Thursday, February 28, 2008

ytd nite wen i back frm vivo
i went online agn & getting bored while waiting for gx to come online n send me e link for job thing..so bored till wan to slp liao
i continue watching my 刁蛮公主 frm ep 30 till ep 36 *last esp
tat time wen i went to slp was like 3 am in e morning.. n my eye nw is red shot eye
cant c any white colour part of e eye but red 1
u knw e reason ma ???
u can guess abt it
my maid agn.. i soon gt to get mad liao
this morning at 9.45 she came to my rm n hang clothes @ my window
she hang clothes like having war like tat keep on hitting against e window panel n making all kind of sound n woke me up
i like onli slp for abt 7 hrs nia
2 day of holiday n e same morning this happen to me
i wan back my peaceful slp
even my mum hang clothes she aso wont make sound or noise cuz she knw tat if she do tat i sure will throw pillow n make a big fight
tmr if my maid gt to make e sound n wake me up agn i swear i will give her a hell week i wont give her gd day

then i today whole day i watch finish e show 引擎 frm ep 1 till e end


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:54 PM


haha... juz came back frm vivo
juz nw went to vivo wif gx
we meet up at my house near by bus stop n took 855 to vivo
wen i get up e bus i will like looking high n low for him but juz cant find him
then i m thinking did i get up e wrong bus ma ??? i check arnd e bus still cant find him but saw my junior which nw they in long pant liao
time really fly... then e 2 guy started to call me dust dust
omg!!! but nvm used to it
then sometime caught my eye 1 gal hu is in yellow n sitting beside my sec sch gal
i wondering hu tat gal?? she frm bmss ?? how come i nv c her b4??
then i saw gx slping at e back of bus
then he ask tat yellow gal frm ur sch ar ??
i said dont knw liao nv c her b4
i went up to them n ask those 2 ncc guy n they said frm e same sec sch as mine
okay we went into vivo n went to gx working place for interview for job
then we went to gx gf working place
she seem normal wen w/o any make up
after tat we went to chat at e child playground n talk crap which we had not do so for a long
time...really miss tat time wif peggy,gary,gx,yuanfeng,me chatting at safra there like no1 business.... childhood friend rox knw them since k1 & pri 1
while chatting gx said his story n gary love story...
i said hmm... & he continue
gary aso knw as da ge as he is e oldest amgost 3 of guy n me second n lastly gx
gary so far will be counted as e luckly guy agmost e 3 of us ?? *same age*
cuz he like gt 3 gf... then nw currently gf last wif him since sec 3
3 yrs plus le
as me u knw... Failure tat 1 hu nv bring any gf yet :(:(
then gx dont nid to said liao...winner most gf of us
haha... then lay down at e circle thing n watch e sky wif stars
e star r really beautiful.. those day at china where i was e top of building laying down n watching star...
we con9 chatting
he started to get pised off cuz his gf was being jio by other guys for dinner & nite movie & his gf agree ...
which guy can tahan gf like this... i onli can change topic n calm him down b4 he n his gf go into fight
nw i finally understand gal can onli use eye to c n dont own them...cuz u will be sad & angry & broke
l8r we went to kfc n had ur dinner
after dinner gx bring me to vivo area those quiet & couple area
all i can said wow!! so many couple n quiet place....better than tiong 1
at 10 i leave vivo n went home while he wait for his gf to get off frm work n send her home


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
2:31 PM


Wednesday, February 27, 2008

yea!! i finally gain my freedom no nagging for e time being liao
nw my mind is into e wondering world weather shd i go find jobs ma to earn $$
so shd i ma ??
or wait till 9 march my result come out then go find job if i manage to pass all my subject
juz pray hard tat i could pass all my subject so tat my ear can be save from nagging??
haha... let fate decide ba
today is my last examination paper which is knw as E decvice
e paper is like 2 hrs n i onli like spend 30 min finish e whole paper n checked it wonder this is a gd sign or bad sign...aiyo dont knw la
juz tat my another 2 other paper gone case liao if pass aso juz pass nia
after e paper i went home, b4 i reach hm i went to market to buy lunch for myself
there is this old aunty hu wan to cut in then i c her old let her cut infront of me & she speak dont is cant or wat language which i dont even understand at all
then i said nvm e ppl behind of me is like so angry liao till i dont wan to turn my head back
meanwhile i saw my nanny & which i during chinese new yrs nv go her house to wish her chinese new yrs then i wan to go wish her chinese new yrs but i still at buying my foods
she was at e noodle stall buying noodle so aftershe buy finish she went off liao
i wish e old aunty infront of me can be faster bt slow like ....
After i buy my lunch i ran out of e market in look for my nanny which i manage to saw her & ran to her to wish her happy chinese new yrs even tot kind of late but nvm
she said no hao bao wif her then i said nvm la over 15 liao...she soon started her nagging to me
how come u go highlight my hair
which make me blur did i ??
or is it last time dye 1 still left a bit... aiyoyo
she said tat she in a rush back to work n i went home n watch my show on9 watch till 22 esp liao
gt to jia you 2 watch finish it by tmr

sian sia early in e morning kana woken up by my maid agn.....
really fk up sia
i still thinking of making up of e lost slp i lost during e exam week
early in e morning come to my maid to hang clothes outside e window
then she hang clothes is like having her opera there
she hit e window panel so loudly & somemore she singing away & lastly i gt woken up by her
this not e first time liao alot of time aso like tat if it was me last time working till midnite then go hm slp n reach hm at arnd 3am plus i sure will go wild n start to throw thing liao at her/him
make me really wan to go mad liao..my mood nw is at e worst peak no enough of slp & cant go back to slp anymore...haiz..... somemore ytd dinner was like sh!T
must c her mood then she cook 1.. like ytd foods omg!! after tasting it then dont feel like eating them liao... i missiing my mummy cooking badly






Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:32 PM


Sunday, February 24, 2008

大雨----娃娃

作词:陈建常
作曲:陈小霞
专集:想念娃娃(2000)

说真的我不是故意
看见你和她在街头伫立
我在犹豫该不该逃避
还是让你看见我在这里
天空间飘来的雨
滴滴洒落在我心里
我在怀疑该不该躲你
该不该躲这场雨
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方

说真的我不是故意
看见你和她在街头伫立
我在犹豫该不该逃避
还是让你看见我在这里
天空间飘来的雨
滴滴洒落在我心里
我在怀疑该不该躲你
该不该躲这场雨
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方

大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方哦
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:59 PM


Saturday, February 23, 2008

haha... i shall blog for ytd
nw is like 1.42 am iin e morning & i juz reach hm from safra
went to play pool wif jack n franz juz nw frm 10 till 12.45
haha kind of long.. as u all knw wen jack is there he bound to win me & fran
from last time till nw jack no matter wat he will win e game round n round of it
okay b4 we went to play pool we will at tiong watching *L change e world*
e movie is damn nice n interesting sia
i thinking of watching it agn wen my examination over at tue
but talking abt examination today had my first paper which all e poly had finish their examination beside tp
today e math paper was totally horr to me & my friend as for section A still okok
but wen come to section B & C is like hmm... dnt even knw how to start it even tot i gt revise for my examination
cant afford to faill them orelse my ear will be packed wif parent nagging n nagging n scolding
sian.. cuz tat they dont knw tat i study at nite esp e this few nite
but they wont knw
guess tat this time gpa is going to be down e drain liao...left 2 more paper i shall work extra hard to pass them so tat i wont disapoint my pparent& my friends hu care abt me
Jia You!!!!


ytd nite after i had blogged finish i went online & was chatting wif my pri friend even tot we nv meet up ever since last last last yrs teacher day celebratation
me & she(ganjie) had a chat abt 30 min or so
she told me tat she not feeling well so i asked her to get a early rest ba
but she said nvm n we continue chatting
i think out of all e gal not including my mother & sister
i think i trust her e most & almost every advice she give i will do it cuz i knw tat she wont hurt me / harm me & most of her advice i did as wat she said w/o a second word
her word weights more than other gals in this world for e time being
it had been along time since we last chat online as she seldom online in msn & a big busy gal as she working 2 job n schooling
we chat & chat then we went to talk abt relationship as she saw my msn nick then she can guess wat had happen liao
she told me tat e highest lvl of love is to give up on her n wish she get e happiness she praying for & wishing her all e best in e future
she aso added tat love is nthing to human being cuz it will bring more sadness than happiness
di ar u will find a better gal even nw u may not av 1 bt 1 day u will sure have
let wait for fate come & knock on ur door
after heard wat she had told me
i understood liao.... her word had change my mindset
jie i will work hard for my study & wont think abt relationship for e time being
dont worry i will do u proud




Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:57 PM


Friday, February 22, 2008

i knw tat i shd not have blog during this critrical moment cuz tmr will be my fiirst examination paper engineering math 2 and i still gt ton of question of past yrs paper unsolve n it still laying at my desk..rotting away... k i shd be make it fast n short....
ytd nite i found out tat 1 thing
even my close friend tasha,jack,hy,fran,wilson & other aso wont said to me
but at ytd nite charisa said it to me in msn even thought we onli know each other for 1 month plus
& manage to said out all my weakness at 1 shot & all is bulleye & she gt it rite & i admitted tat was all my weakness
n i shd name it here all my weakness i swear tat i will improve on it
1.lack of confidence in myself
2.lack of self esteem
3.no faith in girl n douth abt them & their answer
4.over-shower to gal whose i lub them deeply & lack of expression to them & some more which i wont state here anymore bt deep in my mind i will alway rmb them
then she aso asked 1 qquestion to me
wen is e last time i chat wif *her* in long converstion wif each throughtout e nite w/o any conflict happening
& my answer will be like hmmm..... tat will be in e early of feb i after i check my inbox
wen is e last time i tease *her* wif joke & help her through her problem & stress
long long time ago.. which i call her LAOshi which she hate e most
okay.. nw i finally realised tat it is all my fault understood thx alot charissa


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:58 AM


Tuesday, February 19, 2008

~没有你的每一天----徐婕儿

回家的路总是很远
话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐
都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演
属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼
怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
那时候还以为
我就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天
快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了
还能用什么感觉

我舍不得睁开眼睛
害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里
是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心
冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临
这温度该怎么延续

谢谢你曾经爱过我
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走


为什么等到失去以后才懂得珍惜
珍惜 ur love 1 dont wait till they leave u then u knw how important they r to u

it will be too late to regret
time wont revise back for u
*if u wan to e song get it frm me*




Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:22 PM


Monday, February 18, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psVat77j4mg&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpYnl-KXREg
if u had e time pls go n watch


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
5:52 AM


Saturday, February 16, 2008

2day wen woke up then went to watch tv n ate my lunch around 1 plus then since morning 11 i was online but appearing off9 cuz dont wish to chat wif any1 online
then after i ate my lunch then i came online thinking of checking out my e mail flooding by tp mail..sian sia
almost everyday send 1 mail
omg!! stiill gt 6 more days to my first main paper which is engineering math 2
which i havent really prepare for it cuz it is like kind of hard esp e last 2 topic i dont even understand at all... n this main examaination for this subject stand 60% of e overrall result
which can affect kind of alot & this subject was like 5cu
which mean it make a much different in e gpa
i dont wish my gpa to go down sia cuz last semseter my result was not tat gd cuz nv work hard
but this time round i slack even more sia almost everyday come online n chat wif friend sia
god bless me so tat i can pass n wont be kick around e school like a ball...really worry
wen speaking of examination u knw wat will happen to me liao..toilet....
haiz.. dont talk abt it
meanwhile while online i like onli chat wif 1 ppl nia
then e rest nv chat wif them after chatting wif her sometime i went off9
then i wen to get a nap till around 6 plus wen yt msg came in n woke me up
she organise a nite cycle tmr but i reject her cuz i gt to spend time studying for my examination orelse i will let my parent & friend down
okay ii shd work hard but no motivation to study sia
can any1 help me find some motivation force for me to study ma ??
aiyo forget it!!!
then nw i m online agn & watch tv at e same time nv even touch bk at all
wahaha...okay shd go watch channel u show e doggy..cute sia
congrate to regan u finally did it n get ur first gf on 14 feb wat a gd day to rmb it
haha told u tat gal will agree liao if she agree to go out wif u on 14 feb...haha... treasure e relationship wif
hope u all av a long n happy relationship n she will be ur last gal in ur life :D
anw all e best & gd luck for ur examination

man ytd nite was a horrible sia
i was like going to washroom to wash up n prepare to slp
due to e outside toilet was used by my maid so i went into e parent room
wen i went to e toilet e on e light n open e door n found out tat my younger sister was like lying down slping
wen i was out of e toilet she was like sitting up slping
which give me a damn shocked & stunned
i scream n wake up my aunt hu is slping on e bed as my parent no at hm
i shouted for my sister name to wake her up n she wake up she said wat thing n smile to me
then she drop back into her dream world liao
omg!! due to e shock i cant get to slp till almost 2 plus....




Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:22 PM


2day waken up wif tear on my eye
dont knw wat happen to me y there is tear at eye ??
did i cry wen i was slepping ma ??
not sure abt it
i woke up abt 6 today morning due to my sister make a loud BANG!!
which mean tat i onli like slp for 6 hrs 30 min
last nite slp was damn horrible sia
almost every 1 hrs wake up once like tat make me damn sleepy in sch
wen i woke up reply ppl msg
then on wif my laptop wif my computer programming thing
juz dont knw how to edit wif it & it is working fine juz need to change e way of programming it
but trried n tired still cant
so i given up went to sch by cab wif my dad he drop me off at redhill mrt station n i took mrt to sch
i was like listening to song in mrt e same old song " 林凡 - 一个人生活"
then tear start to roll down like some kind of watertap
e ppl was like loooking at me said wat wrong wif this guy
i change my song after a while fallen aslp
then reach school around 8.45
then rush my way to business school buy e flopper disk then rush back to engineering sch to buy burger for breadfast then rush back to class
during e running here n there i hurt my old injury knee cap
sh!t but hope tat e leg wont suddenly cant move agn or numb
then went for dfun2 tut n get back e quiz result
i was like omg!! shock tat i gt 30/30
first time i get so well i guess tat e paper was too easy
cuz i rmb ggiven my friend e answer for it during test
juz pray hard tat i can pass my dfun2 well
then after all e lesson wen to computer lab to do my programming wif 1 friend help
edit some part then hand in to teacher n ask 1 question n i went home at 3.30
reach hm around 4.45
then i told my mummy tat i was going out for dinner wif my sec school
then she said tat lunch still gt some rice then i eat i eat a bit
god knw tat she go get 1 full bowl of rice for me
then i was like shout out wat wrong wif her giving me so much rice
the i dont wish to eat liao
then she said u... " 2nite i shd tell dad abt it n let u get scolding n canning from him"
alway like tat
god damn it
nw my mood was like very bad..
juz wish tat i can get out of e house fast
nw my sister having high fever liao guess tat not i pass her e virus 1 cuz her is like much more serious than mine
okay gt to stop her
meeting my friend for dinner & movie liao...to be continue at nite

continue
nw is abbt 12.22am in e morning n i juz reach home from tiong after watch 2 movie
cj7 n jumper
i told my friend tat we will suppose to meet up at 6.15 yet after i went to bath i went up to my bed n msg ppl n fallen aslp
wen i woke up was like 6.25 le
i took off to tiong by running
wen i reach onli jackson was there follow by renrui
we ask renrui 2 go buy ticket first as me n jackson haven eat ur dinner yet
n we like eat half of it n went up cuz late movie starting soon then wen reach movie there saw tasha n grace n went in to watch cj7 it was a nice movie afterall
then after e movie end then we went to burger king n grace was sitting opp of me
then i saw her sch t shirt n saw SR jc
i was like hmm.... tat jc name look so familiar to me
wait then i think of hu
a msg came in n i knw tat she was in tat dont worry my mind was like ermm...
follow on xt n *mingyee* sorry dont knw how to spell his name came by cab frm cck or where la
then we chat a while n went up to e movie threate n disscuss damn long wat movie to watch
then after sometime we decide to watch jumper
renrui ,grace , ming.. left
after brought e ticket
xt was like hc did u rebond ur hair?
i was like NO i nv
oh well... nvm went to watch jumper n was like sitting at 3 row frm e front
e neck was like damn pain after watching it
then after tat we each left n went home liao
wen i reach i rush into e lift wen it was abt to close
i scare a gal inside it wen i rush in & i knw tat she was going to scream liao
but after she saw tat it was me she nv
cuz i knw her since prii school & she is limyin
she change e most i guess frm a normal gal into a chio bu sia
then we chat inside e lift n ask where i been i said watch movie at tiong she aso said i watch movie at vivo
i was like hmm wif ur bf ar ??
she said nope wif a bunch of friends.. she wear formal today which look like a more mature gal than her actual age
l8r she said did u rebond my hair ??
omg!! 1 day kana 2 gal said tat i rebonnd my hair
i reply tat nope n told her tat she was e 2 ppl hu said tat to me in 1 day
she said oh really..she said "ur hair aso look so fake" follow by "i guesss tat this time lift conversation talk was e worst between us"
then we bid farewell wen e lift reach my lvl as her house is like 2 lvl above my house
oh well... tat it ...long blog.. head spinning liao..neck pain like hell.. time to go get some rest or go studying???
is my hair really tat straight like rebond hair ???????
let me think abt it first....wahaha...nites

i guess this gal here fiona lim yin
tasha shd rmb e most cuz last time i use to win tasha in friendster for e most chio gal in e friend list
*stolen from her friendster*


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:57 AM


Friday, February 15, 2008

The ancient Arabic literature states that love is classified into seven different shades. This is true even today. A genuine love compromises of these 7 shades of love.
The first shade of love:Attraction - It is an invisible force that attracts two objects. Be it a positive or negative attraction, love often blossoms under the foundation of attraction.
The second shade of love:Infatuation - The feeling where butterflies stirred in your stomach and feeling your heart racing a mile per minute. Infatuation is when he/she is the first person you think of in the morning, and the last person you think of at night.
The third shade of love:
Love - Under the fantasy of infatuation, love surfaces. Different from infatuation, love is when you think of that person every single moment and love him/her despite the surfacing flaws of this person.
The fourth shade of love:Reverence - A strong sentiment of respect and esteem, sometimes mingled slightly with fear. Why fear? Because you might be afraid of commitment. Or you have doubts if this love is a heartfelt one or just a mere prank. Insecurities surface. The feeling of happiness yet mixed with fear makes you hesitate. But once you overcome this shade of love, you're advanced to the next one.
The fifth shade of love:
Worship - He/She makes you feel blessed to have love and be loved. The feeling is similar to being in a cathedral where you got down on your knees and worshipped your love one. You pictured her as an angel without those two celestial wings. You see this person as your guardian angel in life.

The sixth shade of love:
Obsession - Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, but few ever achieve it. With his/her existence, everything - even a smile, a touch, even a simple thing as a stare in the eyes means everything to you. You�re obsessed in love, you�re obsessed with this person.

The seventh shade of love:
Death - A true love story never ends with happily ever after. A true love story ends with Till death do us part. This shade of love is the most riveting among all but it determines if the romance is strong enough to weather through storms even till the time of death. Still, death cannot stop true love. It can only delay it for a little while.

May you find the love of your life soon!!!

*copy frm tasha blog*


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
4:36 PM


Juz another unlucky day for me
i juz down on luck this few day dont knw due to wat kind of reason sia
so stay away frm me this few day so wont pass e bad luck to u
today had computer programming n will be my last lesson for it
then had to do e interview for computer programming project
My teacher came but to he brought 3 student to e class n started to nagging at them cuz they 3 like cope from each other & he said tat those hu cope will get 0 mark n report to e course coordination
frm tat moment my mood went down to e deeper valley cuz i lend my programming for my friend to copy n all e same
wen i went to teacher for tat interview b4 he start to interview he like open my friend file n compare 1 by 1 n found out tat we both e same

but luckily he was kind enough to let us redo it n hand it up to him again tmr by 4 pm
y m i so bad luck sia???
almost all e classmate cope from each other y onli me n my friend kana onli ???
i was like so dead... cuz i dont knw how to edit liao
all return to teacher liao
god damn it i gt to do it by tonite so tat tmr can give it to him orelse i will like fail tat subject as e project is 30%
if fail i will get kick around like a ball in school liao
which i dont wish it to happen to me sia
then juz nw after sch i gt 1 of friend which is a pro in e subject to help me
but he dont knw to do it
then he help me for like 2 hrs still cant fix it la...
then it was like 7pm liao
i took a cab back home n e price of it was $18.90 n i pass e uncle $50
n he return me $32 i was like stun n tell e uncle tat he shd return onli like $31.10 he said nvm treat is as $18
so i was like shock but happpy
i was like chatting wif e taxi uncle all e while wen i board e taxi till i reach hm
anw thank uncle
wen i reach hm saw my uncle& his wife already reached my house liao frm oversea
n they like brought me brought me chewing gum in bottle
lot & lot of it
look tat wif this can make me awake juz to chew it...wahaha....
today shd meet up wif tasha,jackson,wilson,jk,renreui but in e end cancel it cuz some cant make it till it was like left me n jack then kana e project stuff so all my mood was gone
okay nw here wishing every1 a happy valentine day to all couple & stead&friends (:
hope u all enjoy till e fullest
kk.. shd stop here n do eat & bath n do my project guess tonite cant slp already


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:45 AM


Thursday, February 14, 2008

2day juz sux wat kind of unlucky thing aso happen sia
i really gt no word for it
today kana e stupid presenation then kana shoot by e teacher question n alot more dont wish to said here
then juz b4 e presentation i was like slping outside e lec hall since 12.30 cuz my head was like spinning like hell then l8r at around 1.40pm a bunch of class gal talking loud like no1 business wen they enter
wen they talk my headache more worst but no choice went to toilet to was up cuz gt presenation at 2pm
then i was like at those blur blur condition & went toilet to wash up juz b4 i step into e toilet my friend shoot out my name then i realised tat went to wrong toilet door
due to in engineering school e guy toilet was like at e rite hand side while at IT sch e guy toilet was at e left hand sia
but heng nv went inside my friend ssave my life sia
then presentation was gone case liao
bound to fail badly n my 40% for tat subject fly away
look like this CDS sure fail
y i so stupid to take a hardest CDS in tp sia?? mad i guess
i hate teacher hu look down on student sia
they like so fk up
in my life ii was like so unluckily alway kana this kind of teacher sia
during secondary life kana tat *2 faces teacher*
then today kana tat teacher agn
y man ??? teacher juz look down on student like no1 business
i hate teacher saiding tat u sure fail ur this subject
dont ever said tat infornt of me
i will sure go mad n do something back to u
btw tasha there is no more special 1 for e time being liao i given up on gal
i saw too many slut n bitches in life liao... no longer av e trust in gal anymore esp for relationship
heart lock up n shield up by walls n walls of diamond brick wont get hurt so tat wont av to trouble u for my love life

SICK serious sick resting nw



Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:27 AM


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

一个人生活

叶子在窗外轻轻爷
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
12:15 PM


Tuesday, February 12, 2008

first day of school after chinese new yrs
kind of tiring in sch i almost fallen aslp in e lect hall
e weather & air con & teacher talking really can make ppl slp within a min & in juz another 1 week plus examination coming le
reallly sian lo.. so scare tat i will fail n nid to take sub paper cuz like i had not been studying all this while
haiz...
still rmb on 5 feb i went out wif jack,xt,tasha,yt tat day
tat day we will talking abt valentive day we all was like joking away wif it
but we went away for some more basketball game at e arcade
then i was like talking to jack tat on 14 feb tat we& wilson shd meet up cuz for like e past 5 yrs in sec sch we almost every yrs celebrate it together as friendship day as all 3 of single hood life
haiz... maybe like wat parent said i not fit or suit to fall in love & i shd use my time more on my study
maybe they r rite afterall & i m wrong
sorry i shd av seeking for their advice to keep out of love life
how i wish tat person was w/o emotional feeling toward gal
like a monk... they had no worry abt relationship n wont get hurt frm relationship at all
after like almost 17 yrs n half yrs i think through le i m not suitable to be in love wif a gal at all
i m a failure
i given up totally *shi xin *
tat y wen i m shi xin i will onli listen to 1 song
一个人生活
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjjV_jjUXZg
(must go listen to it) it is really nice
i douth so man it is not true at all
if u continue to presevere harder n onli thing then u will get is to get hurt deeper if after along time e gal still wont agree
e onli true is tat e more early u give up e lesser u will get hurtt
wen a guy give up dont mean tat he dont really love u / like u
he is getting tired of playing a relationship wif u but he was truly in love wif u n wont forget abt it
cuz he knw tat toward e end they will onli be as friend in ur heart n worst thing he wont wish to c is tat u gotten a bf n saw u together wif him
it will hurt him even more badly in his heart
but alway rmb tat *e day he leave u alone n u ever go back to him e chance of him getting away frm u is higher cuz e trust n believe n faith is long gone since e day u hurt him n feeling wont be find back even it is back he/she may not wan to start e relationship wif u anymore cuz e phobia of getting hurt is still there*

she wont find me missing in her life cuz she has too much caring friend around untill she saw this post which i dont think she will saw it unless some1 told her i juz a part of her sensory memory


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:40 PM


Sunday, February 10, 2008

28 things girls dont know about guys

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
Guys will do anything just to get u to notice him
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
Don't talk about your guy friends toyour boyfriend.
Guys get jealous easily.
Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figureit out.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure outwhat it meant.
Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
If a guy starts to talk seriously,listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling youbecause they don't want you to disagree with them.
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship with him and they will respect you & vanish in ur life.
ADD ON PART *RELATIONSHIP WILL REALLY HURT FRIENDSHIP*
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
(copy from friendster)
i think tat this article is kind of true gal dont really understand guy well like wat they said alway i knw but deep in e heart was blur wat e guy talking abt?? but no offence to e gal hu reading this
3 day of chinese new yrs n i trapped at hm n keep on being nagging & nagging liao
haiz tat life i guess after 2 day of enjoyment there e nagging start agn
y put e examination after chinese new yrs ??
haizz... nagging coming le
gt to stop here.......








Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:15 AM


Friday, February 8, 2008

It is 2 day of CNY
so wishing every1 a happy chinese new yrs
haha... it is like 2 day of CNY..like all e happy mood even tot after 2 day of CNY onli receive 13 hao bao nia not include parent 1
after chinese new yrs then examination... then all e happy look in me will be gone case liao
but let not talk abt examination here orelse no mood
haha... let recap back on the 6 of feb which parent give hao bao tat day
then i ask my dad & aunt to play ppoker card *21*
then after 1 hrs of battle i won 8 buck..haha all thank to charissa blessing n wishing me gd luck
haha really xiexie ni.. wont forget ur treat 1...wahaha
then 2 day went up to my POPO house then c my cousin all this n we started once in a yrs gamble den
wahaha..after playing a while my luck is like no gd so went to seek luck for charissa n msg her
then get her blessing n wishing my luck is back
n i gt 4 blackjack in a row * no cheating * e banker was like emm... nth to said
but she luckily cuz i bet onli 10 cent lo
then b4 then wwen i was e banker she won like 2 or 3 buck from me liao cuz she bet 80 cent & 1 buck
afterall THANK YOU to charissa
then after some time of gamble then we went to other relative house in lorry and is like all e children below 18 was there wif my parent then it is really cooling lo at e back of lorry but e sun was like burning us at e back but nvm
after visit some relative house we went to back n start to gamble again
like some gamble children n after 2 day of gamble won 8 buck again
Wahaha :):)
then at around 9 plus some1 msg me n ask me pass her luck
then she gt blackjack...was tat *qiao he* tat she gt blackjack ???
As for 2 day i woke up around 11 cuz ytd nite was watching tv till 12 plus then went to slp liao cuz too tired but i was like slping for 1 hrs kana woken up back by some1 msg
as my hp was place beside my bed but nvm was shocked tat she will msg me then msg her awhile & i drop into dream land agn
sorry
then at 11 wen i woken up n still blur blur mood then my cousin all went to my house lei
so i went to bath n eat lunch asap
then ltr follow them to popo house agn in lorry but today e sun was like not so hot as ytd so kind of cooling as all are children include me a big children lol
We was like chatting back in e lorry
lol..lame... but time fly really fast n we reach popo house le n e doggy was at e door b4 we reach
dog 6 sense ar?? wahaha
then we start to gamble again once we reach
wahaha...after gamble for some time then some relative come liao which e day b4 they not at hm so they come today n we all e children was like trapped inside e rm gambling away
wahaha.. we like all dont wish to leave e air con rm till my cousin mum come ask us to go out orelse no more hao bao liao.. then all rushed out tat fast as i gt 21 as a banker they throw e card n ran out n cant get e $$
so all out of e rm then e other relative ask whose e oldest there which is like me so my cousin all at my back push me at e back cuz i oldest
sian.. then i was like okay admit to fate hu ask me to be e oldest there lo
gt to be a *dai biao* to get e hao bao
wen i get e hao bao i was like putting all e 7 hao bao into my pocket then my cousin& sister all went mad n start to snatch from my pocket i was like so scare cuz my pant was loose n my belt aso loose then worry tat my pant will drop so faster take out e hao bao n give me
CLOSE for me sia
orelse if e pant drop all my face will be gone sia
haha then all went back inside e rm liao then my young sister keep on telling me tat gt 1 pretty gal keep on looking at me wen i was outside
then my first tot was my hair still clip wif hairclip?
i immediate touch my hair but dont av
then secondly i was thinking hu is tat pretty gal looking at me??
cuz wen i was outside i onli manage take a glance n saw 1 chio bu
which i can clearly rmb her cuz last yrs we kind of c each other result she is like gt l1r5 onli 8 mark minus cca is 6 mark
then as for my result forget abt it... lol
last yrs went to their house she was like in normal clothes w/o makeup while today she was in makeup was like so so so pretty pretty pretty la
haha..forget abt it
we continue to play poker in e rm while playing 1 of my cousin lele said tat my another cousin xiaohao gt galss ask him for hp number in schoool
lol... i gt to admit tat he really handsome
then cousin mummy asking me huichen ar
wen u getting a gf??
i was like so dont knw how to answer liao...stunned
then i said tat aiyo gf not tat easily to get 1 & not said wan to get 1 can get 1
then i want 2 change topic asap
bt still cant escape
my mummy n all e relative start to said u ar too thin liao if grow a bit more fatter than can liao then sure wll av gal go after me
aiyao..alway like tat 1
M i so thin ma ??
ten we contine to gamble lo
then at nite went to da jiu jiu house n gamble till 8 then we all left n went straight house liao
haha... today aso wonn 8 buck :D:D
then on e way back home i ask my mummy tat pretty pretty gal was hu??
my mummy said tat it is my grand-popo another son e son e daugther
then she said tat if u wan can go jio her n started to said tat son dont u think tat u can jio her first ma she so clever gal n very filial to her parent
i was like hmm... do i av a chance ma ??? shd i ma jio her ??
dont knw lei... but i dont think i gt chance cuz i dont even av her number or msn or anything
gt to wait till next yrs liao....
then walk home after getting down frm cab n saw my sister close pri sch friend she is like shy then she is like trying to walk away but my sister went up n said hello
i guess tat this will bw my longest blog post ever which i spend like 30 min to type this


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:06 PM


Wednesday, February 6, 2008

haha.. i should blog cuz i been asking ppl to blog more often but in e end seldom blog myself
lame rite i knw tat
then update abt ytd lo
ytd suppose to av farewell party for tasha cuz she is leaving for japan today* dont forgett ur gift * orelse u will get it from us..wahaha... look like wen she is back from japan her luagge will be packed wif chocolate
then we will supposed to meet at tiong at 6
so i gt lesson till 4 n i reach tiong at 5
during e journey back hm frm tp was so tiring & as usual i fallen aslp at mrt
wahaha... then i went home & rest till 6 i left house to tiong
wen i reach tiong i went to ntuc to buy water & saw my close friend renrui there working hard till i pass him aso nv c me sia
lol... then jackson came to find me dont knw by wat kind of skill he knw tat i reach tiong wen i nv call him nor msg him at all
so spookyy.....then i queze up for like 30 in like tat cuz super long...meanwhile wen me n jackson chatting away.. a hand arose from my back shocked!!
then i found out tat was my friend hu live at my block 1... haha forget his name
all i knw tat he is a dragonboat member in nyp
then a women infront of us was like gt a whole trolley of thing n we 3 was guessing how much e total cost will be ??
we guess like around 200
then in end e price of whole trolley was like around 248 omg!! a lot sia !!!
like her whole family not goiing out to buy food for 1 week
then xt come n then tasha come at 7.15 then we went to bugis lo n the gal wen to shop while me n jack went to play dunking machine at arcade
then we waited n waited till around 10 plus then yt reach lo
then we went to eat at tiong while tasha went home due to a phone call frm her mei
poor thing sia
then after eating we go home (:
i reach home around 12 plus then slp till 6 wake up n prepare to go slp
so tiring sia
nw i wan to slp le...nitessssss


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
1:52 PM


Saturday, February 2, 2008

Today i was like dont wish to get out of my bed totally cuz weather is like so nice to slp in
but due to i have psychology test at LT51 from 11 till 12 so wake up lo
Y man y put psychology test on sat??? tat was like no gd cuz sat is my best time to get back my lost sleep during weekday but no choice
i wwent school n took e freaking test
e test was like damn hard so i anyhow answer them
god bless me wif a passing mark so tat no parent nagging for me
then after exam ended i look at my hp n saw tasha msg which i was shock to c her msg
then call n both of us went to town
i waited her at tiong for like 30 min???
i from tampine till tiong took 1 hrs plus le yet she stilll dare to late for me
NO MORE NEXT TIME!!!!
then went to her work place to get her pay which she work her pay was like gt 400plus around 500
which is like so much n she onli like work for juz 10 days onli ????
then after tat went to walk walk in town then go home
home swt home
it is time for me to regain back my lost sleep..sleeping in process dont not disturb


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
4:38 PM