Friday, February 27, 2009

Went to cut my hair today early in e morning
nw my hair is short like a sec sch student
yea i'm young again :D
Arnd 4pm headed for vivo city to meet up with my god sister to pass her things
flagged a cab to lucky plaza in orchard
ran all e way up to lvl 6 to find fran n jack
bt saw leanna n 2 other friends there aso
1 name nick which is from e same pri sch as me and ZhengHeng
roam arnd in far east plaza went to grab a bite
had a curry puff from Old ChangKee
fran,tahsa said tat i slim down really ma???
ya i admit tat from 56 kg back to 51kg
after which waited n waited at Hyatt hotel outside for natasha fan edison chen
really tiring n hungry for food
waited till arnd 8++
oh ya saw grace bf "kevin finally
ya admited tat he look alike to hengyi in someway
anw he was given a gd remark by tasha,fran,leanna,jack,me
85 sia given by tasha
wow really high mark lohh...wow
they are so loving n swt wen they walk tgt holding handss
admire them
some pic taken by fran w/o my notice







Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:44 PM


Thursday, February 26, 2009

yea finally e exam is over :D
bt i really dunn pin much hope on today paper cause wen i went inside my mind was blank
e whole paper i was writing crap inside n guess e answer there
really hope tat i can pass all e subject as i really dunn wan to take sub paper
mention of sub paper my body dunn feel right
anw i found my job liao
startin from this coming sat till 8 of march
bt e boss will confirm with me tml abt e working
tat fast.. i havent start to enjoy myelf nw gt to work liao
hais.....
anw till nw then i found out tat my area here gt a number of gals studying at srjc
i was totally shock wen i saw them today while on e way back from the bus stop
anw i shall go play my game nw
cya :D


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:00 PM


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Really was a horrible night ytd
was planning to reformate my whole laptop as too many thiing inside spware viruse brought from sch computer into my laptop
wen reformating half way through the laptop hangeedd
kept on restart n restart of laptop
i really cant take it anymore so i decide to bring it to acer company to repair the laptop
i woke up at 7.45 loh... i guess e most early i ever wake up since e start of this month i guess
took cab off to international business park n reached there at 8.30 sharp
send for repair
waited n waited till 2.30 finally it is done (:
saw leanna n 1 guy there aso before i left
due the tireness i took cab home
wen i board up the cab
e driver didnt start his enginne
he repled ur gf there havent get up
i was like huh?? hu he talking abt?? after a thought i knw wat he was deriving at liao
cause at the bus stop there is aso another gal n he tot tat was my gf
lol!! do i seem like so evil to him ma ?? will left my gf behind n took off in a cab??
i was like if onli i had e luck to knw a gf like she
well.. e fact tat gal is really a babe in a glance just before cab move off
i didnt notice her till e driver mention
nw i'm back home n starting up the laptop
the speed is so fast i totally love it
wahaha... tml last paper n u can heard from me really soon


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
6:38 PM


Saturday, February 14, 2009

Sorry for my selfishness for thinking for myself always and didn’t think for you
Sorry for my immaturity for picking up quarrels with you for the past few months
Sorry for my stubbornness and always wanting to have my own ways
Sorry for hurting your feelings with those words that I ever said
Sorry for letting you wait for me always
Sorry for neglecting your feelings
Sorry for not understanding how much you care for your studies
Sorry for my foolishness thinking that you love me yet treating me as a normal friend
Sorry for thinking too much
Sorry for my impulsive acts which cause us to change from close friends to strangers
Sorry for saying out our problems to the 3 parties without your consent
Sorry for letting you be lonely when I was pretending to be care less
Sorry for probing you on for stead yet didn’t care much for you
Sorry for not being a God but a human who makes mistake all the time
Besides repeating the word “sorry” continuingly, I really don’t know what other words to say to you
Sorry for these are all my fault
Sorry for the reason being that I truly love you ………….. I love u too deeply…
I know that no matter how much sorry I have said, you still won’t forgive me.




Thank you for being there when I need a listening ear
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for helping me to edit my English for my projects
Thank you for giving me advice on my studies and life
Thank you for the encouragement that you had given
Thank you for being with me till now
Thank you for not leaving me
Thank you for your understanding
Thank you for bringing me back to life when I was about to give up on my studies
Thank you for giving me a chance always after hurting you every time…




對不起 謝謝你 我愛你
wont a gal heart be touched after see this ????


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:12 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009

Nw onli 1 song suit my mood
The song title is kiss because i'm a girl
It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that i was special
I believed you and it was my happiness
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
They say that when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now i know that's the truth
And although i tell myself, i'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broken again
Please dont break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love
i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything

today we broke up
you told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy
you're just like all the other guys
what happened to when you told me that you loved me?
honestly, i don't want yout to be happy
what am i going to do if you really forget about me?
I'm in so much pan, more pain than i can bare
Because i'm still in love with you

Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love
i didnt know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything
Although i say i hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything

although i cant be with her now
i'm still in love with her


url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhlhsB0VkkA&feature=related

tml is valentine day bt just like what peiying told me
it is just another normal day for those guys/gal there hu is still single
i will alway rmb tat and strive hard for my examination
anw i will edit this song a bit into pieces n bits of my memory for her n post it once i'm done with


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:01 PM


Monday, February 9, 2009

ARGH!!!
wanted to slp since 8pm till nw i still can manage to get to slp
bt i feeling very very tired
examination coming soon
first paper watertech 16 feb
mct 20 feb
netinfra 24 feb
telprn 26 feb
everybody in school is with e sulky looks stress abt e coming examination
yet i self declare study week starting from today
as really tired of studying
i tried my best to study at hm bt didnt work out at all
This coming sat is valentine day liao yet my mind is totally blank abt it
gt no plans abt it no even asking my brother out for drinks as i guess they will be busy with their stead
A few day back i was watching a old movie rated R21 which i found at home
i found tat some sentence inside the movie are really e fact of real life
everybody first time is important as it will affect ur whole life
normally gal first time of sex is kana conned away by guys
it is better for another party to get hurt than urself to get hurt esp in relationship
this sentence has been inside my mind even since tat day i saw e movie
know i totally uunderstand this feeling suck to forget a person
it is harder than expected
still rmb wilson incident which i asked him to forget his stead
nw i understand how he feel tat time
i aso found out tat i cant make myself said i love u and i miss u anymore
totally so hard to sae it out again
i dunn even have e courage at all to sae it
i guess tat bad times for me
please ladies
dunn use study as a excuse anymore for nt to stead
my heart really cant take it anymore
any moment it will declare died if this excuess come out again
Caterinne was right if a gal really love u she wont use study as a excuse


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:16 PM


Friday, February 6, 2009

tonite was really a unforgetable nitemare even since from young till now i woken up with a whole hand fingerprint on my face i went to toilet n check it out n found out tat print on my face was cause by my own hands but normally when i woken up i wont rmb wat nitemare i had bt this time i rmb every details of it the dream began like this i was in bugis street hanging arnd suddenly a hand tapped on my shoulder i turned n look bt i didnt c any familiar face after which i continue walking bt then i saw charissa infornt of me i was shock n trying to sneak away w/o her notice bt she caught me n asking me tat whether i can spare her 10 min
okay follow which we went to the e lvl 3 food court n sat down she then showed me her hp msg i looked at e msg n found tat it is unbelieveable the msg content was *it had been sometime since we last chat with each other i hope tat i didnt cause much harms/hurts to u, i know tat even a thousand time of apologize wont heal back the wound i had cause for once let me have the chance to be with u n treasure u* from ...... this msg sound like so fake even i aso dunn believe it myself so i turned n walked away n there she appear rite infornt of me when i was abt to go n hugged me i tot tat it is so real
so i decided to give myself a tigh slap n here i'm awake to blog


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:27 AM