Sunday, March 9, 2008

it is like 4am in e early morning
i woke up arnd 2am..give a gd thinking
i guess tat maybe i m too rash abt thinking of moving out of e house cuz i starting to douth whether i gt e capability 2 do so wif cash......
okay i guess tat i m wrong abt moving out...i will bear wif it...till i manage to get a stable jobs in outside world..
meanwhile i aso did some soul-thinking abt relationship
this lead me to think off wat cheong said during lesson time
y give up e whole forest of flower because of juz 1 flower
even u willing to give up e whole forest juz because of tat flower
tat flower wont even care abt it & still onli treat u as friend
i guess tat he was rite after all
give up which normally not a choice of mine as in wat thing which i determine to do so & no1 else can stop me if i wan to do so
i guess this is my first time i feel so helpless at all during ytd nite
wan to msg ppl bt dont knw hu to msg n hu is willing to listen to my trouble
so i nv msg any1 n went off to slp this y nw wake up n blog
okay cut my crap.. i think i cant slp liao
maybe i shd do some more soul thinking agn till tmr morning
then went off to find gx then go work till at nite then go hm slp


*i m sorry tat throw temper at u gwynna n keep on wanting to leave my house*
^sorry my friend^
i really feel tired n lose of confidence in relationship anymore + same as my tp fren+
this time round i broken my heart into thousand n milion piece of it
wont mend it back so fast
so guy tried not to mention e word relationship infornt of me or love
it is better off w/o relationship



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