Woke up at 8am in the morning despite e gd weather to slpp at hm
bt not choice as i agree to darrel n bugis to meet at jurong east library to study at 10am
wen i was abt to leave my house at 9am darrel msg came in said tat time was change to 11am
luckily he msg me early orelse i will a fool waiting for them to reach there
so slack at hm watching channel 8 show till 10am follow by Pokemon till 10.30
after which walk to tb mrt station n took mrt to jurong east
haha onli took 15 min to reach there
it had really been some time since i last went there
still rmb i last went there was with shumei&jieren to study
haha...went to mac to find bugis as she msg me at 10.30 telling me tat library was loaded with student studying
hard to find her sia..she hide at a table right at e corner of mac n near toilet
we started to study n wait for darrel till 12
he was super late!!!
bt nvm.... as long as he nv fly kite
after sometime at arnd 1 pm a mummy with 2 kids to the table beside us
immediate with e kids accidentally pouring e ice lemon tea on the floor
before e mac staff can clean up the scene
a jc gal came n sat down..o.0
haha.... study n study till 2 plus n we started to chat & joke arnd for 15 min
follow by serious study agn
tat jc gal asked us to look after her bag n we will like huh?? lol..
okay then darrel started to joke on me
tat gal nt bad go for it... i was like no mood for gals
n reply if i wan her number i will go get it myself
oppSS!!! i said it too loud liao as i was on headset
tat jc gal heard it came n took the bag n went off
make her paisei...my fault...not on purposely
then we study till arnd 4 plus n went off as mac was packed with ppl waiting for seat
we went to library n found out tat
it was even more packed...e most crowded library i had even been...even those shelf for book aso use to place their book to do their works
no choice headed for science centre mac to study
bt i was like sleepy liao due to e nice weather
bt still went n sat for 1 hrs n went off home
took mrt back home n walked in e rain
been long since i last been in rain
so coolling!!! i love it!!! : D
my mood seem to be back to normal
ck jie i wont emo promise : D



Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:24 PM


Friday, August 22, 2008

Went to sleep at 10+pm n woke up at 2am to chiong my mct
to my surprise i still manage to wake up instead of lazing on the bed as the weather is cooling
my alarm clock did it with e music *dont stop the music*
pack up my studying stuff went to the study rm to chiong my mct
i didnt knw tat time fly so fast
it was 5.45am liao i just manage to understand the topic more
waited for my turn to bath as my sister was inside by 5.45am
left house at 6.30am accompany my mum to bring my younger sister to school
after which we went to mac n had big breakfast
oh yea!! damn full sia
ate 1 whole set + e bbq meat from my mum
saw alot of young couple from GESSS
haha....
after which arnd 7.20 went to mrt station n waited for *bugis* to reach tB
as i had some doubt on my mct programming which i still unclear of
she teaches me n i understand fast
Reach tp arnd 8am
slack at LT outside as there is no1 there n can study in peace & air condition
haha..... waited till 9.15 before i walk to e class where i had my examination
i nv check the classrm b4 i enter as i saw my classsmate inside
sat down n feel tat weird weird as i check n found out tat i enter wrong classrm
my classrm was opp class...OPPSs!!
went out of e class asap
finally inside e correct classroom with e correct seat
look through the paper found out tat e paper was not as easy as pass yrs paper
bt i did my best to do it
hope tat i can pass it :D
1 paper down 3 more to go!!!
Ganbatte!!!
boness r breaking liao
i had aged cant really study overnite like last time during o lvl
haha.....When thursday ends i shall go find jobss
llet workss to e fullest!!! Earn more !!
nw i shall go sleep



Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:00 PM


Monday, August 18, 2008

happy birthday to myself
oh yea i m finally 18 yrs old
haha...m18 & pubs here i come offically :)
ytd nite i was reformating my laptop as i using tumbdrive to transfer those file of modani into my laptop which causes my laptop to have virus+virus so not choice bt to delete all of it
tp computer iis full of virus
haha...wen e clock is turning to 0.00am i was thinking hu will be e first to wish me happy birthday
i sure jio her if is a gal if is a guy i will treat him out for a great feast
bt to my surprise e first person to msg me was huixian, tenshi, fran, meihui, jan, brian, peiying, michelle, jack, wenhui^ah ma^, keng seiw & leanna & aso not to forget those hu wish me early happy birthday anqi,ck,hector,meiqi,jessime&etc
lastly Spore finally won a silver medal in Olympic in Table tennis :D
nw i shall mugg hard for my examination :D
jiayou!!!


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
12:34 PM


Saturday, August 16, 2008

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到 你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念 你走以后

离开 难道真的是解脱

难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到 你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念 你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天 我们有缘在见

你会不会想起 说过的永远

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手 sang by by2
i started to love this song
went out since morniing at 10.30am accompany jackson to stage to buy his clothes
we came too early so went to 7-11 to had ur breadfast instant noodle
after which went back at 12++ n saw 4 gal inside age arnd 14-15 buyiing caps
they spend their $$ w/o e pain as they dunn knw how hard is $$ being earn
after which went to jackson house
first time sia after knwing him since sec 2
bt after thinking he still nt bad
i knw hengyi since pri 5 till nw n i nv been to his house before
after which went mac to study n saw a number of BM student there
n beside ur table was 2 sec 3 gal frm liting classmate
meeanwhile wen we will studying e smell of durain arose i tot some1 gases bt e smell was too strong so i turn n look saw a middle age lady eating durian which make my stomach groaning for foods
nvm...go mugging for study till leanna come n join us after which at 5 plus we went to hawker centre to had ur dinner n at 5.50 yt called us n told us tat she reach liao
we will like kind of surpise tat she came early
after which started to mug at study bt yt burst my head with math qns i was like
omg !!#%#$# in e end we started to slack playing psp n chatting away till 11pm
after which came online n wish hector happy birthday
to my surprise tat he still rmb my birthday was 2 day after his birthday
i was like wow!! :D


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:46 PM


Friday, August 15, 2008

i feeling freaking stress out as my main examination are near the corner
i had been having slppless nite ever since e project stuff every nite within 2 hrs will awoke up at leasst once n cant get back to slp at least 30min before i could get back into e dream world
not onli tat i aso having serious stomach pain once a while
i something think tat god is alway playing with my life
it had been 2 yrs liao still rmb wen i was having my prelim examination my grandmum was warded to hospital then o lvl aso e same warded to hospital in poly regard to coming toward term test or main exam will also warded to hospital
i donn knw tat this is all well planned by e god to play with me
making me extreme stress up as i gt to go up there to visit her at hospital
nw she is at hospital agn since last sunday this really make me numb liao i gt go up
bt my mummy had been nagging at me since e start of every morning i really cant stand it anymore
nt onli tat she aso nagging at my coming examination wen could she just keep slient n let me had e peace to study
y parent alway dun understand how much their child is going through bt just keep nagging at them instead of encouraging them??
i was like so stress up!!!!!!


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
6:10 PM


Friday, August 8, 2008

yea finally 3 project all handed in!!
2 nites of no slping worth it even tot it is tiring job for me bt i m glad tat my friend help out in my projject esp in modani as i doing it solo
and aso thx to jan & tenshi jie who help me out in telprn writting in own words
a update for last few day hmm...been staying up 2 whole nites doing project n project nw i finally can relax n spend e time on my study for examination
took cab to schoool on thursday n friday
thursday i was in school by 8am n friday by 7 am
e lab Technician saw me aso said everyday come so early must be cab rite
i was like haha
had blood shot eye in morning today bt i was blinded with project n project
finally by 3pm i done with it...yes!!!

while on bus back hm i doze off totally really wish tat there is a shoulder to lean my head on n slp throughtout e journey bt i knw tat i m dreaming away
bath eat n slpp all e way till 7pm
bone are like breaking apart already
10 more days to my birthday:D




Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:57 PM


Sunday, August 3, 2008

yea juz watched finish e day after tmr frm 7 till 9.30 n following by intial D which mean tat i watch it 6 time already almost can rmb e whole story in my mind liao..
1 man can take in anything bt betray by his gf/stead once tat was caught it is all over n no explain is needed anymore n he must be able to take it n put iit down
cuz things i can take up to is nthing juz to forget a people is so freaking hard
anw i deleted her frm my hp contact list already guess tat i had enough already it time for me to nt to care/concern abt her anymore
i swear i wont read her blog n etc
Juz like wat people normally said a leopard nv changes its spot till it died tat her
my heart really had lots of deep cuts n hurt all this while
bt nvm she wont even bother abt it anymore i just a passer by in her life
is time for me to leave e street n road
anw i shall stop being emo in blog liao
i knw tat i had been emoiing for e past 8 month plus
i m very sorry to my other friend for causing u all to be in emo mood aso
i will change back to e guy which u all know 1 yrs ago
i promise u guys
anw this afternoon went tiong with my mum to tiong went to G2000 as they having 70% storewide
brought 2 formal t shirt which added new t shirt inside my cupboard i guess as i realise tat i dont have any formal t shirt beside 1 which tat time we went pub wif jack,hy,leanna,yt,xt,grace,tasha
even gt i aso seldom wear them
e sun is like damn hot if onli i had no exam nor project i shd will go swimming today bt cant
my project i guess tat i gt to chiong them in school tmr from 2pm all e way till 9pm in e lab myself no choice
everytime i look out of my rm window i will always saw a gal wif her sister at my opp block studying at e dinner table,it had been 3 yrs since i noticed her even tot i nv ready c her nor knw her bt i knw tat she had been my source of motivate for study since i had my O lvl as she was very hardworking everyday she will study till 12am going 1 n go slpp
tat y in my o lvl nites wen i lazy to get my ass up to study i will dream abt her studying so hard for her future so i no matter how unwilling aso will climb out my bed to study for my own future
i shalll work hard!!! jia you!!
happy18 birthday to fiano lim even tot we lost contact for 6 yrs liao ever since u moved away after psle i call her house bt wrong number guess tat u shifted house agn
hope tat we could meet up soon
miss those days wen we cheated our spelling n dict tgt in tuition centre


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:09 PM


Friday, August 1, 2008

today had my lab test
i guess tat i screw it up totally as i totally forget abt everthing abt e setting n etc
i was like GG
hais after which went to had my lunchh at cantteen 2
after lunch went to free access lab to do my modani bt e lab was full as every1 was doing their last mmin work n touuch up there
so i gt no choice bt to go hm n do at hm w/o air condition
found out tat my internet cant be connected
so i reformate my laptop
meanwhile i feel sian
so get change n went to swimming alone
swam 8 lap n took me 1 hrs ++ to do so
damn tiring journey sia maybe due to i too long nv go swimming liao
i rmb thinking how i get my silver cert for swimming
n swam 12 lap wiithin 30 min time
maybe i getting old liao..
yea saw gary ex stead swimming alone
bt she didnt nt recognise me as we nv knw each other
aso saw a few gess gal there swimming
n i saw tat 1 of e gal had tatto ♥
omg!! she is like sec 1 or 2 nia...gt e gut to put on her back shoulder
if onli i gt e gut sure aso will put bt dunn have yet
after swimming i felt tat my hand n leg numb numb liao.. so damn tired nw shd nt think abt
project let me had a gd nite rest nw


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
6:18 PM