Wednesday, April 29, 2009

A few updates just before i go slp
i really slppy
this is e whole week in my life
insufficient slp and i had been slping in bed once i board the bus from tp
yawning away and i suddenly dunn like to face laptop at hm cause i had been facing computer since morning e start of sch
this really getting bad as it will soon affect my eye sight and i seriously dunn wan to wear spec
i wan more slpiing time
okay
27/4
well today i took almost 3.5 hrs of lunch break today instead of 1 hrs break
as i went for lunch break arnd 12 with zhangle n cuiyue
well..after lunch i actually head back to lab
bt after i receive a msg from debbie(pri sch friend)
i took off my leg n went all e way to ghim moh by cab 15 buck
it has been 7 yrs since i last saw debbie le
haha.... she change alot le
more pretty le :D
should have taken a picture with her bt forgotten
haha...well i went to borrow all her notes for h2 math n h1 chem
totally spend time printing which cost me 44 buck
after which i aso didnt forget to buy her chocolate as she spend 1 week rearrnage her note n lend me to photoocpy her notess
haha... Really a big thanks you :D
lastly my grp mate was having her 1 week of LOA so happiily enjoys at home

28/4

haha.... i finally manage to get my grp mate back to lab even tot she was on LOA
bt she seem seriously sick
down with heavy flu
hope she can get well soon :D tk care
went for e singtel trip and i slept through e whole bus journey :P


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:02 PM


Friday, April 24, 2009

i almost late for mp/sip
oh my god!!!! thank god tat i manage to flag a cab just in time

to tasha
well... dunt have contact even chat with her in msn aso no reply msg aso no reply
haha...well...dunn need to use jueen network in sch to find her
let her have her freedom (:
to xt
well.... ftt is really hard :(


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
3:00 PM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

Almost 1 week of school
well.. wat can i sae abt mp/sip life
it simply just sux
everyday 8.30 till 5.30pm
meaning i gt to wake up at 6.30 even tot was as werent as bad as i tot first place 8am till 6pm daily from every weekday
almost everyday wen i board e bus i fall sleep i was simply too tired tot didnt do much stuff at the lab online everyday in ebuddy bt didnt seem tat any1 to chat with as every1 seem busy with their own stuff
well...this few day just after sch reopen my wei kou had been very gd
been eating lots of foods in sch bt i jus dunn seem to gain weight dunn knw where all those food i ate went to?? :x
lastly before i end this blog
i gt to thank tasha for passing me all her yrs 1 file which include projects n presentation
i knw tat im stupid
i knw tat i had been really a trouble to u begging for ur yrs 1 project n ppt
i m sorry
i knw tat wat u sae to me tat day was gd for me
as those were are ur caring word from a angle of my friends
is she really worth to have all those ppt n presentation ??
is she really someone hu will stead with u or just use finish n leave me aside and hurt me agn??
bt seriously i dun knw this cause i already giving in everything i could do for her
just for gwynna i helping her to get all her jc notes
bt this time this gal dun knw abt all this abt me begging u for those ppt days n nights
she is innocent even tot i dunn stand any chance to be her mr right
bt tat is least i can do as a friend to help her
i knw tat i been too much
i knw tat i owe u a big time to u n jueen
THANK YOU TASHA N JUEEN


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:16 PM


Friday, April 17, 2009

today was my fft
well...i failed cause e answer was too alike to each other till very hard to chose from
hais....guess tat i cant get my license soon
well... meet up eugenia at enous driving centre there
saw 1 familiar face my friend whom i knw during bbt
tat guy sat opposite me
well.. we actually book e same day n same time for fft without planning
was shock to saw him there
chat a while n went inside
both me n him failed while eugenia passed
after which we head to tampines for e shop
omg!! really must queue to enter
and e time was like 11.30
super crowded!!!
after an 1 hrs 30 min shopping
we head to lvl 5 for lunch
e foods werent tat nice compare to hk cafe
maybe i set too high expection of tat shop ba
e feeling was a bit weird cause just me n her onli
haha... maybe nt used to having lunch tgt with just a gal alone
well.......after which we each head home (:


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:40 PM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

My mood was super bad nw
totally fk up
just gt a freaking scolding from my dad as he didnt work today
i hate this wen he is at hm cause wen he in bad mood he will tend to throw his temper at any1
if i gt e chance i will take this chance to go out with friend or hang out alone till 11 plus then go back home just to aviod scolding
i super suay
kana his scolding
fucker!!!
i really pised off already
he still dare to said tat i dunn have e heart to give those allowance from those pay i earn from this holiday
i was like wth.... give allowance??
from just those $800 buck i earn aso nt enough for my own use
CB!!! he claim tat giving $$100 for mother $100 buck for himself n lastly 50 each for aunt n grandmum total $300
i was like FUCK UP!!!
then he said tat i dunn have e heart to do tat
i was like running back to e room to cry out as i really dunn wan to quarrel with him at all
he dunn even give a damn abt me n continue his nagging for 30 min n head out of house
cant he even think in my shoe ma??
my bank left arnd 1k onli
and that amount i gt to go through driving lesson
he respond to me learning driving is my own business plus he already given 200 buck
he think his 200 buck like wat big fk !!!
last time still dare to talk big will pay half of my driving
if nt i wont have learn driving bt motor bike
his 200 buck onli enough for bbt,ftt,creating a account in sch of driving, PDL & 50 buck for tat instructor tat it lei
e rest i get to carry it alone without saiding anything
well... he think tat he knw me well bt actually he knw nothing abt me
tat small amount in bank is for those driving lesson during semster 3.1 which i estimated will drain out till it reach 0
e last sentence hurts e most
he actually said tat u wan to use those $$ to have a gf
must be gt gf then dunn have family member like this y i bother to raise u as my son
i been having nagging from my mummy since wen i gotten my first pay
i really cant take it anymore
my mood is really unstable nw
just let me bang e wall n died off better
really cant stand anymore!!!!!!!!!!!


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
6:36 PM



wow a nice morning i had
wake up as i receive a msg frm my yrs 3 grp mate jen
she told me tat timetable already out
i was like shock wen i saw it
8am till 6pm daily from monday till friday
i was hais...
meaning i gt to wake up daily at 5.30 n leave my house at 6.30
omg!! tat really a torture to me
i will be zombie soon after e semester 3.1
爱情就像空气一样重要
但是我已感觉不到它的存在


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:31 AM


Monday, April 13, 2009

love is like lock and key
onli the right key to right lock will enables us to open the lock of happiness
wow.. e best sentence i ever heard today
well... head to ps to meet with tasha,fran,nick,r2,jack,hy at 5.30pm
i left house arnd 5.20pm
cause i knw tat they will be late for sure e
arnd 5.30 tasha msg me with e msg tat she is otw there le in mrt le
well.. by e time i reach there jack,tasha,fran was there le
at tat time fran giving present she brought from china
condom hp string
lol...she giving out in e public i should be omg!!!goshh!! maybe we just too use to it n didnt have tat kind of expresion
kept it inside e jean keep on worry tat it will drop out wen i taking my hp out
after which arnd 6.30 every1 reached we head to hk cafe for dinner
yummyy!!!
after which we head to watch the movie "the sniper" n ltr went to arcade to play basketball
picture are with fran will upload if i manage to get those picture from her


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
10:56 PM


Sunday, April 12, 2009

Amara hotel job is finally done
3 days job was done earn arnd 100 buck i guess due to e timing i working was short
i spend my 3 day watching vcd while working
i guess tat it was really bored till i didnt rmb go entertain with those customer bt stick to my video player
then after working for last day, went to facebk to look for them cause dint have chance to get their number
so i went online to look for them depsite didnt knw their name n etc onli knw their sch
heng god was on my side
i manage to find 1 of them from facebk within 30 min
after which i add them in msn n facebk le :D
sometime i rmb dun understand y my mummy act this way
due to i been working this holiday rite
my mummy been there nagging at me for e whole past 2 month since e first day of work
she had been nagging me for $$
which i didnt really earn much?? onli arnd 700 in total
she yet asked for $100 from me
i was like wth......
i really dunn have tat much la
$300 for daily use since e start of holiday like foods n ezlink card
$100 for movie,pool,drinks
wat i really left is for my driving which arnd took up 5 lesson $130+$50
wat i left is really little
which i still have to survive the whole driving stuff which i estimated tat will still use arnd $800
this whole amount will be suckin from my bank account plus once sch start i dunn have e income ffrom work...i dunn even knw how to live le


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11:47 AM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Early in the morning kana a big bomb in msn le
feel not really gd for e whole day cause those things keep on flashing through my mind
arnd 8.30 i wake up due to e stupid bird at my room window chipping away
so i tot my mood will be better if i go online to look for friend bt i didnt turn out e way i wan
make my mood even worst wen i came online
haisss....i was humiliated by a gal totally
i tot it was my gd intention to remind her abt guys
bt yet get this kind of reward from her
i told her to beware of guys wen she met next time yet she reply me no need
like real man!! this kind of time can happen in a flash within 5 min
u get wat i mean
i dunn knw heard/saw of how many young gal in sec sch lose their first time to guys at e age of 14/15 nowadays
there is a phrase tat gal is stupid once they inside a relationship where they place their whole heart inside no matter wat e guys said they will agree in a moment of time onli
told her
My working experience n outside world experience confirm knw more than her
for someone(she) whom didnt work before
i been working in restaurant which is all gay inside??
they like to touch e butt n squeeze it wen they walk past me
stand behind u closely hug u n kiss on e check
i saw before drugs like ecstasy pills n etc.. shall nt name them here
saw number of gals being drugged by guy before n taken to somewhere else to do the part in e dark alleys
today already in 20 century le
how many ppl still really care about keeping their first time??
nowaday even (bf/gf) aso gt their term n condition before they stead??
example term : have sex
condition : once dun have sex then equal to break up
In the modern Singapore
nw almost 80% of guy said this before they stead
guys really love e gals ma??
in the point of guy view
nope they love to have sex more than e girl they stead with
after all i still a guy how can i dunn knw all this things ma
u wont expected this answer from her " since u knw so much how come u didnt ask for it"
" dunn dare to do it "
i was like pised off totally cause this really hurt a guy pride
shattered totally
dunn wan to talk abt it or mention this to me at all
supposed to meet natasha at 2pm at orchard bt she change e time till 4pm as she supposed to meet up with her friend to get things from her first
so waited n waited till 4.30
we took a cab down to far east plaza to buy hy n jack birthday present
bt very hard to get present for them cause i aso dunn knw wat to get for them
so she went to have her desert while waiting for her friend jueen to come n bring her stuff
finally she came bt cant find us so i went to look for her
was shock by her appearance cause dunn look like 18 this yrs
then after which we head to cinel to get jueen clothes as a gift from tasha as tasha gpa is in her hand
after which we took mrt to jurong pt to look for present n go find xt as she is workig at there
went for dinner n brought my old fried rice omelet's with fried fillet :D
yummmyy
then walk arnd in e shpping mall till 9.30
then went to eat xiao long bao n waited for xt to get off from her work at 10.20
we went to slack outside e stamford tuition centre
xt dunn seem like e blur blur gal wen she is working
hehe..meanwhile me,tasha,jueen was outside disscuss how to judge a gal whether she have sex before
seem like jueen can be my teacher le
we both teach tasha
stil rmb my first 5 month in poly
my guy classmate taught me all this for e whole semster till i learn up this skill
then after which xt knock off from her work
so we wan to knw whose more gd at guesing so take xt working friend as a bet cause xt sure knw e answer e ma
then jueen,, tasha guess she gt do before & i guess tat she having mense
due to wen gal come mense they will tend to walk with their leg slightly wide apart n gal who had sex before aso walk with their leg wide apart
hmm... finally e answer was out
she having mense
took mrt back home arnd 10.30 like tat
while on mrt saw fiona then after her friend leave e mrt she came and join us
can u think of tat 4 gal n 1 guy
really seem weird rite?? plus all e ppl in mrt was looking at me
so paiseiii.......... after which xt get off first follow vy tasha then me,fiona n lastly jueen as she live at kovan
walk home tgt with fiona
picture will be upload wen tasha get e picture


Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:54 PM