Monday, September 1, 2008
This house i staying giving me freak out
i dont feel safe here at all totally
i made my dad pised off today he threw e plastic chair toward the ground n it flew up to the ceiling can c e power n angry i had made him
being scolded by him badly guess tat tonite he wont be slpping
Out of my 18 yrs of life this is e first time i saw him being tat angry toward me n my sister
despite he nv canned us
i m sorry i didnt meant tat to happen
i just cant control myself n my temper n shouted
as my sister went to open my locker agn despite i told her tat e 少年杨家将 vcd wasnt with me
bt she rush n open e locker like no1 else business
i was like screaming away
tat wen my dad get pised off n threw e chair
this house isnt as safe as it was outside
first gt to guard against this maid as her hand wasnt clean at all
next is my sister
from the past history
during sec 1 tat period for those know me will knw tat i used to be using 6610i
a old phone passed to me frm my dad
tat time i was saving my $$$ very hard even tot nt to eat my recess or just plain bread brought from home
i save n save just to buy myself another new hp i saved all e way till sec 2
manage to save up to $600
i was happy i placed my $$ well inside my pooh at my bed n in morning i will placed it back into e locker for safety n e key to my locker was well kept at e secret place
so tat very moment i could feel tat it is safe kept
bt i f0und out tat $$ was gone i search up n low for it but just cant it
i guess was my sister just stolen it as she gt history of taking my $$ from my mummy wallet
bt no evidence n provedd plus my parent both siding her as she onli pri 5
so i ended up in sad for losing all those $$, still being scolded by my dad for blaming my sister
bt how to believe her
well i know tat e $$ she could had taken && those comics will be a gd evidence
from a few bks of comics till 1 drawer of comics till 3 full drawer of comics currently n expanding
today she did it agn not onli today i guess
guess each time wen i open e locker i knw tat she open it before as things wasnt in right place
she not onlii open e drawer n turning over my drawer for tat vcd
as i placed e key at my study table drawer once open can be seen due to i was at hm
yup once agn she was free agn just with a free tearss infront of my dad
despite last time which is a few month back my dad said tat he will punish her bt he didnt
i just dunn understand has she really become a habit to open my locker as i feel tat she being so familiar in open it
despite she promised tat she wont open it
if my cash will to go missing again
i donnt knw wat will i do
maybe madness as i kept those old note of spore notes inside a folder
nw i knw tat y i kept my promises to ppl n hated ppl to break tat promises they made & aso y i dont trust gals tat much i guess as they washes away e trust in me wen their promises r broken
does gal tear really can melt a guy heart ??
will ur younger sibling dare to open ur locker right under ur nose without ur permission??
give me ur comment at e tagboard
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
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