Wednesday, October 14, 2009

BGR
after knowing someone i have feelings for,
i got to ask myself is she suitable for me?
can i live my life with this person for the rest of my life?
because at the end of the day,
it's myself who face the consequences, right?

The first break up will always be very painful.
cry everyday, cry like hell..
but after a while, it will all be over.
i learnt that its not the end of the world.
though i was the one who ask for not to be friend anymore
but i once love her truely,
so she is not the only one hurting.
there are some reasons that two person cant be tgt.
and for that same reason, there is no second chance.

hanging on to a love(of all kinds) that doesnt
belong to you will give you nothing but pain.
its really not worth it right?
i'd learnt to let go, learn not to let the person
be the one who controls my emotional completely and easily.
i was told that, i get hurt not because the person hurt me,
but because i LET the person hurt me.
yup, now i have to keep the key of happiness
to myself and not somoeone else.
this may sound like a loner, but in fact,
its just a way to protect oneself,
as no one really owe you your happiness.
we are the owner of our own happiness, right?
幸福是要靠自己的 right?
i've the rights to not let anyone hurt me...

though i been through a few relationships,
online and offline..
but i think i am not that of a failure.
at least not my defination.
because i think not those who fail are failure,
but those who DARE NOT to fail are true failure.
everyone makes mistakes,
and its best we learn from it!
not the first time, then try again the next time.

i am happpy to be single (:
dare to face up to failure now


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
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