Saturday, May 31, 2008
ii cant beileve it myself man tat i will said all this crap to ppl cuz normally is ppl said tat to me bt nw is my turn to said it to some1 esle feel uneasy cuz i knw tat i shd not said it out too clearly orelse friendship may juz be over soon..i actually ask her to study ???? maybe is becuz of those die si chuan student who bring it out all... after i saw e news tat those died student die with their pencil holding tighly on their hand....
As e day passes even e feeling is alway fading away...maybe wat leonardine said abt me was true after all....she said tat "last time e me was those inoccent type very very serious abt a relationship bt wen e time pass , e passion will fade n nw after experience n c other ppl relationship... i started to lose faith in a relationship n wont be serious to any more relationship & those trust whom i used to trust was all gone"
i guess onli she understand me tat well despite she onli knw me for 3 yrs this yrs due to is my sister friend..
well..maybe tat it liao...........i shd not pin too much on a relationship much well place them on my study instead after all time can erase all this painful days & hurtful days i been through
well....life go on i went to try out at e new shop liao... it was far too good liao b4 start work gt foods special cook by chef for us to eat after work aso gt other friend cook by chef & somemore e boss was so nice sia...let us take ice cream to eat & those fruit drink aso can drink as u like
omg... wat a nice shop...i will treasure it even tot those ppl working there e action like gay?
let hope tat i wont change into a gay ba ??? if i do give me a tigh slap on my face
i shd be studying for today n tmr bt e fate is tat i cant control myself to sit down for hrs so very 30 min will feel uneasy n start to move arnd liao...
my friend was going down on her relationship stuff as for her name i shall not mention it here bt nw she finally understand how i was feeling at tat time..juz hope tat she will get over wif it s00n...e longer it drag e more painful it will be....
haiz....we both belong to e same boat of ppl liao....had a small chat wif her juz nw
she said tat she trying to retain to msg tat guy n chat wif him for today while she saw him online n well i guesss tat guy aso wont notice her n chat wif her... as i happen to be in her shoe b4
she trying to test out how much she worth in tat guy heart bt she fail n get hurt n trying to use study to cover e painful stuff...
juz tell me y man??
ytd nite was another nite after work reach hm then start to watch tv show till 1.30am
e show abt love....those actor leave a gd impression iin my head abt keepiing their promise to each other n they really care n concern abt each other till death put them away
e story of e last finger hock up together was told in e show i will rmb it clearly up inside my head
after which i went into youtube to watch 超级星光大道 23/5/08
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AT4GrNl5nzY really go nice go view it!!!!
e most touching part 李伯恩 (hero) infornt of all e tv viewer tell jia ying tat he love her
n even tot jia ying rejected him twice b4 bt at least this 3rd time jia ying give him chance
how touching is it rite?? even tot he cant into e top 10 :( so i guess tat i try more than 3 time liaoi shd av wake up of this dream cuz she nv even notice abt me nor chat wif me firstit is time to let e wind take away those feeling
Don't Leave Me Alone In This Lonely World
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