Monday, March 23, 2009

Been a week since i last blogged here
life was kind of busy last week as i had been working
from 16 of march till 18 march was working at hougang mall
tat place wat can i said
was a mad place ppl there really make a mess out of e magazine zone
just like mixing up the junk food tgt make me had a sever headaches for wat those neighbour auntiess had make
almost 1000 per day w/o minus e rent n etc
after 3 days my boss send me back to simei mall :D
those days at siimei life was much better than hougang even tot hougang mall gt more pretty gal
bt i prefer those peaceful life at simei

19/3/09
today knew a gal from the stall beside us
her name was yiling age same as me
she was really a nice gal bt just tat i dunn have the chance to ask her for her hp number
as i dunn really have the guts nor courage to do so on the first day
if last time before knowing jiamin tat time
i still dare to get number from gals despite knowing them less than 1 hrs
bt nw my heart was stummed taken a step back tot i know her for 1 whole day
after tat day she didnt come back as she quit tat jobs tat wat i heard from other staff
guess tat if we gt the fact we will meet again 1 day at street
for those who dun knw hu is jiamin
she was tat gal hu spike salt onto my wounded heart with e same word *wait* & *study*
despite i ask her for 3 time for stead
still rmb e first time i ask her was after i know her for just 1 week i was too fast i knw tat
2 time i ask her was after term test she given me with a reply i want to cope with my study first wen after main examintion then we get tgt
3 time i ask her was after main examination tat following week, 1 week before her birthday
guess wat her answer??
" i think we are not suitable for each other
u can find a better gal than me
all the best " after which didnt c her msg nor online anymore
till nw those word said by gwynna n her were graved into my heart n mind
once a wounds forever a wounds
even since those incident happen to me
my trust for gals had been decreasing as the days goes by

22/3/09
To my surprise was tat young lady boss hu came to open e stall next to me
i was stunned
after we spoke to each other from 1 pm till closing arnd 10pm with pauses inbetween
she taught me alots of new working stuff n experiences in relationship n etc
she even offer me a work/try out at her stall at tiongbahru
she was right abt relationship
relationship dunn get into it orelse once u fall into it u will onli gets hurtss n wounds
first thing was to get a degree in study follow by earning $$$
with $$ no scare no gal wan to be with u
wat she said was fact n i was in deep thoughtss n repeating wat she told me inside my mind
can u think of tat??
tat young lady boss was onli 27 n she lives at private housing drive a sport car n earn abt 20k-30k per months
wow!!!!!
oh ya lastly i saw xinmei on sat morning
she was yawning away at simei mrt waiting for friends as her friend was late :p

23/3/09
today is the second lesson of driving
went to the empty field once again
drive a few rounds at there w/o making any mistake till the instructor said let take it into the main road
i was like huh??? he must be joking with me man
bt he was serious abt it
i turned n went onto the road
change gears from gear 1 to gear 2 to gear 3 then gear 4 then gear 5
omg!! 70 km/h
tat fast sia
tat instructor stil said it okay
i was freaking scare till nw
still rmb tat during e last 5 min of lesson tat instructor still wan me to learn how to park e car
i make a mess out of it as it happen too fast le
bt with e help of the instructor i manage to park the car in 5 min time (:


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