Tuesday, June 9, 2009

HELP ME!!!
i just cant get her off my head
some1 pls help me wash away memory of her inside my mind
i really cant take it anymore
by this rate i think i will go crazy before mp/sip end
maybe i think abt her first instead of myself
even since last friday meetin grace on the bus
i had been thinking deep inside my mind those words she said
before i go slp n almost every moment wen i was free
M i tat stupid or i kana love poison too much??
grace was right maybe she dunn deserves my help at all
because of her i give in almost all my heart n soul
for her sake i wiling to go to borrow jc notes from pri sch friend , neightbour n etc to photocopy n study all those paper by doing them
normally i wont even touch those books of mine
i even go tilll the extend of asking my ex NTUC working colleague
she just dunn understand how important she was inside my heart
bt everytime she just using a heavy&strong hammer hit onto my heart n letting it to scatter into pieces
should i really give up on her mA?? can 1 tell me?? teach me how to give up??
i cant stand it anymore
my heart nt tat strong to take another blow
still rmb back into the past wen she receive her o lvl result she was emoing away and crying in her room in secret w/o her friend n family member knwing
i helped her through those hard time
bt this time she rejected all my help n treat my advice as CRAPS
she changes totally
maybe it is really time for me to give up on her totally
cause her aim for mye was just 15/90
i was like stunned
how could she make it to uni by this grade she having??
even nw she start her studying aso too late le
bt yet she gt time to go out shopping with friend n movie n etc
bt not studying
i really cant expect anything from her
just pray tat god will take care of her n hope wen she get her a lvl result wont go do stupid stuff n jump off e buliding


grace n yingying said tat to me

but who can she blame?
no one but herself
for shopping and not studying
she jumps her own life
her own choice
don't need to bother
despise such person hate her


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
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