Saturday, January 24, 2009

Friday are meant to to be a happy moment for me cause weekend is coming
bt things dunn go as wat i wanted
gt to meet up with my water tech grp mate at 12 at mushroom bt my lesson end at 9.30
waited in sch for them
time really passes very slowww
finally 12 come n we meet up for project
came up with a disscuss n seek option for teacher abt the video clip we going to flim
n decided to go airport for e fliming at nite n we are meeting at 9.30 at tm mrt station
the meetin ended at 2.20pm
headed for e bus stop to go hm to slp
msg came in from leonardine n ask me to go to bugis for shopping for her new yrs clothes
i went there with a cab as i knw tat i cant reach bugis on time by 3pm
went arnd e shops in bugis for her clothes
bt e unusual thing happen she ask for my options which to buy??
i was like huh?? shouldnt tat i shd be e 1 hu is asking for option from her on which clothes to buy?
while shopping arnd at bugis
saw gwynna she walk pass me n i walked pass her
yea. my heart stumped wen i saw her bt she didnt recognise me at all
jus like wat peiying said
if she said tat she dunn have time to go out with me n wanted to spend her time on studys
tat was all craps n lies
iif she dunn have e time
she wont be going out at bugis shopping with her friends i guess
bt at hm mugging hard on her studys
i just dunn understand y she lied to me n yet i heard this words of console from someone hu is 3 yrs younger than me
i tried to be strong n didnt drop my tear infornt of leonardine as she didnt knw abt it
bt e moment i reach home wen to bath n slp as tonite wont be slpping
when i went to bed tear rolled down my check w/o knwing
i really breakdown from 6 till 7.30pm
get up from my bed n set off to tampine mrt station
reached airport at 10.20pm
as 1 of e grp mate was late
we went arnd airport terminal 1,2,3 to look for quiet place to take e video
finally decided to flim at terminal 2 and e time waas already 12.30 am iin e morning
soon wen off to eat at burger king as we will hungry n start our project
after i edited e video will post it here if i gt e time
we do i till 8am n head back to tampine n took a cab back hm to slp
totally tired n i'm breaking down emotions
ya i had been hiding my true self from others just like wat jan said
some1 with a shield tat u can heard n c e true self of myself
lastly tasha headed to south korean for shopping with her cousin
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