Thursday, April 16, 2009

My mood was super bad nw
totally fk up
just gt a freaking scolding from my dad as he didnt work today
i hate this wen he is at hm cause wen he in bad mood he will tend to throw his temper at any1
if i gt e chance i will take this chance to go out with friend or hang out alone till 11 plus then go back home just to aviod scolding
i super suay
kana his scolding
fucker!!!
i really pised off already
he still dare to said tat i dunn have e heart to give those allowance from those pay i earn from this holiday
i was like wth.... give allowance??
from just those $800 buck i earn aso nt enough for my own use
CB!!! he claim tat giving $$100 for mother $100 buck for himself n lastly 50 each for aunt n grandmum total $300
i was like FUCK UP!!!
then he said tat i dunn have e heart to do tat
i was like running back to e room to cry out as i really dunn wan to quarrel with him at all
he dunn even give a damn abt me n continue his nagging for 30 min n head out of house
cant he even think in my shoe ma??
my bank left arnd 1k onli
and that amount i gt to go through driving lesson
he respond to me learning driving is my own business plus he already given 200 buck
he think his 200 buck like wat big fk !!!
last time still dare to talk big will pay half of my driving
if nt i wont have learn driving bt motor bike
his 200 buck onli enough for bbt,ftt,creating a account in sch of driving, PDL & 50 buck for tat instructor tat it lei
e rest i get to carry it alone without saiding anything
well... he think tat he knw me well bt actually he knw nothing abt me
tat small amount in bank is for those driving lesson during semster 3.1 which i estimated will drain out till it reach 0
e last sentence hurts e most
he actually said tat u wan to use those $$ to have a gf
must be gt gf then dunn have family member like this y i bother to raise u as my son
i been having nagging from my mummy since wen i gotten my first pay
i really cant take it anymore
my mood is really unstable nw
just let me bang e wall n died off better
really cant stand anymore!!!!!!!!!!!


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