Sunday, October 25, 2009
Feeling freaking moody nw
friday just went to cut my hair for today wedding dinner yet today in the morning was force to go cut hair again
nw my hair is freaking short
like pri school kids nw
all the happiness and anxious mood was all gone
haiss......
but gt to said tat the foods there was great and i manage to saw her again (:
tat purple colours shirt at CNY e
omg!! she was gorgeous today i almost cant recognise her at all
well...after all she is a uni student le
time flyesssss.....
when i reach home my maid how come ur hair nw like this friday tat hair style more nice
my heart went sinking....moodddyy day
somemore today wake up at 6am
is like a weekend yet i cant slp longer
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
4:59 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Finally 1 week of school is over
it's really tiring in school
as i almost everyday stay in school till 9 plus going 10pm
therefore i didnt even online in msn
just for routing the PCB board kills man cell
i need a nice weekend to slp in (:
just met huixin to collect the psy tb for my friend
chat a while before i board the bus
well..huixin
(my answer is tat my heart is died for tat jc gal(gwynna) pic at jan2008)
she hurted me badly and nw i need a badly rest to heal back my heart
still mending in process
as for tp tat gal is just normal friends
yea nothing speccial
follow by going to tiong to collect art piece from jessime
brought some necceasary art stuff for my CDS (coco)
last semester le
jy (:
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
2:17 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
BGR
after knowing someone i have feelings for,
i got to ask myself is she suitable for me?
can i live my life with this person for the rest of my life?
because at the end of the day,
it's myself who face the consequences, right?
The first break up will always be very painful.
cry everyday, cry like hell..
but after a while, it will all be over.
i learnt that its not the end of the world.
though i was the one who ask for not to be friend anymore
but i once love her truely,
so she is not the only one hurting.
there are some reasons that two person cant be tgt.
and for that same reason, there is no second chance.
hanging on to a love(of all kinds) that doesnt
belong to you will give you nothing but pain.
its really not worth it right?
i'd learnt to let go, learn not to let the person
be the one who controls my emotional completely and easily.
i was told that, i get hurt not because the person hurt me,
but because i LET the person hurt me.
yup, now i have to keep the key of happiness
to myself and not somoeone else.
this may sound like a loner, but in fact,
its just a way to protect oneself,
as no one really owe you your happiness.
we are the owner of our own happiness, right?
幸福是要靠自己的 right?
i've the rights to not let anyone hurt me...
though i been through a few relationships,
online and offline..
but i think i am not that of a failure.
at least not my defination.
because i think not those who fail are failure,
but those who DARE NOT to fail are true failure.
everyone makes mistakes,
and its best we learn from it!
not the first time, then try again the next time.
i am happpy to be single (:
dare to face up to failure now
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:40 PM
A joke of e day
well...i just heard this from my mummy just nw in e noon
and i keptt laughting away since tat wen i think of it
my youngest sister help a stranger guy to help 11 bottle of "wei ge"
weh think of tat i will burst out of laughter and tear
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
9:41 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
i know tat i didnt manage to blog as often as the past
due to the blogger keep having problem esp wen i was using laptop at home
bt wat to said i almost give up my blogging habit le
so much thing had happen this few week till i didnt knw where to start
Yea nt wanting to admit tat my heart still had u inside
even tot i try very badly nt to remind of u
bt just tat everything u came into my mind and my heart wen i was down
i knw tat i didnt msg nor chat with u in msn
even tot my first birthday wish was from u
hais... but i knw tat i nt fit to be ur bf nor a friend
so i chose a route tat both of us cant get hurt
i decide to stay far away from ur life w/o disturbing ur currently J2 life
jia you
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
8:30 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
days by days passes
finally my mooncake job is over
once n for all
u knw tat having to do 8 day of bill for imm
and 12 day bill in yeetew really can make the day unforgetable
it's really a pain in my ass
my eye went red puffy after doing them
i feel like my holiday is almost gone
i onli left with 2 week and i guess i shhd head back for school for my major project
siann.... i really dunn wish to c my timetable for next semester
once saw confirm my head will burst
full slot e....
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
11:25 PM
