Monday, May 19, 2008

My life is totally pack up with study & working tat all i guess
even at e risk of losing all my sec friend at this time
bt i guess wat jack said was rite wen u will to handle work & study u dont even have e additional time wif ur sec friend at all
kk i admit tat as i last meet up was jack n wilson at wilson birthday party e rest i nv even meet up or can said tat i m withdrawing frm kakis member myself afterall i dont think i m part of it anymore liao..keeping a distance frm them liao cuz i feel tat there is no longer e word friendship at there
had a serious thought this few nites i see through e lights of all angel & devil liao
mankind it is a devil of all
some example of life which i can name is tat last time gal A n guy B was not in gd term at all
bt out wif e rest of e sec friend gal A will not ask guy A along at all..despite e rest of friend want to invite him along..bt gt stopped by gals A
then wen gals A nid help frm guy A she go back all into gd term wif guy A after sch hang out more often.... wat a life..... sick & tired of this of ppl
realitly gals
recall life history on 16 may
life was a mess totally as i was totally at e edge of fire totally
due to e shortage of manpowder at shop i was mad totally
u knw wat happen ma??
outside u knw tat there is 2 ppl working for 16 table
gt to clean e table & take order & serve f00ds & serve desert
due to too many customer at 1 time , my friend alvin who is outside wif me was ask to go inside to help out which mean tat all 16 table was left onli me doing it
then i ask for bills for some table outside n excepted tat bills to be bring to me & i ask for a lot of times bills was not send out yet... i shouted into e walker for bills n guess wat e boss said to me
u ask for bill dont u knw how to collect it urself ma??
follow by " u do big business half way dont knw to clean ur ass clean b4 leaving e toilet ar?
after which he said agn u fk a gal then u wont clean ur sperm at her cb ar? "
i was like very pised off liao... i shouted back at him... dont u knw tat outisde 16 table was manage by me onli ma ?? if i go inside hu will help u take order frm new customer & clean e table for u while u still gt e time to patol arnd e shop n dont ever bring e bill to me...
some customer saw tat i was already trying my best to get their bills for them... bt no vaild la
they understand tat i m in a difficult spot so they nv complain abt me la
bt there is this trouble maker at table 100 as they keep on changing their order which make e lady boss mad n asked e manager to handle it
after which manger handle finish their table then table 92 ask e manager over n complain tat their bill was not send to them n complain tat i gt bad attiude to them
i was like huh?? then manager repeated wat e boss said to me "mention at e top " then manager after work asked me , alvin out for nagging as i was throwing bad temper at e boss juz nw n alvin took wrong order
as for today 17 may
same thing happen agn!! boss said e same sentence to me & outside was handle by me alone agn!!!! this time i give him no face at all i scolded him agn
u knw wat? aso after i scolded him he had not guts to reply back all he do was to tell e manager to get back to me n scold me back??
bt manager this time understand tat cuz i was at e edge of edge liao cuz i was really alone at outside wif 16 tables all occuiped!!!!
tat y outside keep on having problem it is all becuz of u keep on asking me to run bill for u send coffee & cake for u
u knw y ur shop wont ever do well cuz of e mangament tat u n lady boss set!!!
wan to earn more $$ n lack of manpowder u think like tat ur shop can do well ma??
in my mind i really wish to tell them u earn so much $$$ u think u die lia0 those $$ can bring to ur next life or bring it along to hell ar??
wont even happen unless u change !!!! i swear tat e day i quit my jobs there i will said it out loudly inside of them !!!! despite gt customer or not
e more negative comment will be shown on e websites i can confirm it here
kk enough of all angry stuff liao...
still rmb tat 19 yrs old gal which i mention at e start of may
kait finally won her over frm her ex bf
gd jobs kiat
oh ya almost forget 1 thing which i heard ytd frm a couple customer sia..
u wont believe it sia
wen e guy of e couple went to toilet his gf make a call out to her friend i guess
she was chatting away abt her bf wif her friend
saiding tat e place they went to eat is really gd sea view la bt tat her bf was not romantic at all
maybe "I" shall break up wif him n go for another guys who asking her for stead!!
after i heard tat i was like tat guys was so poor thing sia kana spilt leg by his gf
haiz...gals really cant be trusted
nw even "her" i aso cant trust her word liao....afterall she let me down too many time liao...
maybe can said tat her word had no more weight at all inside my mind & heart
so call wait for her another 2 yrs...i began to douth it liao..maybe it is juz another fake hope given by her to me..all this is jut another lies given by her once agn
no even trust & believe in her......
once agn gt hurt agn..haiz... my heart is empty & hurted...
i started to think abt mq nick
stephen chow's movies...BEST MAN... i must learn how to forgive n forget in order to grow
so nw it is time to forget abt her & ask god to forgive for scolding those word to my boss as it is a moment of angry



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