phobia arise wen it come
ppl hu knw me well should have knw tat i will av phobia of gals esp to those hu i not close to
i will tense to sit away frm them or in class i will move to another seat totally
still rmb wen i was in sec sch e chem lesson by prema i was asked to sit beside elieen
during chem lesson i will move both e chair & table to at least 1 hand space inbetween us & we seldom even communication wif each other tot we sat beside....she will ask m i tat scary till uu must move so far away frm me ma?? i wil alway smile n reply no la.. then continue to listen to lesson even tot she keep asking bt i nv tell her
those hu sat beside e area will knw tat..example wenjing & etc
guess tat e phobia had arise after being hurted badly this time
as ytd while working, gal customer told me e order i was like stand further n further away
tat y i was damn quiet at nite...as almost all gal customer yytd nite
this secret i guess no1 knew it... no even my family member know them... nor brian knw tat
i had this phobia since pri 6 tat time, i spent a great time to wipe it of frm my soul & heart
despite all e hardwork this few yrs, for 5 yrs i almost overcome it liao.... bt it came back totally to me..haiz...nw chat wif gal gt e scare scare phobia.... guess tat this time i had a tough time to remove it as i m hurt badly in heart & soul................cold sweat will ever broke out while chatting wif gal, hand tembling badly..haiz...

i really dont knw whether to blog a not
cuz i guess tat today i really at e emo state of my life
even all my working friend n boss aso said tat today huichen very quiet
okay i admit tat myself cuz i thinking stuff throughtout my mind whether shd i continue to work a not?? still gt etc stuff bt wont state here
today after work went to mac together wif IZ,brian,kiat,alfred for dinner & b4 tat i ate a donut b4 leaving for mac..nnw my stomach was damn full la..confirm cant slp 1
at mac we will chatting stuff abt e boss & etc
said tat wen both boss( husband & wife ) they quarrel wat they do & nagging & throwing stuff
i was like huh ?? reallyy ar?? nv saw them quarrel b4 beside i said e guy boss crying
while he chatting wif his friend at e office..tear will rolling down his check n eye swollen badly
i knw tat it they had quarrel... haiz i juz dont knw la y cant they settle in peace la after all they been at least 15 yrs couple liao..as their daughter 15 yrs old
while we heading for mac we saw phoebe on her way hm asked her to join us bt she rejected as 5 guy n 1 gal very weird...after which she msg kiat ask him to takeaway mac for her as she havent ate her dinner
first time sia.. i c kiat so caring & brought her dinner n sent to her house below despite it is 12am liao.....he gt to take cab to her house n then head hm
so caring sia.... if dont knw maybe will think tat they couple... bt they juz close friend nia..

life is pretty stress up
juz 1 week of schooling onli.i can feel e stress i facing it...it is totally different compare to yrs 1 in poly..stress is building inside me wen days went by.....
then poly stuff timetable was like hell life...
monday 12 till 5
tue 9 till 4
wed,thurs 9 till 6
fri 10 till 1
this kind of timetable human aso cant take it la...plus gt online quiz very week n on hand project for almost all e subject....sick of schooling life totally la.. bt wat e pt still gt to study for tat piece of paper..haiz....
this evening went to wilson house as having bbq at his house there due to his birthday was on monday..had lots & lots of foods...bloated.....
help out in prepare those foods n bbq for other to eat...
it had been long since i last went for bba liao...hhad fun.... then went to play dai dee wif wilson jack n anthor guy forget his name liao.... a gd hand for today...won a few time...
ate ice cream... bt actually i tthinking of drinking some alcholo drink to numb myself frm e stress i facing & to forget abt her.... bt somehow cant get those drink...nvm...tat y nw i m awake nw..
went hm arnd 10.30...as l8r wilson & his group friend going out for nite lan gaming
so me n jack not going n went home as tmr i still gt work..
oh ya..almost forget tat
today after eating finish my bbq foods went to e play ground n play e swing
it had been long since i last play swing liao..wif e help of jackson e swing was going to 130 degree up in e sky...it like all e trouble in me were gone at e moment... memooory flash back....
wen reach hm, went chatting wif a neighbour (gal) an qi
so chat n chat then dont knw wat happen la
she start to said me n another sec 2 gal together
i was damn pised off la... as tat gal was spreading rummor in school tat me n her stead together
i was like huh?? even my real life sister aso knw tat la... she is making story totally la...n nw my name in sec sch is totally rotted liao... wen i think of tat i was damn pised off liao till i angry n end my chat wif my neighbour... haiz.... y this kind of rotted stuff alway happen to me ??
haiz......i really at e loss of wat to do...
those hu read my blog knew tat i nv stead wif tat sec 2 gal
my heart was given to someone else la
dont believe can ask charissa la..she can prove my innocent la...........

A quick & short post
due to i in a rush to do my school stuff
a update of my CDS which is s'pore law...dont knw is suay or wat?? last semseter gt psy while nw get s'pore law... okay
school is as normally juz tat e bus interchange for bus 23,69 was crowded & long quese as all e yrs 1 make e sch popuation increase & take bus..sian...
as for today after sch i went out wif jackson to buy present for wilson kong as this coming friday going to his house for BBQ ( his birthday celebration) oh yesh
okay...we wentt to spade to buy clothes for him...after which me n jackson each brought another 5 more shirt forr urselff......wow!! mad...
after which we went to tiong for dinner..heart bleeding pocket aso bleeding
went home n start to check my shirt i brought
found out tat 1 shirt was in S size
which those 2 salegal (phoebe , florence ) get wrongly for me
i was like huh?? not agn...tmr gt to head for vivo agn to exchange for M size n somemore my lesson end at 6...OMG!! wat a day for me

happy birthday wilson kong
finally 18 liao.... u n jackson this 2 kor finallly can go for M18 movie lia0
dont forget abt me ho still havent 18 yet
wait for me... we shall go pub together during sep holiday
ZUL, MOS , ST JAMES, which 1 ar??
okay this yrs e plan was not as smooth as last yrs
cuz this yrs did not get to celebrate jackson together juz 3 of us
n nw wilson birthday i guess tat we wont get to meet up together
as normal he shd be still at e game world
okay look like ur 3 yrs of celebrating birthday together juz 3 of us is really getting harder n harder liao
as my birthday lei...dont even mention it
it is at poly exam period so most likely aso will be busy n cant meet up n somemore on monday
more sian...sure monday blue... thinking of skipping school on tat day liao....
okay juz nw had a small chat wif friends
asking me still working wen sch reopen??
i was like still at blur condition whether shd i work a not ?? can i cope wif my study together wif work ??? & etc..... okay maybe i shd have a gd thinking whether shd i still work ma ??
maybe i m prepare for e worst liao... e worst go army life early nia... anw there is not much friend left to consider at this pt...then i can jjoin gary in army life in june....thinking & thinking abt it......
okay gt to start my 1 days of sch tmr liao...hope to have my peace n slping lec hall area
& u not going to believe it..my first lesson is engineering math 3
more sian...blue days wen will u leave my life n let me c e sunshine in my life
is it so hard to said those 3 words??
y u prefer to av it in e cruel way??
tat how u treat me do u knw how hurt i was
maybe u will said tat u nv in love & wont knw
bt it is juz another excuess u given urself to aviod me
becuz of this u will lose ur friend here forever
gal always said tat they will treasure e true feeling wen guys give them
bt all this is juz another lies they make to make guys feel more guilty of
bbt e fate is tat ever tot true feeling is given to them they aso wont treasure it
so next time dont ever put in 100% into a relationship juz put 50% can liao
The 10 Breakup Commandments
1. move out
2. cannot be friend
3. don't process this breakup together
4. don't badmouth your ex to other people
5. get rid of anything that reminds you of him
6. start an excersice regime
7. pursue an interest you could not pursue while you & your ex are together
8. take a vacation
9. embrace change
10. go on a date
copy frm peiying blog..copyrite is peiying
ask her for it..even tot i nv ask her for it...

My mood for blogging had almost die off liao..last time wen work end reach hm will start to blog
bt nw dont even av e mood to blog liao....
okay a few thing happen this few day
ppl hu knw well will knw wat had happen
okay...i ended my feeling i guess..or aso can said tat escape frm fate
dont u knw tat is much less hurtful to end it with a clear NO instead of those fake hope given
okay...enough of all this la...
still rmb at sat morning arnd 2 it rain heavilyyy
while i still at e living rm watch huan zhu ge ge...suddenly i gt a weird thinking as lighting swept across e sky
let get wet in e rain since all family member slp in liao....wen i was abt to leave e house to get wet in e rain
bt mummy woke up so all e chance getting wet in e rain was gone!!!!!
haiz...cuz cry in e rain no1 will ever knw ever tat u cried all u can said it e rain hu make e tear
nw i finally understand e pain
then i finally found e song i wanted it long ago.. *when u believe* n listening to it
is there really Miracle in this world???? NO rite
okay.... another sentence i found
Love A Person Takes A Moment, Living Together With A Person Takes A Period. But To Forget A Person Takes A Life Time
i guess tat it is true bt i will work hard to keep those memory in e unconsciousness memory hope tat this memory wont ever been ask out agn no matter wat happen
no matter how stress she been or study or cca stuff or watever stuff
i wont step in to help even charissa ask for my help like last time she was trouble over her cca stuff if not charissa ask me to help her i guess i wont really help her & get hurt more deeply
i m sorry abt it ...every1 had their own problem to settle not onli she gt problem i aso gt my own problem...she has grow up liao...it is time for her to handle her problem herself...cuz we wont be alway there to help her throughout her life
cuz i really cant take it anymore liao.....my heart had already broken into pieces n pieces liao
give me time to heal my heart
all of u hu read my blog will knw tat for e past 6 month i had given my heart to someone else
ever tot i knw her since i was in sec 3 * nt frm my sec sch * PLS
bt all i get is hurt & hurt frm her..bt nvm...tat how e world go abt
wat is not urs wont be urs no matter how hard u work hard for it
okay enough of all this..........sick & tired & hurted of relationship stuff
as for work stuff all are fine as normal... school starting tmr liao
sian.....bt nvm for my future i shall work hard

"Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action '' -Benjamin Disraeli

wen i saw this sentence i started to fall in love wif them liao...
action dunn always have happiness in end u may juz get hurt urself
juz like in a relationship even tot u had tried how hard bt things may not go ur own ways
n e ending may not be e ending u wish for & it will end up wif sorrow & painful in urself
bt if u nv try out or said it out
u may juz live wif regretted which may not have any more chance anymore
so either which way u tried out...e fate tat u gt to face is e same...... is either u get ur happineses or sorrow life
even tot i juz wish to get a gf n last forever
somehow this dream is getting tougher & tougher wen each day pass by
those pain n sorrow u wont ever knw unless u experience it b4 urself
even tot e truth is hard to accept bt i will still accept it
n went out of my sorrow
i juz dont understand myyself agn
y each n each time wen i get over wif her liao...
juz becuz of her few word i start to trust her agn n once agn get hurt more more deeper
is it too late to realised all this??
each time wif her line "
u wont nv knw maybe tat day will come ar? "
this line even tot give me a lot of hope bt heard a few time liao
so hope r all dashed
wilson kong i m sorry abt last time
asking u to forget abt her
nw i face e same problem as u
i truely understand how it feel...e feeling really juz sux.......
hope to get ur forgiven kor
another 4 more day to ur birthday liao

okay i admit tat i was damn lazy to blog ytd
haha...it has been long since i last work together wif kiat n brian liao
well...ytd we work at e same time
wat a prefect timing sia...it has been 1 week plus or 2 week since i last met kiat
cuz he went to MDIS to had his nite degree liao...haha...nice to work wif him la
more fun & joke la
ytd wen he came to work i was like huh ?
wow...totally handsome guy la...almost cant recognise him liaoo follow by brian come his friend
okay....then kiat was chatting wif us as e shop had no ppl ma
then chat n chat dont how it happen la
we chat till gal agn!!
lol.guess wat he said sia...he gt take pic wif e phoebe
even brian & me aso dont beileve till he show e pic
onli 1 word...... he gd la...
phoebe n him went ZUL ( pub) together n they took pic together wif phoebe laying on his chest...really look like couple la... bt they onli friend la...
then kiat aso told me his favourite song 分手快乐 (listening to it nw)
knw y ma?? cuz wen 1 lover gone then another 1 will come in
juz like friend relationship
wen u ddont nid as a friend then u can throw him/her away
wen u nid their help then u go seek for them
tat for eeven friendship relationship aso cant last long moreever a bgr rite.....
after some thinking i thinking is kind of true la...
friend = making use of them & laying on them wen u nid help
haha....we did really had a gd chat
we moved all e table n chair back into e store n prepare to close liao then 2 guy customer came in at 9.55
we will like wth...hu bring in e customer 1
then e kitchen n chief already change n prepare to go home liao...
bt in end we waited n waited till 10.30 la
we(brian & me & nicole & kiat) went home leaving boss n 1 more full timer at stall
as nicole gt to open shop today morning while brian & kiat gt sch at 8am today
as for me lei....wan to go home together as go hm alone really onli gt 1 word
BORED!!!!!!!!!!
as for today lei... i woke up at 10
i think e most early liao.... woke up by myself w/o alarm
okay went online to check my timetable
e timetable was like sH!t
cuz wed i gt break from 1 till 4 la
wat can i do sia....3 hrs of break... really can kill me la
hmm... guess tat 3 hrs i will go sneak into my friend class for others lesson liao...
orelse really dont knw wat to do...wahaha.....
okay enough of all this stuff la
today as i nv work damn bored la...
so i went to open my dramn show vcd
guess wat i chose...even myself aso very hard to beileve it...i chose
huan zhu ge ge
lol....1 shot watch 10 esp liao.... mad rite??
nvm l8r shd con8 to watch to kill my bored...
blog damn long liao ba
shd off my laptop n continue my show...wahaha
bt 1 thing tat is real la...after working at e shop i think i learn alot of stuff there liao....really a big thank you to guys.... XIEXIE

wat a nite for me ytd
ytd i wan to go slp bt cant fall aslp la
so i was like listening to radiio till 1 plus going 2 ba
dont rmb tat well la
while listening to e song
i was aso doing some thinking in my mind
as school is starting next week liao
shd i work lesser like juz fri & sat
or even weekday aso wan to work?? i was in e blur state so havent make up my mind yet la bt nvm soon will av a answer liao
after which i had thinking of some relationship problem ba
maybe is juz not e rite time to start a relationship
i guess tat study more important la..so study & work
2 days ago ba some1 hinted
wen last time wen she hint to me i was like flying toward e sky la
bt this time heard she said tat
i was like dont av last time feeling liao....heart like numb hearding wen she said tat....totally not feeling liao
cuzi knw tat day wont happen...given up totally liao..... i guess

Another days had passed
thing will getting back to e trail liao.... sch life starting soon for all others poly beside mine...which make me very lonely at shop today as i was like e onli part timer there still working la...sian...no joke nor laughter liao.....haiz.... onli can c them weekend
gt to miss them badly la...bt nvm..i shall work hard n continue life
hmm... this afternoon was a quiet afternoon as e whole shop was empty..first time i guess
hahah... like it bt very boring nth to much la.....walk here n there
arnd 5.30 my break went to buy back n eat agn n a new part timer came his name is paul
waiting to go army life at june
okay....alfred (manager) taught him everything la
which i aso nv being teach by him......so paul u r damn lucky la...
nvm weekday he shall take all ur shift liao....
almost all e thing he learn liao........
okay....then get offa t work 9.40
went off wif nicole jie..walking toward e bus stop to take bus hm
while she said still early dont wan to go hm
so we went for window shopping at espirt there
sae alot of nice clothes n wan to buy them bt must wait for next month pay day liao....
cuz juz brought stuff frm spade a few days ago
spent $145 there...mad liao...haha nvm...worth it
haha...1 belt,1 jean, 2 shirt
nw waiting for 21 april
time to shop for new arrivalll for freshbox & Espirt
bt no discount :(:(
oh ya forget abt it almost... freshbox aso..... 5 may another 3 more t shirt & Espirt aso
wahaha.... i using all my pay on shirt & pants & bag
renew my t shirt cupboard all this liao

A great day for me today
haha...woke up at 11 plus due to gx call me to cover his working shift
went work.... had e sian sian look bt nvm
arnd 5 saw hector, jovyn,darui & etc
arnd 5.30 went for break n saw alvin walking toward me liao
i was like huh??
how come today he so early sia??? he is like those hu come on time for work ppl
haha....he accompany me to buy long john combo 1 agn....
i ate combo 1 wif a bowl of rice
after tat...went to buy 1 donut to eat
haha...ate damn lots today!!
after which went to buy donut agn
bt this time 12 donut...haha....2 gave nicole jie, 1 judy jie , 2 for zul
oh ya forget to mention tat ZUL is my new supervisor frm next week onward
haha...
oh ya almost forget to add on
juz nw gt burn burning juz nw on my right hands
e last 3 finger on was on blister liao....
u knw sia..
e whole plate was place on into e heater for 1 hrs plus & plus
e plate degree is like 100 plus sia ...nw type msg or type keyboard aso very slow liao
while at 9 plus
ZUL said tat gt something to show me
i tot wat gd stufff he had sia...guess wat he show me
his gf(3 yrs) pic sia
i was like huh??? wow..so pretty ar??? chinese ar???
he reply ya la...kong zhong xiao jie, no chinese
i was like...hmm.. okay la.......
hurt me rite into my heart (breaking apart)
like knife slash into my heart
he added on
ever tot 3 yrs la...bt i sometime aso slept over at her house.....
after which my heart (break n break agn)
bt i remain my smile on my face...acting strong
seriously hurt la.. bt nvm
y every else was given a chance??
y u juz wont give me a chance at all ??? i just dont understand
ANW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEN SHI JIE JIE

Guess tat i cant throw e habiit of blogging i guess for e time being
hmm... nth much really happen today
juz tat outside area is me n alvin nia
abit more fun than wif brian cuz we both can crack joke n chat more less friction to quarell
hmm.. a bit sad today cuz dun have those small eater n leftover foods behind
so cant have e party wif IZ,alvin
bt nvm we each had fun together even tat tiring la..
haha... juz found out tat this month i been working alot of days
to kill time n stresss........
haha....going to spade to buy clothes liao...wahaha 15% offer
wahaha...

ytd nite was e hardest nite to fall aslp sia....
i went to bed arnd 1 plus bt cant fall aslp la...waited n waited till arnd 3 plus then fall aslp
n which all of thing flash into my mind...those old time ... tear started to roll down uncontrollable
while at 1am i wake my sister wake up to do her hw
she did until 3 plus still havent slp la...guess tat her sec 3 life more stress than my last time
okayy.....
today work stuff agn.......
i think i was like holding on e angry in myself till wan to bomb liao
till e chief keep on ringing e stupid dumb bell la...asking ppl to go in n collect e dishes
i went in & e cheif said dun play wif e belll la
i was like WTH!!! being blame on stuff tat i nv do
i immediate I NV!! HU play e bell juz nw..their son will be born w/o ass
i knw tat i was v.mean liao...
so i guess every1 knw tat my mood really at e top of e hill
anytime can bomb!!!!!
afterwhich peacce they dun dare to crack joke all this liao for e whole days
arnd 7 liao...
lots & lots of couple came in for dinner la
then which came 1 stead e guy is arnd my 17++ tat gal ar arnd 13 nia
u cant image how e gal sat down sia
her leg was wide open la!!!! n which she wearing a mini skirt e most 15cm nia.
then e stead was like doing their stuff all in e shop la
take pic & dinner & then snake kiss & cheek kiss kiss & hugges & etc la
gt 1 thing tat was caught by my sight n other ppl working there la
e guy took e camera down n take pic of e gal below la......tat gal was underage la....
ARGH!! nvm cant help it........
okay i juz face my dead
my fan blade flew open n hit in rite on my back of head
nw...bleeding n dieing soon
c u guys..cya

haiz....life really really very very stress up
haiz........dont knw how to face it la
juz stress tilll i really cant take it liao almost to e part i almost can fall into depression soon
i cant take it anymore la..
juz 1 day off frm work nia... keep on kana nagg & nag by my mummy
i juz dont get it la.....she had been nagging at me since early in e morning la...
asking how was my pay? how much i get ?? & hint where is her share all this??
i was like huh ??
my working pay onli juz hit $300 nia
minus my bus fee $60 buck *which i nv even collect a cent frm her la*
minus my kopitiam $30 buck
minus my long pant $30 buck
minus my break (during working time long john combo 1 ) $63++++
minus going out wif friend & pool & movie & clothes & present & etc $100+++
how much i left sia is like onli 20 buck nia
she still asking for her $$$
i was liike wth la... keep on nag & nag
i aso not earning $1000 plus la
if $1000 plus she wan i sure can give la...$100
i will give la
bt nw onli $300 she asking for $50 each for herself n dad
still gt my aunt & grandmum dont forget abt tat la
i was totally lost!!!!
dont knw wat to do sia... keep on kana scolding all this....
bet wif u she wont give up till she gt her $50 buck
she will go complain to e neighbbour all this
making them to stress me further on...stress + stress + friendship stress = madness soon of me
haiz.....really dont knw wat to do
god help me wif a answer
or u soon will c me at mental hospital la.....haiz....life really stress la.............


really as i expected happen liao..juz tat change of ppl came
today wat can i can said suay till dont knw wat to said liao
my dad dont know wat happen la
suddenly woke up n appear outside my rm at 1 am
which i was watching 超级星光大道 wif headset on nv heard him calling
after a few time i heard him
scolding me said tat wat time liao still havent slp
ii was like i cant even slp even tot i in bed la...
he continue to throw his angry at me *due to his working stress*
he continue his unreasonable scolding i trying my best to please him liao...
he given up n went back to his rm bt i bet if i continue to use till like 2 am
he bound to come agn n throw me stuff or cane me like tat
my mummy aso knw tat wen i work at nite i will had a hard time to slp in 1 even tot i nv work today la
tat y she aso nv nag at me liao..given up on me slping early
if juz nw i will to be more rebel trust me wif my dad temper he sure scold me on e top of e voice n throw my laptop on e floor n untill he woke up e whole family
cane me n hit me ba
e lastly throw me out of e house la
nw he is like walking in e kitchen waiting for me to slp la
bt this time i wont give in
e most i be his vent angry punchbag
n leave e house

okay!!!!
i was kana fly areoplane by NATASHA
she better watch her asss out!!!
i hate ppl fly areoplane e most
& i waited for her till 6.30
30 min more!!!!!!!
it is better be late then nv come at all
dont let me c u
i sure will tear u into million & million pieces
ppl hu knw me well will knw tat & guess wat wen i reach hm she already online in msn &
still dare to off her bloodly hp!!!!!
i swear i wiilll skin u alive wen i c u
first gal aso e first ppl to fly me areoplane!!!!!!!
mood nw is pised off totally

A few day since i last blog
hmm...recalll really nth much happen la..
life go on...sian sian... all i do is work & work
bt had fun there also
As for today
i dont feel like is tuesday at all la more likey weekend....
a group of 14 ppl came la
guess wat...e total bill is $765.65 is like average each ppl 50 buck la
then e ang mo sign it e bill w/o looking at it la....
my 2 month pay aso dont av tat much la..siann...haha..bt enjoy la
today had a great day wif alvin
we chatted & play la
Aso today
while i was having a break frm 5 till 6 like tat
i brought long john combo 1 back n after eating finish i was msging friend la
to kill time... a customer came toward n asked for wet tissuse
i was like ah nvm juz get for them la....then e guy customer was told me can clean e table for us...i was like WTH...my tshirt half tuck out then apron not wif me
& msging & chat on phone still ask me do stufff
i did la clean e pot of mussel bowl n went back sitting on
bt i was not feeling rite
so look at them
frm tat guy customer mouth i knw it he was saiding tat my attiude sux!! nv clean e table all this to his gf ...
after which wen they leave to pay e bill
i said in loud voice la..alfred(supervisor) i go wash face as i still having my break till 6 ma
cuz i knew tat e guy customer wan to complain abt me liao
after all i read their lip abt wat they said..a bit here n there
tat guy was going to complain
bt after i said they gt no choice to left w/o complaining me....
wahaha...checkmate
next time knw hu u dealing with...

okay..shall make it chop chop nw

Second time locked out e house
inside lock...done by my dad agn...
luckily i was save by my sister as she havent slp yet
okay..today i nv pick up alfred call as i was at living rm watching blleach..
bt nvm so work at 6 la...(:
ate my diinner n went for work...tiring bt nvm
let c wat happen today
hmm...... wen i reach work
it is like peaceful inside
i look at e punch card area n saw today gt wenshan,akvin,lz,mme at 6 ma
how come i m e onli part timer there...weird weird
then IZ n alvin came togetther
i said wow so nice ar??
juz bang each other finish ar?? hahah joking la
they happen to meet each otheer at toilet n came together
i was looking for kiat bt cant find him
as he was outside smoking awayy..........
lol...he came in wif this idea of disturb alfred
he said buy condom la...fruit favour...n asked me to call brian n buy them....lol
bt in e end he went to buy it himself
washed in e kitchen n wiped wif e table cloth....lol
then blow into ballon la...write happy birthday alfred each word at 1 condom...
rmb wen i last saw condom was at sec 4 wen my cca weisheng birthday they use condom as water bomb...
okay...we waited n waited n chef lim ask for 2 condom as kiat brought 12 piece
lol..till e time had came
e time was arnd 10.45 liao...
where e shop left 1 indoor n 1 outdoor customer we took it out wif me holding on e condom wiif e word happy...
lol alfred face was like so unsafe la...hide behind e boss tot we going to do something to him..
then after all this wen kiat took 3 condom n prepare to throw them awawy
wen he was abt to walk out...gal walk pass la...he hid bt wat can i said la... e outdoor 2 gal customer already saw e condom n was laughting awayy.....
aso tat wen e boss daughter saw condom she was like smiling n her dad told her tat was condom i said boss ar..ur daughter take bio la..condom she shd av seen them lot of time in e bks liao
after which allfred trap for rats
he was up in e ladder n catching rat n he juz happen to caught 1
e boss daughter was like jumping arnd n saiding so cute
i was huh?? rats lei..not hamster la
gal wen c rats shd be running away n screaming away ma
bt her reaction is totaly different
then time to kill it liao
kill in drowning
e pic show it alll

after which i nv rmb c e whole process la..i was eating donut outside wif nicole jie la.............alfred treat 1..wahaha bt it is nice la...tmr shall buy some other different favour n still gt discount for it...wahaha.....
donut at donut factory is gd...haha try them... in e end e rat gt drowned wif e eye widely open up...sian... then went back hm...went wif kiat,brian,nicole...kiat went out n starrted to smoke liao...follow by me beside him n taking in second hand smoke,brian was on phone wif gf,nicole was looking at e beautful watches....then kiat was smoking like half stick...brian & nicole caught up...nicole did something very surprised us totally she said gt lighting..kiat was looking at her blur huh?? lighting?? u smoke ar?? as kiat alwway complain tat no smoking friend in e shop beside e chef there.... nicole took out a packet of cigg n ask kiat to light up for her..u shd c kiat expression ^ shocked ^ ....bt in end found out tat was not cigg bt chococlate in e stick of thing..lol...really surprising...she told us tat was brought by her friend in hk........lol..............hu going to hk buy for me tat... i want it.........after which kiat said tat 12 april let all go sentosa which is on sat la..dunnknw he joking or wat??? we went home together me,brian & nicole as ur block is so near to each other laa.......brought my dinner wen going back hm... gotten back my psp frm brian too..e shape was not gd la..lots of scrathes on it...wont lend any1 agn!!!!

there is 2 way of smoking la... 1 is by mouth to smoke

another way is by ear e highest lvl of smoking

Well..i did not had a gd rest for e past fews day
i slept arnd 4am last nite
listening to radio song n turning arnd my bed
this morning at 9am my supervisor alfred called me n woke me up n asked me to report to work at 11.30
i was like huh?? dun joke la..no apriil fool anymore
he told me tat he was dead serious
i was like still dazing mood still on my bed till 10.30 then i get out of my bed la...
went to work n reach there arnd11.36
sightly late cuz miss my bus
work..n work..
arnd 1 plus
came in a couple wiff 2 kids
WOw.... u knw wat
they speak japanes, cantoese, chinese
all mix together..i was like huh ??
nwaday where gt ppl like so well verse in 3 different language
okay...make me n those stafff working there stunned..
okayy...enough of this liao...
then at late evening arnd 6
it started pouring heavily...shiok la
i went out to ask customer in
then i was like drain in rain...totally shiok la
dunn knw how long since i last get wet in rain
i swear if not working i sure go out n get wet in rain 1...
e feeling iis supper shiok...a way of distress method
Another shocking method happen today
a gal frm NYJC came to e shop outside
as i was e host there ma
she said can bk table for 40 student ma ??
i was like huh?? so many?? joking ma ?
she replyed nope..n brough her in n ask alfred to handle it..alfred reject her as she wan e timing is at this coming sat 6pm...
tat day aso happen to be alfred birthday la...sian...
tot still can c JC pretty gal..bt nw all e hope is gone :( bt nvm la...
okay i end work at 9.30 work for 9 hrs??
wahaha...bt tiring la bt cant help it
life gt to go on!!! jia you for myself...........GO GO GO!!!
reach hm n came online n chat wif charisa la..bt make her go mad liao till she went offline n scolded me badly..
i think so far e onli gal hu dare to scold me is onli her beside my mummy
siann....haiz....after work kana scolding..mood is like ... dont knw how to describle it at all

lol..i found it interesting so took it n post at my blog

haiz............................
wat a day for me agn
dad juz came back frm work
then came into my rm & throw his temper at me
haiz..i was watching 我爱黑涩会 & blogging & msn halfway which i dont wan him to knw abt my blog
then he force his way la..scold me...i ren...nv talk back or anything..then he started agn!!
wat u use nw is all my $$ even ur laptop aso i paid 1 ,e rm u in aso mine..... haiz....i really hate to stay at hm la.............
he aso gt a laptop of his wat!! y wan to use mine!!! private...y cant they understand this........
no life !!!! all under control by them...
in poly under control by my dad friend all arnd which i nv saw their face bb4
at hm face him = nagging & scolding
tat y i wan to hang out late la.........so tat wen i go hm they r asleep.... No nagging frm them!!!!!!
i hate my life!!!!!

Should i leave sch life n go army first ma?????
i really cant take it anymore...going mad soon....
Any nite jobs ??
pls tell me here....

i juz found out 1 thing sia
i did e same thing as 18禁不禁ep 18D
e timing frm 5.30 till 7.10 min
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=601359&iid=8820536
after which those bad stuff i ever do aso e same
bt my method was much more worst than xiao xin
still rmb on 14 feb
i did something bad
can said i not suit to be a human
i said something very awful to a gal & guess tat tat will leavve a deep scar inside her heart
bt she will get over it soon
nw thinking of it i aso felt tat i m really immature of doing all this stuff
bt wat is done is done
so get over wif it......

juz nw aso receive a bad news frm darrell
he told me tat he faiil his sub paper for math
meaning tat next yrs we cant be in e same class anymore :(
sian... meaning onli leave me,zhangle,vas(if nv fail his sub paper),cui yue, li qiang,joel,xin ying
hope tat e join in class student will make e class morre lively..
orelse i will go Zzz liao..life will be bored liao

wahaha... i m here agn
look like i heavily attached to blogging liao..bt nvm shd keep this going
today was supposed to meet up wif jackson at 11 at his house bus stop
bt i overslp badly i slept all e way to 12
wen jackson call my house n my mummy wake me up
still at blur blur mood la.
then wash up n leave my house arnd 12.45 wif e help my mum help me style my hair....nice sia
i took a cab to taka
sneaked into seoul garden as jack,jk,hy,kh,leana was already inside
i look for e prefect timing n sneak in..wahaha..then bbq e meat for e birtthday boii & ate some
after which we ate finish nick,fran came liao
fran came wif e present..omg!! 2 hats....
look cool for e birthday boii...
haha...then fran get back her way liao...take pic... sian bt i mange to escape la..wahaha...
then walk here & there la to kill time
after like arnd 5 went to peace centre there to play board game till arnd 8
xt,grace,natasha came..
then saw e uniform of SRJC for e firsst time
lol...i make fun of her la...e colour is like so bright like almost to pink la...
how e guy in SRJC wear to sch sia
we prepare e cake
meanwhile yt broke e candle for 10 yrs old
bt luckily e manager there gave us another candle even tot we nv buy e cake frm there...lol
make those 2 birthday boii make 3 wishes each
then i lei... always will be e 1
lightiing up e cake 1

hahah.....we sang e song..
then make them do something la..
hold hand cut cakke,use e mouth to remove e candle frm cake & etc...

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